Phew.. blog about my leave..
i slept till 12... very happy =D.. because i dont usually get to sleep till so late.. even on weekends!! Although sadly i was up till very late last night.. yesh.. doing stuff for my fartty fartty dad. dang. through that i realised something.. that i had the capability of doing QT that i'm just not doing so.. if i could copy 30 odd quotes in 4 hours.. why cant i spend time reading the bible? right? boils down to i'm slack! That aside.. let me dedicate my well wishes to soon leng.. the last turtle to go into army (lolx sound familiar huh)....yep. went out for short tea and chit chat session plus giving him some of our wellwishes and dumb pics... ha.. kind of sensed the "yi yi bu se" feeling...dont know why felt the sense of sadness sending my last friend into army.. yes it marks the end of something somehow.. its going to be a new life ahead for everyone. a change in our lifestyle to a certain extent. Such great uncertainties in the future make one queasy all over.. embrace it with faith, hope, love, joy and anticiaption.. and trust in the Lord.. *sighs* i dont know how to describe this feeling.. but yet i know i am in no position to comment.. i'm not the one going into army.. but i guess i'm starting to fear for my own future... okay. *snap* this is supposed to be a dedication to soon leng and those already in there. remember no doubt things is going to change tremendously.. we may meet new friends in uni or risk drifting apart.. but still to all my friends.. you'll be dearly missed and i'll make sure i'll keep the friendship.. 10 years or even 2 years down the road things may not be the same.. but i'll pledge to make sure.. this friendship would still last.. =) so.. fret not and embrace army life..


these aside... i also got a new resolution
1) buy a book to read for QT
reason: i'm not doing regular QTs... as a result i dont pray daily.. YA! its not healthy! and i'm determined to change this... *determine*
2) Get a book to clog my QT/reflections/ prayers
reason: *same as above* plus i know i have things to pray about but i'm not doing sO!
3) Find a ministry to serve in....
i'm a little lost in this.. hoping to find a ministry to settle in.... may God guide me...
currently thinking about sunbeam or outreach ministry.. *thinks*