heh.. conclusions i made..

1.
i used to think status wasnt important..
i'm begining to think it is..

2.
Mr loke statement of
"in tennis love mean nothing,
in real world love is blind"
stands.

3.
relationship allows one to mature.

4.
i'm wearing heels to prom.(ask lim zhan yue why)

hehe.. i overslept when i was supposed to meet at 12. yup. so by the time i left the house i was so late! anyway today met danis to pass him Mrs chu's present and card. haha.. i realised.. i CANT write chinese properly already! so many missing words! haha.. met soke yee for while today too.. heh kind of miss her =p used to sit beside her in lit class..... after that went to town.. yeah went for walk and eat and slack.. anyway it lead me to the last conclusion (4) . =p

Melvin and i  

..my dears.. 

craP as always =p 

repeat our neO prinT 

heh.. sian.. besTest buddies.. 

TwO bestesT craP buDdies  

*they always bully me!!* 

si Da mei Nu? 

BluR giRls. =D 

mr KweK my BbALL teachEr cum e maThs lao shi 

sim mei mei looking CheeSy 

muaha.. HeW yin Hou =p 

my favouriTe place in Bp.=D 

Celeste yinhou meiyi steven 

jiE jiE and i 

Family piCtuRe 

suCcesSfuL suRpriSe! 

YeUai and Cake =D 

Yeu Ai and CeLestE 

BeSt times

heh.. i just had the most memorable day in a long while.
days had not been so happening but yesterday
i guess its because the end of prelIms!
heh.. anyway, first went out with karmun,lishi,soonleng,guangyi.
we went to settlers to play board game!
whoo.. it was sO fuN!
its such crap games loR
and ah gong was crapping with the person there
heh.. it was really fun games...
(picutres below)
hee... it got even better in the evening.
yup. its back to BPGHS for mooncake fest.
whooooo.... i never had so much fun in a long while.
met up with junhao,jinhui,shuheng
alot of seniors.. juniors.. esther mei,meiyi dear..
yup..yeah and spent time catching up with LIM ZI CHUN!
yeah.. brings back memories...
i love bp alot. ALOT...
the mooncake festival was no doubt one with homecoming and hearwarming feeling.
its like a BIG bp reunion with LOTS of ex bpians..
heh.. yeah mr tan talked to us briefly about setting up council alumni
whoo... *excited*
spent time watching some BP idol concert but left the hall to slack.
walking around the old campus brings back memories...
heh.. the times where the excos lie in the courtyard looking at stars
wondering what after sec 4 life was like..
the times at the bball court playing and looking at stars.
the crap night walks which we screamed so loudly..
the field..d&t...
i guess i'm really happy that they arer renovating..
but a tinge of sadness that this old campus
which holds my memories.. would be gone..
heh.. air con hall, sports complex and a tracK?
thats BP in a few years! i'm proud to be a bpian
yeah.. definitely...!!!!
spent time playing bball in the dark with edi,yonghwee,shaowei,wenhao.
ha.. i miss bp courts.. bring back memories.
heh.. do wish they dont demolish..sometimes...
anyway, also spent great time chatting with chun.
just like the old times.. chun and edi never fail to tease my hokkien skills...RAH... no difference this time! heh.. and i do miss both their combined singings.. it really rocks! yeah.. anyway we took photos just like the old days.
sigh.. so much memories.
heh.. the ex councillors started bp cheer. whoo..yo check it out.
i guess thats one thing i like about bp.. its spirit..
something i cant really see in pj i guess..
maybe its cause of the longer traditions of bp?
heh..just like the old times.. jun hao,hui,edi,chun,sam,malvin,meiyi we went to mac and "dun" outside.. heh.. yeah really miss all of them
haha.. i miss..bp...alot. =X
i'm going to study hard. to do bp proud too..
yeah...
wu zhong.. after As.. here i come=D
bp council alumni.. woosh!
heh.. lao pa going back to army... jiayou
eddie didnt go bacK!!!
mm..suxian and the rest of bballers too...
rahhh..=D

SuCceSSfuL suRprise

heh.. well over the days.. we had.. mm.. yeu ai party which was successful, the small celebrations for my sister and guang yi.
heh.
happy birthday guang yi
happy birthday jie
happy birthday yeuai~
yeah. yeu ai party was a small but gave her a good surprise =D
its nice catching up with her
heh.. yeah.
celebrated a small one for guangyi by eating at swensens
karmun mummy,john,seph,tecky,guangyi and sERXING~
lol yes. ser xing is fiERCE =p
bleah...
i was almost late for econs paper lahh
i ran in with sweaT!
heh..
yeah and guang yi..
i talked to someOne foR youR sake loR! =p
bleeahh..
went home and celebrated with jie..
awfully chocolate cake! =D
yumm.. sinful but NICE! =D
yabberrr.... happy birthday ppl~
i still owe guang yi and my jie things!

rah..sorry i did what i did.
but i really dont know what to tell u.
come on lah. i'm having my prelims..
surely u can choose a better time
i already made things very clear.
..........
i'm mean on purpose..
because some things arent worth it.
i'm sorry..
its not that i dont forgive u
its that the impression u left behind had been great
too great..
but sadly in the negative way.
it makes me not want to think about it
because its just to scary to think
.......
i know its kind of harsh to put it this way
just want to say..
i've forgiven u
its doesnt mean i wasnt wrong to..
its just that we have too different characters
i dont mind chatting as friends
but i hate it when u mention bout it
come on lah choose a better time too.
yeah. i didnt mean to be mean. sorry.
but i cant deny i'm getting a little irritated.
you're digging things i dont want to think.
DURING PRelims?
i really want to say this..
move on.. serious..
dwelling dont bring u anywhere.
it just makes u feel worst.
*arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* get it?

well.. on a lighter note...
i miss shu heng lao pa, jin hui, zi chun and hao and min!
heh.. shu heng lao pa in army =(
rah zi chun is in taiwan and malaysia
jin hui thanks for the encouragements =D
lol.. feel encouraged
hao... toO!!
min.. MISS YOU!
ahh.. 2 months and i'll meet u all =D
ehmm.. ya.. someone please pray that the surprise party would succeed
u know how i suck at surprise birthday parties.=D

heh...di
cough...
make me think of those days..
LOl. no one would believe how i was like in sec school i guess.
yup. wah.. u made me worried.
serious..
hah.. if my telepathy didnt go haywire
i almost had that bad feeling..
i'm glad its not as bad as i thought..
*phew*...
yeah.. he made me realised that i was missing for a year.
6 years of friendship and i wasted one =\ *oops*
hah.. feeling guilty for not being there.
just as i usually would be.
but i knew i shun away for a year.
just as how u shun away..
hah.. am i supposed to blame on the "extra commitment" i had last year?
anyway, like u said.. no matter how bad things got last time..
i would treasure the time..
heh.. and this blessing.
yeah.. even as u go through this tough time..
i'M back!
=D yeah. not letting 6 years go to waste just like that.
yeah.. i have one advice..
"leave it to God"
thats really the best way..
if its yours.. its yours..
if it isnt He has a plan for u =D
yup... !!!
hah.. we were remembering the days in council room..
the boys vs girls plastic ball war
the blowing of heart shaped balloons
the Disbo duties
the COUNTLESS backdrops..
the slacker..
the sloggers..
the late nights..
the NEW PAPER duty
the idiotic attitudes
the morning assembly duties (seeekolah seediaah) =p
the MORE slacking in council rm
the meetings (sian)
the bball courts
the library
ha... yeah.
its been a blessing...
i'm glad...
Thanks.

Pick up line of the day
"he want to drink your ju hua cha"
warning: dont try

heh.. serious..~ or u'll just get diao at.
... or either u want that bottle flying at ur head?
hah.. to start with the bottle was jasmine tea
nOT JU HUA CHA~
cute..

to......my peNg you~
anyway...didnt really know what to do when u cried.
rah... =X caught me by surprise..
plus i was rushing to tution..
ha.. i guess that was the fustruation u felt.
its the fustration of giving more than u get.
=X .. the first time i seen u "break down"
but i would still say..
i know i'm guilty of being over indulging in my own life.
i guess the only difference is that i do know and
aknowledge the efforts u make in my life.
ha.. yeah. and maybe i dont usually argue with u
despite making u angry aLWAYS =p
or maybe cause i just let u shout in my ears =p
ha... anyway..THanks.
ha..i really didnt know what to say to u
because i know how that feels..
but.. some friends arent really worth. =)
ha.. on top of this!
to the junior that i chatted to..
u know who u are bah
well.. who said we didnt need friends..
friends are the best thing that u can have
who say we can live without friends..
to me.. my friends are my blessings..
open ya heart..
dont let ya thinking be so pessimisstic,
i know how u may just feel useless having friends..
or maybe the fustruation of giving more than getting..
but thats parts and parcel of life
it was never fair.
but doesnt mean u give up on it.
ha..
as i end my entry..
"thats what friends are for"

arrghhhh.....

.... .... ....
i stared at the phone i stared at the screen
den then phone...
den the screen..
touched the phone..
touched the screen...
ARGH........
den the screen.....
now i'm troubled..
maybe i should let it back where it belongs.
=X
i was planning to do it after A's...
but maybe i should do it earlier..
its the last thing i'm reliant on..
but shouldnt i know it by now that its a matter of getting use?
somehow i randomly flash back to 19 May.
but i cant seem to remember anything else..
i thought hard... but still couldnt really remember..
lol. i really can forget ya?
now..
the screen..
the phone..
the screen..
the phone..
sigh..
maybe i should..
but.. when.
=X

Happy belated birthday Matthew..
Happy birthday Melissa...

** my mummy's hook on the lollipops in my pocket.. LOl.. this is strange.. shes getting influenced by me..as much as i try not to eat the lollis she'll be the one to pick them frm my pocket and eat. hah.. i didnt eat for so long..see its a matter of getting usE to it.

** randomly remember to thank God.. for blessing Steven Yin Hou and Gentry to coming to know bout u =D ha.. and for them being so receptive.. =D Praise the Lord.

GoD please enlighten me..

us after our drink! dont they both look drunk ;) bleah 

muaackkk she kisses me! 

celeste and gim (look at the rowdy background!!) 

gim, sister, Celeste =D  

Celeste Gim Benny jie in Ministry of Sound 

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY

heh.. very happy! =D had so much fun today.. yeah. the WHOLE Day.
yup! went to school for concert..at pJ.. yeah..
normal concerT lor. i was glad they cancelled ACES =D
anyway, after that i RUSHED back to BP!
with two i proclaim abit cc..guys.
whey THEY DIDNT WANT TO GET WET COS IT MESSES THEIR HAIR
ha.. jinG YI AND KHAI BOON AH!!! =p
luckily there was food delight.. so they were still around
managed to catch up with ppl and teachers
esp MR tan hak soon..
hearing alot bout council from u this year
felt abit saddening..
juniors ah...
hai...
wads happening..
21st students council.. i miss u all..
yup.
bp is moving for 2 years.. i'll miss the buildings!
so we went round taking pictures...
i heard they'll be moving back with AIRCON HALL??
and SPORTS COMPLEX?
ah..love BP to the max..
it was full of home coming feeling..
the air there just so warm..
heh.. maybe its just cos i'm now in pioneer and i dont miss it.
AHh.. i miss the bball courts.. =X
anyway, went to eat suki sushi with yinhou,steven, meiyi, sam, ser.
hah.. damn dumb..
since it was so filled with BPIANS
they actually attempted to do BP CHEER LAH
though all of us were exbpians accept only shawn..
lol.. so if we diD do bp cheer.. he would be the ps one!
anyway. we didnt.
heh jia min and chun and okay.. YAn liang was in suki sushi too
heh.. missssss them
rushed to tution after that..
and den went to Ministry of sound!
yes, celestine went to club..
erm.. i dont like it there..
BECAUSE OF SMOKE!
i'm how freaking "smoke-allegic"
anyway the dance floor was FILLED.. and it seemed quite fun too!
heh.. well.. lets reveal what i was there for lah..
to support my sister for her pagent
it was cool.!
sMu beauty pagent...
my sister... *claps*
miss beautiful skin..
lol... =D she rocks..
thanks Choon Gim and Ben teo
for going with me!
and.. ha.. for drinking together!
=D
i concluded .. i think my jiu liang should be averageable..
=D
shall put up all the pics... ciao~
happy teachers day.
happy birthday kok kun~