=saTurDay=

yeaH. today is satUrday.. obviously. mm.. didn't do much today. went to school for Argos meeting, learn up mirror image of mass dance.. yupyup. and just do some touch up here and there! after that, went for quick lunch and went back~ well, still coughing..~ must be the sTuPid haze. mm.. reached home and i went to sleep. sheesh been sleeping aloRT recently! mm.. been thinking bout what Shi Jia Jie said today.. dono larH. mm.. =X *sigh*... well, but if i trust God in everything i shouldn't be thinking or feeling troubled right? *yeah* anyway.. i got in S12. *sheesH* same class as Chervin lar~ and kaH weE too.. okay larrr... but only get to take 3 subs. well, i'll strive hard to do well! haha. realised i took the same subjects as Joel, also good we didn't land in the same class =p now my sis have nO "spiEs" haha.. but that means canNoT loMpanG caR ler.. okay never mind. Su Xian's in A07.. so far away... Landy and Mumtazah same clasS~ Ao1 is just MG dominated lOR! Zavier in there =) *well* kk.. thats' all today~ lastly, LaO Ba.. i realised recently you're feeling quite down.. hey cheer up okay...must meet up more k~ deN nu eR will be here foR u de.. yupyup find one day we go visit MX's grave together! jia you lao ba~

*haiz*

ah.. =( yesterday was a rather bad day la.. orientation 2nd day. well, 02 intro was fine.. but just haiz.. there's so much expectations to live up to.. mass dance, fun dance, band, song session and even the emceeing...well. especially when i'm not exactly in the mood to crap and talk with that stupid flu. think the analogy is correct... 01 is like orange,02 is like apple. the apple is trying to be the orange but will never succeed. i guess.. instead the apple should try to bring out our own flavour right... ? mm.. ya.. feel the stress ler.. hey i know Khalis, edi and they rest of the band ppl all feeling discouraged.. hey.. we must strive on together okay?! actually yesterday i also a bit disillusioned also.. but maybe cos i was tired too... but hey! we work together to make monday and tuesday a more smashing time okay!!!! di.. duN be so sad ler k.. sad is contagiouS~ ya.. yesterday really sucks lor... i just went home and stoonneeed till very late before falling asleep =X ay.. cos i sick and i couldn't go for church service today~! =( so sad .. and i also couldn't go to Mingxuan's grave with my friends.. *great* just the two things i was looking forward to go this week. *argh* today.. i saw this sun yan zi advertisment...make me remember bout Mingxuan..! mm.. yeah. i promise i will not forget bout him..!! as i noe most 04 ppl will not righT! *ahhH* yesterday i was So fan =( so many things on my minD.. budDen i will cheer uP coS orientation need SpiRit! and cheering up is contagious =D jia you da jiAA~

*oucH*

ah. i'm ill = ( my throat hurts! and orientation haven't even started ...

=just mE=

yo. this is probably going to be onE of the moRe regular time i update my blog. Since school's reopening tomorrow. i've decided to study reaL hard. yupyup. i must not let down aLot of ppl. =) ha.. toDay got alot oF gaN chU. firstly, i must say.. i really really feel blessed to have such a nicE di~ haha.. though today i book you abiT too last minute sO we couldn't go out, but still.. haha the thought that counts~ yup. and ahh.. i've always said this. somehow i always feel i've neglected my friends. oR maybe just not done enough.. reading SerXing's blog tells me how ignorant i was lo. i went out with her today and i didn't even ... *argh*.. yup. Ser Xing.. i guess you know my character lah huh... blur...! but i just want to say glad i made you feel happier today okay? i will always be here foR u k..!! i know many times in life one may feeL aLone.. but always i would cheeR myself up cos i know there's really aloT of ppl out there that dO care bout you..aLL your friends.. =D well, reading Min's blog.. hey. i just sO miss you all.. i just met Jin Hui the other day.. ah... Junhao, Hui, Chun, laOba~ .. i miss those times too. ah. and i feel so mean not making an effort to catch up with you all this hols. sOmemore knowing the fact that i am going to be busier from now on. *argH*. looking on the brighter side, Good Friday's here! Easter Sunday's coming too... haha.. every year this is one of the time i look forward to~ coS i finally can gO foR serVice.. heh.. wheee.. so happy. =D been long since i went for service too... well, anyway since on top of that this year we're going to gO to Mingxuan's grave! mm... at the same time get to catch up with my sec1/2 friends :D maTt!!! ahh.... okay.. sigh... =X school's reopening tomorrow.. and i'm having mixed emotions.. i can say.. this is going to be the end of my honeymoon period in JC.. and now its like "welcome to reaL world". closing one big chapter in my life and opening a new one.. haha.. sO cheem right. haha.. sEr xing *culture shock* ;) heh.. anyway, to those leaving... Jocelyn... and many others.. (there goes my morning devotion "speaker") guess its time for us to survive on our own... all the best k! mm.. btw i was just loooking around to change my blog skin, but i decided not to.. know why? guess i feel this blog suits me the most cos it brings out the childishness in me. all in all.. i'm really just Me~

*tiReD*

haha.. i'm tired! just reached home after being out the WHOLE day since 7.30! *zzzz* well, roughly wad i did was wake up eaRly(erm in my definition) haha.. and deliver present to a plaCe faR far away (again in my definition) =p lol.. ya loR make me feel sO sua ku cos i was like using a maP to find my way! haha.. thanks Brenda and the invention of inTeRnet thats y i could find my way there =p mm.. kk and i must admit the journey was FreaKing lonG especially since i didn't know the ideal way to travel down!! aY cos it was also suppOsed to be a surprise sO i could ask the ideAl way to travel (noT like soMeonE would tell) =p well... all in all hoI.. hoPe u're haPpY k.. like that den wouldn't make my efFoRts gO to waste =D heh.. after that i tooK the iDeaL way all the way back to CCK foR meEting. *bleah* i was early for once! haha.. thats cos i expected to take moRe than one hour to travel back. well.. so i roaMed around Lot 1 till like 11 and den met up with sOon leng,Alvin,YiXin,Su and muahaha.. a sOsO sleepy Guangyi(operating on pantium 0) =p *zzz* the meeting ended up to be half meeting half talk cock session loR!!! heh.. oF course i was yawning at the rate of mm... 10m/s square.. haha.. until Soon Leng also have to tell me to stop yawning cos i was making them tired toO!! Anyway who knows after that, my family wanted to go have dIm sUm --; lol.. sO fuLL.. yup yup.. i waS so sleEpy ler but they still dragged me to shop foR my sister's stuff.. haha.. half my time i spend dozing of at the railings lOR (i've learnt the blisS of being short) haha.. or else at the rate i was dozing off.. i probably would had fell over =p *zzzzzzz* yup yup shOp aLL the way till diNnEr time, went to eat anD finallY camE back! *home sweet home*

HaPpY suPeR belAteD BirThdaY to meiYi deAr~
GiRL!! i'm reaLLY soRry i didn't have time tO catch up with you k.. been bz and couldn't even go back for council camp.. sorry sorry... =D become exco ler you must strive to uphold the BP spirit okay? i'll try to go back maybe for investiture or something k? anyway.. 16 ler.. you must takE care kK! aLways stay close to the Lord... miss writing letters and quotes to you!! maybe i should snail mail them to you right.. hey wait what's the use of e-mail right? mm no no you wouldn't get to see my cuTe handwriting =p miSs u loTs. aLL e best for your O's and God Bless!

BlesSeD biRthdaY tO JeNn yanG
*bleaH* what can i say.. mm.. hope you enjoyed your birthday toDay loR! ;) (you better say you did k) mm.. i think the carD verY ke ai dun you think so?!? =p haha.. 18 already... not bad can start watching M-18 shows =p mm.. a "brand new year" must put everything behind and den strive harD foR A's okay~ =D oF course whatever trials you may face in the coming year, never lose faith, you're never aloNe!! whey.. so must always stay hapPy okay?!?

=slack=

heh.. i didn't do anything much these days.. been slacking and slacking.. well, yesterday i met up with Samantha as she was bored. We were supposed to like sit down at BP macs to chit chat and catch up. muaha.. guess what we ended up doing? heh. i made her travel all the way to Bukit Timah Shopping Centre (only to realise that the thing i want to get is not there) and then all the way down to Coronation.. muahahaha.. hey but we talked and catch up on the way.. wow.. i finally managed to find the thing i want to get after travelling to sO many places! Of course as a result, she made me travel aLL the way back to CCk with her =( haha.. but well, managed to meet up with Faizal, Din, Yin Hou, Danis and that irritating.. erh i mean.. that... ScouTs senior =p haha..well, ya.. miSs YiN hoU~!! supposed to go out this hols right?!? haha.. this lead to what i've been doing today...mmm.. *guilty* i woke up at like 12pm.. hahaha.. after tons of phone calls from my mum.. (which i vaguely remember me waking up to hang the phone) muahaha.. yup. after waking up i just slacked around... *ring ring* haha.. my HP rang~ oo.. it was StEvEn! haha.. wanted me to go swim with him and Yin Hou... ay just when i was considering, i suddenly remember i couldn't!!! haha.. as i always say.. (ask MeiYi if u all don't understand" I would if i could but i can't ;) get it? hahahaha.. lol..yes yes... maybe nxt wk den go swim with u all loR hor.. anyway i heard that lucky i din gO cos the place was suPeR crowded huh~ =D yup yup.. in the end i just slacked the rest of the day away...... mm.. yup yup.. miss u all alot~ oh ya.. sorry didn't go for 04 class outing tooo... ! =( take carE ppl~

quan jia fu =D 

noT faiR they're on heeLs!!! 

couSiNs unite.. ay the one getting married is missing 

aHhH! hoho.. cute pic~ 

heh.. please trY to find the grOoM 

FaMiLy piCtuRe =D 

uPdaTe =)

hee... sorry~ lazy me took a veRY long time before i've decided to start updating my blog again =p well, shall tell you all bout my cousin's wedding =D and upload all the pretty pictures~ hee... i tell you all a trick okay!! next time especially guys... if you want to get married, please remember-- BRING ALONG A LOCKSMITH!! aha.. rationale= you wouldn't want to see the way my cousins jiE meI bullied the bridegroom.. haha. it was horrible..!! so, conclusion is instead of giving them ang pow, or doing all the dares, just bring a locksmith!! hee.. anyway today's the end of a 2 days OGL day camp. i'm kind of tiredzzz.. but yup since i've not been updating my blog, i've decided to dO sO. =D anyway i think it was pretty fun, tiring and yupyup craP camp!! Firstly i want to thank those ppl who messaged me after the camp. very touching, especially this OGL who message me words of encouragement *touched* haha but say i look blur on stage loR... whey. looking blur is like i hear until xi guan already loR!! *bish* and also Ting Yan, Landy, Shao Wei Edi di!!! =D yup.. haha thanks for the nice encouraging smses. yupyup. anyway... thats' bout all.. mm.. i'm really going to miss those o2 members who are going to be leaving us for another JC =( all the best, at the same time must take care ya... *tiredz* hehe.. now those ppl who say i didn't update my blog now have something to read ler~!

=mixed feelings=

mm.. i guess i should update about my results.. after all the anticipation, fear, tears.. everything... yup yup my results is finally out... --16 points. people ask me am i disappointed? what can i say.. i guess "you reap what you sow" i don't exactly feel like talking bout my results though.. i can only say mixed emotions getting it. i wasn't happy, wasn't sad. Of course i knew this would come.. relatives calling in... people comparing.. but i'm kind of really irritated to hear my parents comparing.. can't help it if u have a sister getting 8 points last time right.. after all this, i'm glad this is over. Although i still think this is the hardest part.. 5 days to decide my future. actually i really don't know which school to choose too.. i mean it really would make most sense if i stayed on in PJ. But i don't know why i have this tiny tiny bit in me making me consider JJ or CJ... =X yup. i've not registered yet.. dono dono dono.. dun ask me about it.
Anyway, i really want to thank my ex classmates for going out together yesterday. eh.. i miss u all.. alot alot alot. Steven!! gO pJ!! i think i really miss you all alot .. alot.. alot.. ='( well.. at least i know in PJ Jocelyn is staying (whee.. we can carry on morning devotionS~~!!), Mingna, JieMin, Shao Wei,EDI!! heh.(di, 5th yr le wo) all staying.. and ehm some other people from my class now coming to pJ..but.. mm. *yeaH* =X yup. anyway, yesterday we really had a great time crapping and playing with..erm.. food!! 04 i loVe u all...
Anyway, today i spent my time at home.. *bored* haha actually its also a bit "zi zao"..cos i rejected going out with 02 ppl and my classmates. ay. =( just lazy and din feel like going out today. So, i literally slack my time away today!! First i woke up, ate rice for brunch, plop myself on the sofa.. read story book till i fell asleep again! haha. woke up at 3 ate porridge for (dono wad this meal is) haha and was SO FREAKING BORED that i decided to bake cakes.. and after that i ate cakes again --; haha..just when i was about to go back to the nice nice nice nice sofa.. erm... haha. i decided noT to be a pig.. sO i went downstairs to swiM =) myself --l haha.. swam 20 laps i think..*ahem* nO tuMMY laaA.... haha.. Ser Xing says i Zi Bi wo.. hoi.. nO! just lazy to go out k.. haha.. i was sO bored that i decided not to slack tml and i went to ask Edi tml go play bbALL~ just when everything almost settled..guess wad. 4 messages received-- o2 outing... *ahH* =( i want to play bball!!! ahhh.. =S and someone just told me that tomorrow have B boy/girls bball finals..!! i feel like going... !!! mm..

HaPpY Belated BiRthDay to PeiLinG!!!
Blessed BiRthdaY LaNdY!!!
mm.. didn't celebrate with you all cos i was just too lazy to get out of the house today.. bad excuse right ! mm.. stay happy always kk! GoD bless!

*bleaH* jia Xin anD i 

miss you all! 

04 unzippeRS!!! 

heh.. first it was racial discrimination den its racial riot. --l 

erm.. haha playing with fooD!!! 

mm.. took results ler. do i look happy?!? mm..