*haiz*

ah.. =( yesterday was a rather bad day la.. orientation 2nd day. well, 02 intro was fine.. but just haiz.. there's so much expectations to live up to.. mass dance, fun dance, band, song session and even the emceeing...well. especially when i'm not exactly in the mood to crap and talk with that stupid flu. think the analogy is correct... 01 is like orange,02 is like apple. the apple is trying to be the orange but will never succeed. i guess.. instead the apple should try to bring out our own flavour right... ? mm.. ya.. feel the stress ler.. hey i know Khalis, edi and they rest of the band ppl all feeling discouraged.. hey.. we must strive on together okay?! actually yesterday i also a bit disillusioned also.. but maybe cos i was tired too... but hey! we work together to make monday and tuesday a more smashing time okay!!!! di.. duN be so sad ler k.. sad is contagiouS~ ya.. yesterday really sucks lor... i just went home and stoonneeed till very late before falling asleep =X ay.. cos i sick and i couldn't go for church service today~! =( so sad .. and i also couldn't go to Mingxuan's grave with my friends.. *great* just the two things i was looking forward to go this week. *argh* today.. i saw this sun yan zi advertisment...make me remember bout Mingxuan..! mm.. yeah. i promise i will not forget bout him..!! as i noe most 04 ppl will not righT! *ahhH* yesterday i was So fan =( so many things on my minD.. budDen i will cheer uP coS orientation need SpiRit! and cheering up is contagious =D jia you da jiAA~