haha.believe it or not.this is council rm. filled with balloons,thanks to my stupid idea of sale of valentine day balloon 

counciL! 

haha.. i know this is choU~sec one ma.. but jiaO liaN~ and bball court!! 

=bp=

mm.. went to lot one after school today.. i miss bp. suddenly felt so "at home" at lot one.. today i called Zi Chun, Jia Min they all to go out.. realised they're having mid yrs nxt week.. so couldn't go out. long time since i've met them! but.. stepping into lot one today.. seeing all the familiar faces of juniors, seeing my used to be sec ones juniors now in long pants, some joined council!! ya.. its just.. so..."home" haha.. nice juniors all saying hi.. some piaing for mid yrs in Macs.. haha.. i just miss sec school. walked past CCk sec just now.. looked into the bball court.. suddenly, i just sO missed BP basketball court. the place i spend my xi nu ai le, spend my sec one days slacking and playing bball there, days training like hell there, days which matches were won and lost there, days which coach bought us fruits, days which we hear him tell stories while i doze of, days where coach teach us strategies... i MISS BP BBALL... also miss council.. stupid messy council room that is infested with ants and lizards and mosquitoes, haha.. and have paintings done by uS! and the smelly sofa, smelly cupboard. after school head there to slack, talk crap while having meeting, lying on the floor and having the principal walk in,arguing endlessly with teacher advisors, unreasonable yet lame yet nice mr tan hak soon, scolding the juniors, my fav job checking on sale of new paper, ponning assembly to do disbo duty, shouting into classrooms to ask them "chu lai",accidentaly walking into the boys toilet during duty and "oopS"... still have so many other things... haha. i miss bp.

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HARLEM YU - Qing Fei De Yi (English Translation)

It's hard to forget
The first time I met you
Those mesmerizing pair of eyesIn my mind
The thoughts of you
Cannot be erased
When I hold your hand and feel your warmth
It's really too much for me to handle
Your innocenceI would like to treasure
When I see you sufferingI will feel sad
Oh...Just afraid I will fall in love with you
Dare not let myself be too close to you
Afraid I’ve got nothing to offer you
To love you may require a lot of courage too
Just afraid I will fall in love with you
Maybe one day I wouldn't be able to control myself from falling in love with you
Thinking of you only hurts myself
I just can't help falling in love with you
What’s the reason Ya…That I meet you again
I really really don’t wish to
Fall into the love trap like this Oh...

argh... =\ i'm worried. very worried...

anyway, tomorrow have two department tests. =S scared... heard the math's hard.. better go pia ba... but i've no mood to pia~ jia you jia you.. i must study hard.

*sicK*

yo. i'm sicK! =\ down with flu..! haha. seriously looked like i was crying the whole day! with a red nose! haha.. funny thing was i walked past Fel who looked like she was crying and asked "hey, why u're crying".. guess what she said.. haha "i didn't cry,i'm sick" wow. she looked like she was crying! and i guess that was probably how i looked like too!! ah.. i used 4 packets of tissue today! horrible laaa...plus stupidly, i mistaken "marcaroni soup" as something light.. wah turn out to be some tom yum soup based. whoo.. i was sweating, sneezing, tearing, and killing my throat loR..! my classmates practically thought i was crazy! haha. got bluff laaa... haha.. i love my sister! she e-mailed me. ~ still have a long time before she'll be back! and i'm still like conquering her room lo =p heh. anyway, yupyup. got into council!! presenting the "sIx s.C" =D yeah~!!! lala.. i'm really feeling idiotic laaa =D hahahaha... give u analogy of a big idiot. mm.. One fiNe day, a biG idiot, was walkinG! wanted to look for... erm sweeTs! haha..knowing that there's a Big Big pit in fronT of her,and that the sweets might be inside(according to the.. erh sweet master),she still carry on walking. haha.. quite a few ppl around told her that faLLing into pit to take the sweets was noT wisE, not worth it, and the sweets may not be there!! but she just say yah yah she know and ignored them~ haha.. the pit is erm 10m deep? falling in probably will fall hard wo~but the stupid idiot still wanted to take sweets.. haha..so she stupidly walk straight and fell down the 10m pit.. haha.. after falling in?she found that there were nO sweEts! haha.. all she had was the painful fall~ haha.. its called falling and no one catching at the bottOm!
sitting at the bottom of the pit, can only laugh and laugh and laugh ... why? haha.. cos she's an idiot la!cos she zi zao de! =D i think the birds fly pass the pit also will laugh at the idiot loR! =p... yah! so i only can say.. hAhaha. i am an idioT. =D muahaha.. ~ i'm really sorry to ppl who i dao today k~ especially when i look sleepily sick.. and i know of those ppl who really concern but i just ignored u all or something~ so thankful for the peopleS who messaged me get well and stuff, all ask me to see doctor but i just "attitude" them.. haha and ppl who scold me for eating macs and that stupid soup~ xie xie ni men.. haha.. sheesh. 3 days should be enough to climb out of the pit la...if not one wk k? lalala... so if u dun want to accidentaly get daoed by me.. heh.. better erm.. mm.. xiaO xin! muaha.. i crap enuff leerrr... i gtg mug mug!!! had 9/10 for econs test =D tml got another one and the following day got 2 more test.. sigh.. tiredz~ but must jiayou. ~ =D mugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmug..........

~ =\ slackest acm laa...~ 

bleah. 05s12 outing! 

(noNe)

haiz~ yeah! came to update a little! =) i concluded: i've a super good temper/anger management... muahaha.. nah.. i just realised.. no one could make me angry for more than 5 hours! haha.. come to think of it last time secondary school ppl see me angry will only blame one person. lol. cos like only that one person will make me pissed like every week once and would last for more than 24 hours. hoho. actually i think that must be where i cultivated my anger management. lol. anyway, yesterday stayed back in school to study for while. *bleah* anger management skills put to good use k.. if not for the fact that the person is not sitting opposite me or something i think i would have kicked him la. well, was so tempted to walk out and go kick the wall.. *baH* irritating ppl. okay.. but they are irritating ppl who were talking the truth so i had no right to kick the person. i should had just gone outside and kick the wall (thus having an opposite and equal reaction back onto me aka kicking myself) yeaH! physics!! heh. i'm waiting to see who can break the record and once again make me lose my anger management skills and i can actually be pissed at u for more than 5 hours!!! =p anyway, walked home after that. *bah* expected it to rain but it didn't. haha. but when i reached home it poured!supposed to go for the talk thing with my mum. but both of us saw the rain and haha.. *gave up* =p lol. anyway, went to celebrate my dad's birthday(mum's treat) hoho. =p ya.. thats' for yesterday. today, went out with my current classmates. watched the pacifier and went to the esplanade. but today didn't really managed to really occupy my thoughts. lol.. so they stray away ... =S don't like it to stray away wo... at the esplanade, look at the stars... so pretty.. and it stray away!!! =P nono not dirty thoughts k*duH* haha.. yup yup. =) i will bE hapPy.. cos i'm Celestine... ~ *live by happy-go-lucky attitude* =p i want everyone to be happy..~ lala.. i will be happy! i promise myself deeR~ lol.. kk crapping =D go study leRz.. slack whole day! wan an~!
miss bP leh.. haha. Huiting called me today to ask me to go back for the aniversary dinner.. mm.. should i? its so gui! haha.. but bballers all going back.. maybe i shall toO~ pay to see mR Goh's face ... and have dinner in~ the sch field *yuckK* bP girlS bbaLL~! =D

Happy birtHdaY daDdY~
hapPy biRthdaY meNg Juan aH ma~ =D

=DeCisIOns=

do you know decisions sucks.. one thing in life i hate alot is making decisions. to do this or not.. decisions always determine our future.maybe this is why decisions are hard to make. decisions/choices/decisions/choices... argh.. seriously i'm sick of JC life. just want to return to the stresser yet simpler secondary school life. argh. i really think i wouldn't be able to last.. i'm really becoming sick and tired of everything. having to keep up with the lectures, having to keep myself occupied, having to pia tutorials..seriously, nothing is right la.. nothiNG. i just want June hols to come and i want to chill.. *bah* How long can i last.. i really don't know... ~ i'm just feeling so so so so so irritated with liFE! ~Faith~.. i read a book Wei ling lent me.. and i found a christian bookshop yesterday.. i'll chill! cos i've decided to save up and buy bOoKs to read.

P.S. slackest AcM ever. i'll strive to not be slack ler k.. haha. i'm always so mean to my class righttt...

21/04

yeah. went to school looking super blured today. step into school only and 2 different person said "u look tired" and "u look blur". *bleaH* i sent my sister off yesterday. went to the airport at 3 plus am before coming home to sleep. muahaha... at 3 plus am i was more busy erm.. eating burger king there. lol.. zzz. dozed of during eCons tutorials..(for once!) haha.. usually i would never doze off during econs!! was super sleepy lo... could tell from the rate that i didn't even put on my pioneer badge b4 leaving for school. so i collected lotsa "bluR" comments today! whee.. after this i'm going to invade my sister's table. haha. nah. just that its moRe erm.. condusive studying there. lol. i where got blurr!!!! erm. maybe a teeny weeny bit.. well, sigh. i rank myself top at acting ignorant. erm, at least thats what i've been doing since school ended today. aiz.. i really just hope what i think is not true.. pls pls dun tell me its true.. but i think it is. ah.. vicious cycle. but i was thinking if su xian at one glance today could tell me that.. mm.. den it might be true~ ah.. cannot cannot... why cannot? cos.. cos... ay.. bu ke yi~ ee... never mind.. see what happens ba.. anyway, tml's my dad's 50th birthday~ luckily my efficient sister bought the present before going overseas =D *yeah* haha.. but she din tell me what to do with mothers' day... =X well, got my dad a wallet! =D yeah~ and guess its up to me to make his birthday as exciting as possible already.. after all its "wu shi da shou" right. mm.. today i walked home from pJ. i've decided ler.. nxt time i shall take one bus only! usually i'll be so lazy as to change frm 190 to 184. haha.. Veronica made me felt like i was sO lazy. nxt time i shall walk out to bpp everday! or walk home lo hor.. =P *bleah* kk.. bah. Celestine wonders how long she can last.. ~ aH.ah.aH. who can help!!! don't think anyone can~ *ren* ... never mind go mug!
i mIss bP. =( i miss bP. =( don't know la... JC life *=s*. =\

Happy Birthday, Joel(last wk), Kai Yin(20/04), Serene(21/04).
phew... so many people's birthday all at one short~ *yucKs* =D wishing all of u happy 17th birthday. stay happy, sweet and... cuTE! erm.. still owe Joel's and kaiyin's present~! coming soOn de! =D

=mug=

mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study. mug. study.
fan?mug.sian?mug.bored?mug.bu shuang?mug.sad?mug.happy?mug.crap?mug.

List of 10 important things to do
1) Mug.
2) study.
3) sleep.
4) smile.
5) mug.
6) send sister off.
7) study.
8) mug.
9) study.
10) mug.

erh.. or u want cup? or bowl? or plate? *dang*

yeah.. i'm not kidding. it really helps u to keep your thoughts occupied.
sister's leaving today. bought a towel and sew, a mag, suan mei, quakers bar.
kept myself super occupied today. school (mug), GP lecture(mug), slack & bowl(occupied in calculating how to not get into the longkang), sew and wrap(occupied), and mug mug mug mug mug mug mug mug mug... aka.. today was look nerd day. my friend and i set to wear specs to school. *dang* really collected nerd comments. yeah~ *bah*...go mug. mug!! =(

=bOo=

hee.. chop chop update a bit. well.. sister's leaving on thursday early morning =( sad ah~ never mind.. i'm excited now! know why? cos just now i went to BPP to shop shop.. haha.. went to look for things to buy! i've decided to buy a "goodie bag" for her.. mm.. anyone got ideas what to put in! heh.. must be something compact, useful, and niCE~! kk.. so far i've thought of her fav magazine, her fav quakers bar, wad else ne~! something that she can use at sWitzerland and Germany!( finally found out where she was going) haha.. *happy* whee.. and i shall make a card for her with mm.. my BIG picture as cover!! den she shall not miss me righT!! =D haha.. wad else can i put~ i went round the whole of BPP shops to look... *excited* she better be touched =p lol.. anyway, so crap ah! she going overseas soon so her boyfriends stayed over at our place. *bah* horriblE! haha.. nah.. just that i had to wake up at the wrong time of the night wanting to go and drink water. i couldn't fall back to sleep after that lo! cos they were.. erm.. whispering!!! haha.. i had to pretend to sleep and somemore the aircon was sO cold and i couldn't even move to cover my blanket lo!! haha.. this is where i practise my skill of waiting for ppl to sleep k.. cos i waited for i think 1/2 hour for them to sleep.. before hearing silence and decided to go get my water! *erm* judgement mistake, they woke up too :P haha too bad... but worst for me.. had to pretend to go sleep again!!! haha.. see there's gooD and baD points about sharing room with your sis!! =D kk.. as for today.. GP essay!! aH! i forgot the MOST important point of aLL laaa... =S hope he wouldn't notice haha... guess what.. topic: what is an ideal life? ~ anD~ i forgot health la!!!! i had success in career, love, family,friends,faith,fufilment.. everything but health.. wah~!!!! *=(* hope it wouldn't affect my mark!!! haha.. anyway my maths test had 9/10 !!! =D whee.. but yuck that careless mistake caused me one mark!! nevermind, tomorrow's econs test aim for full mark!! =D whee.. kk.. i think mostly, i'm back to happy-go-lucky attitude ler..only with some eclipse of.. deep thoughts..*sigh* must still admit its a little bit troubling...lol. luckily i'm a person who feel troubled will just go mug to keep occupied. muaha.. i think its cool leh.. like that i should be more troubled den will mug harder =D *bleah*
hey.. seRxing, sorry for making you wait yesterday k.. i know that you concern..and not that you don't make sense.. u do make alot of sense. thanks alot k. don't worry~ haha.. i'm Celestine.. nothing will go wrong de la~ =p but i think its me thats y u worry more right~ haha.. *bah*... Happiness is not worrying.. =D
i think i'm easily contented!! and i think thats an imporatant aspect to an ideal life and happiness! so hee.. like what i wrote in my essay~seek meaning in liFe! erm.. oh ya and health *bah* =p

dad, mum, jie, me =D *family* 

=hapPineSs=

*bleah* ironic. GP essay test nxt week! the topic: What is Happiness. wow! so exciting laa... and ironic too since the past week i've spent GP lessons researchinG on the topic--> happiness. i've came up with the best statement: Happiness is helping your loved ones achieve happiness. yupyup. thats exactly how i feel ba~ people around me happy,i'll be happy. Yesterday my mum approached me.. she said something that made me reflect. she was saying that i seldom talk to my dad in the car when actually he fetches me to school every morning. i was really thinking.. thats true. i don't usually get the chance to talk to him since when he comes back from wk i'm tired too. Its really just that 10 mins drive to school that i can really spend time with him and i realised i've not been talking all because its morning and i'm still half asleep and that even if he ask me about school my answers are all one word. Today's assembly talk too reminded me about this fact.. we were all once affectioned.. somewhere down the way.. we lost it. So, this morning, i decided to chat with my dad throughout that 10 minutes of car ride. yupyup. it made me realised what a lousy daughter i had been. sometimes we are just all sO involved in our own thoughts and world that we often neglect our loved ones. =D i strive to be a better daughter! yup yup. many times we never treasure the time we spend with our family!! my research tells me: spending time with loved ones is happiness too! sadly, more responsibility is going to fall on me the nxt month. my sister's going overseas for the nxt month, exchange program... ONE MONTH!!! =( i'll be sO bored.. i'll sO miss her!! and, i realised i don't even know which country she's going to when she's leaving like nxt wed.. *man.. i suck as a sister too* nah.. tomorrow i'll go shop for my "sisters' day present".. haha for your info sisters' day is derived by both of us since very young.. her birthday(19/09) add my birthday (27/01) , taking the average (23/05) =D ya.. and she'll be overseas during that day..~! one month... that really includes leaving me to celebrate my dad's birthday and mothers' day myself.. have to get all the presents myself! bah~ *lonely*!!! Finally, i'll conclude by Happiness is being happy in adversities =D

=baH=

mm... kk. i feel better. or at least i would make myself feel so... =) *smilez* yeayea. nah. *arh* my maths test today.. one careless mistake make me lose two marks. argh. stupid la.. after being warned by edi not to be tricked by the questions i still didn't read it properly.. *baH* i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad(^ infinity) but i smile when i'm sad =) =) =) =) ... anyway, today after school went to watch shutters in LT2 haha.. fun fun. watching the second time. don't get scared by the ghosts instead i got scared by my classmate's screams la~ lol. fun fun. anyway, after that i went home myself.. since everyone don't know disappear to where. haha.. ya la. decided to walk home cause it always cheers me up to siNg my way home =X lol. din rain la.. just when i was in the mood to get wet~ anyway, walking home i met my childhood friend(those kind who like meet only will quarrel when we were young) aka sister's best friend bro.haha.. in PJ too now. ya.. and the group of classmates. yup. made me sit down chat with them and play bball =X was supposed to gO home study ah~ den in they end slack there. * baH* i tell u "celestine hates kPo ppl". my neighbour saw me with them at the poolside la.. and the next moment or should i say sEcond she went to "visit" my house to "chat" with my mum. guess what.. bet she trying to like see which is my boyfriend or something.. *bah* irritating. bah.. irritated. *roar*... =) kk short update only.. going to piA phYsics tutorials!
i lost my hairband =( ....... *bah*~ *one more person saying i have that sian look on my face* lol.. i'm beginning to collect sian looks~ *bah* not in my tradition~!

=arGH=

ArgH. in bad mood. i knew i shouldn't had taken that cOLD lemon tea~but i didn't care and whee.. great i'm now seeing and feeling the effects of it. stuPiD laaa.. great. so much for restraining from eating cold ice cream and drinks yesterday. now it defeats the purpose. don't care. i should just go drink a big tub of cold water and go eat ice cream and not care bout the after effects laa~ good wad. pain until i can just go sleep and not think ler~ *bah* wadeva. anyway, today had Q&A session for couns nominees. wad can i say. normal lor. its called a Q and A session for a reason right.. they ask questions u answer lah though i still lame dem... *bah* told u i'm in a bad mood.. great. tml got maths test. GREAT! *bahhhH* after Q and A session, 3 very bad mood ppl all went macs together. sit down there TCS and obviously gorge food and that stupid lemon tea. wad can u get if 3 BAD mood ppl are together right.. though we like don't know why each other bad mood. *baHHhH* great. i tell you what... those stupid ppl who sO kPo.. if u ask me sTUPId questions at the wrong time when i'm in a baD mood like this, i'll just shoUt at u larr.. ArgH~ stupidddd... *bah** stop letting me hear anything laaa.. i just feel like... *argH*.. i mean wad de... why do u care about ppl's life la... *bleahHHHh* so, stOp letting me hear anything about it la. its really either u high profile or i high profile la.. dono why always hear ppl talking bout this.... *bahH*... hydrogen atoms(H3) today super reactive lor.. so i suggest u all stay 3 m or furthur away from me. *baH* curse that stupid test tml. i can't concentrate studying cos i've a headache. and argh stupid cold drink effect. i don't care i'm just going to drink a biG cup of cold water now.. yea, and go sleep and fail the test.wow. so exciting. *baH* @#$%^&*()

heh.it takes a zilian to chuP her pic in~ 

John and Guangyi~ 

heh. and it takes a zilian to chUp her pic in~ 

as i always say, it takes a zi lian to know how to take a picture of themselves 

act cute.. erm no i mean cute~ 

aiyoh. obviously playing with food right! 

=bleah=

haha.. this morning went to eat breakfast with Edward, Ming Jie, Joseph and Teck Ming at the Macs opp sch. lol. okay i was late!! made them wait for half an hour =X haha.. hey.. =X mm.. 02 members all went to bukit batok to eat lOR! thats why i ende up going to eat with them. Bukit Batok is sO far! haha at least it is making me travel in the opp. direction. =p wah i must say.. they eat breakfast very crappy.. play with food de! but like a bit wierd cos its like 4 guys and a girl... den conNie couldn't join me!! haha anyway, =D happY! most ppl made it thru the interviews =D *whee* wah.. the red sash is like --l horrible lah.. !! the world is round, last time when i was an exco, i remember we laugh at those sec 3 couns on trial cos we gave them an ugly tag that says "councillor on trial (COT)" to wear during probation period. *biang* this sash that they make us wear is ... worst lOR!!!! cannot sleep in lectures!! =( yeah anyway, today after the briefing den 02 ppl went to play bball at sch's court! haha i wanted to join them! but i ended up spending my time eating food out of the vending machine with Yi Xin and when i wanted to join them.. guess what! they finished playing!! *not faiR!* haha.. so stayed till a certain time den after that we went lot one to eat lunch! haha.. anyway *yeah* i think by monday i really will be back to normal lerr~~ cos i sorted out my thoughts already!!! =D suddenly this surge of happiness got back to me~ hope it would last k.. i dun want to late take a dip like on the roller coaster again! hur hur. *happy* me is back!!! met lao ba today =D ~! eh pPl vote for H3~ when 3 hydrogen bond together, it is more stable~ (i assume) hahaha... =D =D =D =D =D
anyway,
Hey hey.. edi di, know recently you feeling very trouble with stuff.. haha i kind of think its a bit similar to what i've been really troubled about the past week. haha.. look at mE! no more sianess after today cos i sort out my thoughts lerrr! thanks for the advices u've gave here and there, especially one small issue that i shall not mention that managed to help me get through the past week and this trial~ anyway, hope i cheered u up today.. =X don't worry so much, just trust her, trust God and pray~ never ever let your faith fall cos of this k! jia you! jie will be there for you~

=jia you=

yeaH. its now 8~ just heard from felicia that she didn't get through the council interviews =X mm.. its hard to hear o2 members not making it... heard that Abraham didn't make it too =( oh well... wish them all the best in their future k.. we can always still go out together and hand ard too.. Felicia cried =X hey cheer up okay? anyway, this week i've been spending most of my time studying.. back to my kind of routined life.. school,sleep,dinner,study,sleep.. and school. guess it just repeats and repeats and repeats... this week i felt much better, thats cos i indulged all my energy into studying.. ah.. feel stressed. being in the new class.. things are stresser. Everyone is like mugging hard.. and my Physics.. ah... i'm lagging ah... =( i spent like hours and hours on reading up.. heh.. this leads me to say how i spent my friday lor. i can't believe myself but i actually spent my friday studying in schooL! erh ya! i ended like 12.30 and spent the rest of the time studying, den went home sleep, wake up for dinner... and the cycle goessss... sigh. i must work hard!!! cannot lag in my studies... *stresssss* pHysics is getting harder and the teacher is like going at a super fast speed. mm.. anyway, =( =( =( ... people starting to ask me why recently i always got the *sian* look on my face... *sigh*... nono.. this is not good.. think i losing my happy-go-lucky attitude ler.. lol. at first today after school i was =( den cos Ng Jing was like saying why i had that *sian* look and i decided to =) lol.. but a bit fake lah.. cos i like smiling for the sake of smiling. *fake smile* *bleah* anyway, but after a while i managed to lighten up and *tada* was in a better mood ler.. i hate this feeling larrr.. like sitting on roller coaster uP and down.. this sucks!!!! its like really testing my state of mind.. ! haha.. recently been walking home.. *phew* and the weather is nOT helping.. first it was a rainy day. i took 190 out of school the weather was fine, reached interchange and decided to buy things from bp, took 184 and reached the bus stop and guessed what... it poured. lol. i ended up stranded at the stupid bus stop and couldn't even study econs cos the rain was pouring in lahhh.. hMph. let the number of times the rain curse me be X and i curse the rain (x + 1) times... lol. and the next day was the super hot sun when i attempted to walk home from BPP. *baHHH* anyway, yup yup. listening to mR yeo's assembly talk today, i told myself that no matter what happens, i promise everyone who said i had a sian face =p that Celestine will be back by Monday! with her sMiLe and her happy-go-lucky attitude and striving towards her studies.. i promise that i'll give myself the weekend(even if it means i'll be supEr depressed this wkend =p) to organise myself and hopefully no more sian face.. i'll try my best! okay?! jia you to myself~!

* =) *

YuP. haha.. didn't continue to update that day. =X shall continue now~ mm ya.. last week was not in very good mood =S haha.. to the extent that i think my class ppl must be thinking how come i'm always having that "tired or sian" look on my face. heh. and i knoW they must be wondering why i ran sO fast during pe righT! haha.. during pe's 4 rounds i was like the first girl and like one of the faster ppl to run. lol. running can make u feel moRe relieve~ heh. think my class ppl was like "wah~run so fast" but strangely despite the liTtLe times i revealed my bad mood on my face, i had like alot of ppl asking me "why you always smiling" lol.. i kind of realised that since Sec school alot of ppl ask me that! mmm.. cos smiling is contagious? heh. mood is contagious too.. so i always don't usually show my sianess.. cos it brings down the mood around and the morale~ =D Anyway, all i remember was last week i just keep on exercising, play bball, run... lol.. so i would not think about fan fan stuff~~ "think lesseR" =p anyway, BreNda~ really not ur fault!! cos even if you didn't say, i've heard worser stuff from other people loR. what you said was just minimum~ =X Celestine will try her best to always be happy kk~ haha.. this weekend i want to thanks Connie foR cheering me up~ heh. yeah and mm... somehow rather this wkend kind of got things a bit sorted out. lol. and Teck mIng i'm noT bluR!! i managed to find my way to blk 104 k... and i didn't take the wrong side of 123!!! =P haha.. somehow rather, i think i'm just born with a blur face! ppl keep on saying i look bluR!!! *bish* hmm.. anyway, since i sorted things out, today was a rather okay day. *haiz* but i really don't know why everyday at least once i'll hear ppl mentioning about that issue. i don't know its sO qiao they talk about it or somehow one person will ask me about it... =( i don't want to think bout it lerrr... cos it will make me sad..... howzz.... *haiz* i know things cannot go on like that.... but wad can i do~ *cheerr upZ* go eat dinner, update later.

*scHooL daY*

yeah. not been blogging.well, 02 ended off a success. was really happy on that day! thanks to all the people who contributed k.. oGl,band,pioneerss... besides thanks, i only can say thanks. anyway, yup back to school days already. mass lecture wk.. well, i feel a bit guilty cos i haven't exactly been able to bond with my class much. and i think i'm always like running off to talk to 02 ppl if not is sit with john,soon leng,abby,guang yi they all during lectures. =X yup. anyway, went back to bP on Wednesday. aiyer.. that mR tan supEr funny lah..*dang* he saw me at thE buS stOP and now he can't stop suaning me.. *bish* anyway, happy for zulhalfiz and many others! now exco and jes already ah! take care. finally quick take away my ugLY exco picture on the council board can not!!! its so yucKY!! mm.. other than that, these few days.. i shall say later. gtg eat ler =p