goggy photo because the Assistant Director (AD) came in suddenly!! =p then we panickMonday, May 28, 2007
Today is Sunday.. just a brief overview on the week before i talk all i want about today! Went out with my cg a few times this week. Reaching home really late each day! Wednesday went out with them to Bugis area to eat steamboat at "Xian de lai' LOL.. okay la.. i was very shack from work.. not in much mood to socialise.. so..... =X just ate and slacked and i reach home sO late! Friday met up with CG ppl again. haha.. this trip to watch the art fest. it was CooL! It was at padang and there was like fireworks! mm.. basically the short drama was really cool... but the downside is i reached home at over twelve!! TIRED!!
Sunday was a wonderful day! =D too much to blog.. if i cant finish i shall carry on nxt time.. Met Ming Jie, Seph, Tecky, Ward for breakfast at bpp mac.. LOL oh man.. since so long that i met them to eat breakfast!! used to be crappy sessions.. anyway =) short time catching up b4 i rushed off for church! Went for 10am service. once again i was reminded by today sermon... I need absolute surrender and to trust His work... By trying ALL our own methods is not going to help. we need to totally surrender and when we are desperate for Him.. He will show us the way.. Perserve and walkd forth in Faith. God reminded me this later in the day. After service, met YH.. felt abit bad that i left him alone at 12 service! I had sunbeam! serving as Sunday school teacher is a learning pt.. i felt that cg today was fruitful.. it was about storing treasures in heaven! =) After sunbeam i went for lunch with sunbeam teachers.. well they were mostly like Older.. like mothers/fathers age.. but really give me such a motherly feel! though the topics were not very us(yt and i) but still we felt the need to bond as a ministry i guess therefore deciding to skip cg lunch. Auntie Jade sent us to Bishan MRT after that! going to meet our CG for Global Day of Prayer (GDOP). our CG (Aka left all guys) was at town eating.. but yt and i decided to go junction 8 and walk since they said they r leaving at 5.30 only! *gulP* in the end we delayed them!! =X hah.. GDOP at national stadium was really special.. my first time there..mm..it was really overwhelming to see so many christians gathered together to pray. =) Most importantly despite the cloudy weather with lightning, by God's grace it did not rain at all!!! Attempt to get home after supper was funnier and i felt touched our hearts and reminded me about the sermon. As Chang Zhi, Howie, Andy and I desperately tried to get a cab, we failed~! all ways we had tried.. walking forward... waving like "drunk" people...attracting attention.. but still NO cabs stopped... although some cabs had no people in there.. it was a fustruating point of time that all of us started to show signs of giving up... after 20 over mins... when all of us were desperate and fustruated, Howie squatted down and started praying =p well it was more of a cry to God in desperation.. haha.. at that exact instance!!! 3 cabs came.. it was just so... amazing.. i mean really. u have to be there to awe in amazement =p Praise the Lord... as for how does it link to the sermon.. shall explain nxt time!! =)
Sunday was a wonderful day! =D too much to blog.. if i cant finish i shall carry on nxt time.. Met Ming Jie, Seph, Tecky, Ward for breakfast at bpp mac.. LOL oh man.. since so long that i met them to eat breakfast!! used to be crappy sessions.. anyway =) short time catching up b4 i rushed off for church! Went for 10am service. once again i was reminded by today sermon... I need absolute surrender and to trust His work... By trying ALL our own methods is not going to help. we need to totally surrender and when we are desperate for Him.. He will show us the way.. Perserve and walkd forth in Faith. God reminded me this later in the day. After service, met YH.. felt abit bad that i left him alone at 12 service! I had sunbeam! serving as Sunday school teacher is a learning pt.. i felt that cg today was fruitful.. it was about storing treasures in heaven! =) After sunbeam i went for lunch with sunbeam teachers.. well they were mostly like Older.. like mothers/fathers age.. but really give me such a motherly feel! though the topics were not very us(yt and i) but still we felt the need to bond as a ministry i guess therefore deciding to skip cg lunch. Auntie Jade sent us to Bishan MRT after that! going to meet our CG for Global Day of Prayer (GDOP). our CG (Aka left all guys) was at town eating.. but yt and i decided to go junction 8 and walk since they said they r leaving at 5.30 only! *gulP* in the end we delayed them!! =X hah.. GDOP at national stadium was really special.. my first time there..mm..it was really overwhelming to see so many christians gathered together to pray. =) Most importantly despite the cloudy weather with lightning, by God's grace it did not rain at all!!! Attempt to get home after supper was funnier and i felt touched our hearts and reminded me about the sermon. As Chang Zhi, Howie, Andy and I desperately tried to get a cab, we failed~! all ways we had tried.. walking forward... waving like "drunk" people...attracting attention.. but still NO cabs stopped... although some cabs had no people in there.. it was a fustruating point of time that all of us started to show signs of giving up... after 20 over mins... when all of us were desperate and fustruated, Howie squatted down and started praying =p well it was more of a cry to God in desperation.. haha.. at that exact instance!!! 3 cabs came.. it was just so... amazing.. i mean really. u have to be there to awe in amazement =p Praise the Lord... as for how does it link to the sermon.. shall explain nxt time!! =)
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Unopened Tomorrows
Matt 6:25-34 Verse of the day
"Though we can't see around corners, God can" and that is reassuring..
Received another application results.....
Trying desperately to discern God's call..but it gets so hard and tiring altogether..
Gathering all the patience i have in me.. i put my trust in Him... once again.
Struggling not to worry about my future... because i know He planned it out.
Just didnt feel like talking to anyone.. (some irritating mood swing of mine)
but i juggled crapping through work shackly today..
still dont feel like talking to anybody... *fartty dad, i suddenly thought of what you told me before u left for army...but i still havent learnt to "talk"..*
suddenly also thought about what Yah Ting sent the CG about opening up... i guess i understand what she mean... but i still dont feel like talking to anyone...!!
Horrible moodswing =.=
This is adapted from ah yi's lent daily bread...
"Emily and I were boiling eggs for breakfast. As we stared into the boiling water and wondered how long it would take to get the eggs just right, Emily said, "Pity we cant open them up to see how they are doing." But that would have spilled them, so we had to rely on guesswork, with no guarantee of results. We began talking about other things we would like to see but cant --- like tomorrow. Too Bad we cant crack tomorrow open, we said, to see if its the way we would like it.But meddling with tomorrow before its time, like opening a partly cooked egg, would spoil both today and tomorrow."
Instead we should leave things to happen in God's perfect timing.. and not hurry...
" We walk by faith, not by sight" -2 Corinthians 5:7 -
** tsk side track a little. today had a crap day at work. Went to act in a training video for Ministry of Manpower. lOl. my colleague and i went crazy acting super crap. Hah.. ;) we were acting out the inappropriate behaviour.. LOL i think its really funny. wait till its edited =p**
"Though we can't see around corners, God can" and that is reassuring..
Received another application results.....
Trying desperately to discern God's call..but it gets so hard and tiring altogether..
Gathering all the patience i have in me.. i put my trust in Him... once again.
Struggling not to worry about my future... because i know He planned it out.
Just didnt feel like talking to anyone.. (some irritating mood swing of mine)
but i juggled crapping through work shackly today..
still dont feel like talking to anybody... *fartty dad, i suddenly thought of what you told me before u left for army...but i still havent learnt to "talk"..*
suddenly also thought about what Yah Ting sent the CG about opening up... i guess i understand what she mean... but i still dont feel like talking to anyone...!!
Horrible moodswing =.=
This is adapted from ah yi's lent daily bread...
"Emily and I were boiling eggs for breakfast. As we stared into the boiling water and wondered how long it would take to get the eggs just right, Emily said, "Pity we cant open them up to see how they are doing." But that would have spilled them, so we had to rely on guesswork, with no guarantee of results. We began talking about other things we would like to see but cant --- like tomorrow. Too Bad we cant crack tomorrow open, we said, to see if its the way we would like it.But meddling with tomorrow before its time, like opening a partly cooked egg, would spoil both today and tomorrow."
Instead we should leave things to happen in God's perfect timing.. and not hurry...
" We walk by faith, not by sight" -2 Corinthians 5:7 -
** tsk side track a little. today had a crap day at work. Went to act in a training video for Ministry of Manpower. lOl. my colleague and i went crazy acting super crap. Hah.. ;) we were acting out the inappropriate behaviour.. LOL i think its really funny. wait till its edited =p**
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Hmm.. so far my job been pretty interesting and fun! Being a civil servant... you get brainwashed. erm. no i mean... *cough* shant comment. Its been an interesting job still anyway!!! At least !! the people around me are like young ppl =D and nice ppl too! mostly are already in uni on hols job =D yeah its basically similar to my coke job but not really... elaborate next time. Anyway, want to blog about something inspiring thats what i mean by God never fail to make me amazed. Was scrolling this excel sheet with codings on all different kind of education types (which was for my survey). And since our phone was not ringing and all of us were bored, my colleague started peeping into com which i was boredly scrolling. Then he saw this "Diploma in bible" and commented.. What a diploma is that!! and i said "mmm.. yeah" heh.. and he carried on asking if i was a christian. and so obviously it struck me to ask back! Wells.. he couldnt ans me if he was or not but he told me... i read the bible till KINGS already.. and i was like "All the way till there already?!?" But he said that reading the bible himself he got alot of doubts!! wells i told him that was why he souldnt just read the bible like that.. and i took out AH yi's daily bread out of my bag and showed him! Now he wants a copy! AH YI! see how u helped another person too! =p
Sunday, May 13, 2007
OopS lazy to update again. Just because i had a week of slacking =) yup! It was a week for me to catch up on sleep and slackings!! I managed to do probably 1/3 of what i want to accomplish when i end my coke job. yeah 1/3 only =X i managed to start my guitar course, take the train down to geylang to visit my grandma, went back pioneer, sleep till 12-2 daily.. yup but i still didnt catch up with su xian, kaiyin and a few more ppl!! AND the dumb thing is i'm starting work again on MONDAY! so soon =( boos.. but oh well.. the admin at Ministry of Manpower seems "interesting" *gah*... Yeah.. been really lazy to update my blog recently ~ heh.. anyway, something ah yi told me make me felt something interesting about my fartty family... because i seem to realise in all 5 of your lifes some point in time.. God is working in your life maybe just that you all dont realise it! yup. and since 5 of you are like super close friends i was amazed at how i did not know all these earlier.. heh.. but its so cute that i learn about all your different encounters after so long!! =) *God bless*
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Towards my CG.. i seem to have mixed feelings.. *hmm*...
..wait and see...in prayers... =)
Thank GOD for guitar lessons just now.. was pretty worried that KM will not feel comfortable =)
but i guess it all turned out pretty well =)
whoo.. Believer music school was really pretty.. i kept getting distracted by the nice view from 26 floor! with such nice scene from the practise room.. heh.. so i kept looking out of the window. =)
..wait and see...in prayers... =)
Thank GOD for guitar lessons just now.. was pretty worried that KM will not feel comfortable =)
but i guess it all turned out pretty well =)
whoo.. Believer music school was really pretty.. i kept getting distracted by the nice view from 26 floor! with such nice scene from the practise room.. heh.. so i kept looking out of the window. =)
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Still standing on the edge
The future I contemplate.....
Do my choices make a difference,
or is it purely fate?
Striving to find true happiness,
I opened up my heart.....
to have it disregarded, played with, torn apart.....
Emotions I cannot express,
unless I'm by myself.....
They are put inside a heart-shaped box,
high upon a shelf.....
Going through lifes motions,
what I'm living is a lie.....
Pretending to be happy,
while deep inside I cry.....
Standing on the edge
My future still uncertain
Life seems like an act
and I want to draw the curtain.....
... ... just a poem i chance upon.. ...yup~ was feeling a bit =\ having to explore my choices knowing that time is running out.. wasnt in a v good mood also.. so didnt really manage to say anything that could cheer ya up di.. =X yeah.. gee.. i think i was cheery when i saw my new guitar though. i think its funky =) its red.. *sigH* but i still need to sort out my future.. Yi Xin says i've to let go of everything and pray hard... =\ will i get tired of waiting? ultimately i still have to make a decision soon right.. ?
The future I contemplate.....
Do my choices make a difference,
or is it purely fate?
Striving to find true happiness,
I opened up my heart.....
to have it disregarded, played with, torn apart.....
Emotions I cannot express,
unless I'm by myself.....
They are put inside a heart-shaped box,
high upon a shelf.....
Going through lifes motions,
what I'm living is a lie.....
Pretending to be happy,
while deep inside I cry.....
Standing on the edge
My future still uncertain
Life seems like an act
and I want to draw the curtain.....
... ... just a poem i chance upon.. ...yup~ was feeling a bit =\ having to explore my choices knowing that time is running out.. wasnt in a v good mood also.. so didnt really manage to say anything that could cheer ya up di.. =X yeah.. gee.. i think i was cheery when i saw my new guitar though. i think its funky =) its red.. *sigH* but i still need to sort out my future.. Yi Xin says i've to let go of everything and pray hard... =\ will i get tired of waiting? ultimately i still have to make a decision soon right.. ?
Monday, May 07, 2007
Cant seem to understand message at church today.. =X feeling pretty guilty bout it because its the first time i felt sO restless listening to the sermon. Oh well.. maybe i should try to concentrate harder next time. Anyway, glad that Yin Hou could make it to church today! =) Heh.. and he had the opportunity to eat lunch with my CG.. *whoo*.. yup. haha.. yup! God bless Yin Hou in field camp. yeah, and also Soon Leng who's sick but gg to have field camp! i keep u in prayers =)
Had read this book "she said Yes" recommended by lishi =) well... as she guessed after reading this book i had quite a few thought.. oh well.. but of all. i found this passage that i want to type out to share
*mini shout out to "unbelievers" or ppl wondering if they are believers*
Seek until you find, and don't give up. Pray too even if you think you don't believe, because God hears even the "unbeliever". God will help you through. Dont give up, and above all, avoid the temptations that distract you from what you know you really long for. If you do fall, pick yourself up again and get back on track.
*... as much as i hate waiting.. i wait on...trusting in Him alone*
Had read this book "she said Yes" recommended by lishi =) well... as she guessed after reading this book i had quite a few thought.. oh well.. but of all. i found this passage that i want to type out to share
*mini shout out to "unbelievers" or ppl wondering if they are believers*
Seek until you find, and don't give up. Pray too even if you think you don't believe, because God hears even the "unbeliever". God will help you through. Dont give up, and above all, avoid the temptations that distract you from what you know you really long for. If you do fall, pick yourself up again and get back on track.
*... as much as i hate waiting.. i wait on...trusting in Him alone*
Sunday, May 06, 2007
FRIDAY
i went to relieve teach!! just nice i was starting to get bored! heh..taught at Xing Nan Pri...(took me an hour to go there). The way i figured my way there was power lorx ;) i looked out of the bus and saw the school bus with kids wearing their uniform printed on the bus. so, i looked into the bus i was on and saw a kid wearing that uniforM! i made a good bet by following that kid to schooL!! =p Anyway, i relieve a p1 class!! and guess who i met at school!! TRUDA!!! of ALL person.. i looked up and saw Truda relieve teaching at that school too!! amazing =) such a small world. heh.. the p1s were nice and cute..but a little boy puked! and just when i asked the rest of the class to move to the back NOT STEP ON THE PUKE and play their own games... .... THIS BOY .. walked RIGHT Through the puke.. *piaks piaks* and all the way out of class leaving a trial of PUKE footsteps... =.=.... next i had art lessons with them! the theme was a mothers day card... i checked their cards after they decorate..!! this boy came to me with words on the card... "Happy Mothers' Day. Mum give me monkey."
I went "boy... why do you want your mum to give u a monkey???"
boy: *look sheepishly* "oh... monkey... how do u spell money??"
i.... =.=
what.. de..... hahahahaa... 1stly... Monkey = money???
and 2nd... HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. MUM GIVE ME MONEY?!?!
goodness....!!!!!! hahah.. anyway.. the kids are still soooo cute... =)
cutie pies =) love them.......
Saturday....
So Shack day... hehe tutions enough to get me tired.. went home and slept and slack till five plus before i left the house to meet sen,gy,ls,km... heheh.. GUYS were talking about ns.. and we spent the whole dinner listening.. okay la.. quite funny and interesting. =) miss them! BOo.. sadly fartty daddy didnt join us.. cos he was TOO tired.. *hmpH* =p okies.. thats aLL... =)
i went to relieve teach!! just nice i was starting to get bored! heh..taught at Xing Nan Pri...(took me an hour to go there). The way i figured my way there was power lorx ;) i looked out of the bus and saw the school bus with kids wearing their uniform printed on the bus. so, i looked into the bus i was on and saw a kid wearing that uniforM! i made a good bet by following that kid to schooL!! =p Anyway, i relieve a p1 class!! and guess who i met at school!! TRUDA!!! of ALL person.. i looked up and saw Truda relieve teaching at that school too!! amazing =) such a small world. heh.. the p1s were nice and cute..but a little boy puked! and just when i asked the rest of the class to move to the back NOT STEP ON THE PUKE and play their own games... .... THIS BOY .. walked RIGHT Through the puke.. *piaks piaks* and all the way out of class leaving a trial of PUKE footsteps... =.=.... next i had art lessons with them! the theme was a mothers day card... i checked their cards after they decorate..!! this boy came to me with words on the card... "Happy Mothers' Day. Mum give me monkey."
I went "boy... why do you want your mum to give u a monkey???"
boy: *look sheepishly* "oh... monkey... how do u spell money??"
i.... =.=
what.. de..... hahahahaa... 1stly... Monkey = money???
and 2nd... HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. MUM GIVE ME MONEY?!?!
goodness....!!!!!! hahah.. anyway.. the kids are still soooo cute... =)
cutie pies =) love them.......
Saturday....
So Shack day... hehe tutions enough to get me tired.. went home and slept and slack till five plus before i left the house to meet sen,gy,ls,km... heheh.. GUYS were talking about ns.. and we spent the whole dinner listening.. okay la.. quite funny and interesting. =) miss them! BOo.. sadly fartty daddy didnt join us.. cos he was TOO tired.. *hmpH* =p okies.. thats aLL... =)
Friday, May 04, 2007
oops.. long time didnt update... been enjoying my slacking for now but not for long!
MONDAY
Last day at office!! yeah took some pics..After work went out with my colleagues as they treated me at some restaurant place.. gah they made me eat alot.. like ALOT!!! i ate the most la... one bowl of noodle, one bowl of rice and all the food they couldnt finish =.=....yeah.. leaving cocacola after five months!! i had mixed feelings.. =) i miss the people but not the work..!! 5 months is enough! time for rest.. heh..felt abit emo when my sup sms me.. oh well.. thanks my aunty who gave me ang pow (erh ya..) sup who gave me keychains and boss and sup who treated! yeap.. i won a fifty dollars voucher too! apparantly this four months there i managed to win some quarterly award!! heh.. felt a bit guilty but seriously.. the nature of work.. young ppl can work faster.. i guess thats y i won =X hah.. but oh well.. great! now its time to exercise!!
Tuesday
today..its a meeting up day.. met up with lunch buddies and des to chat and chill. yeah we went out to some theatre with 1200 seats to watch spiderman 3.. whoo... it was good!! oh yeah.. i woke up late =X heh... so unlucky.. ALL BECAUSE THE NIGHT BEFORE SOME GUYS TOOK 2 HOURS ON THE PHONE TRYING TO DECIDE WHERE TO GO!!! (apparantly sOME ppl were talking about army life..hor john and guang yi) They spent 30 mins talking about where to meet and the rest of the time on WHAT they do in army... YEAH!!! i fell asleep while they were talking... hah..as a result i didnt set alarm and only woke up when johN called!!! =p After lunch, went to meet chun and edi (who were already at k box singing themselves =.=) my goodness lahx.. 2 guys singing themselves =p heh.. yep.. went to meet them at lot one k box.. hah.. started singing and crapping... OO.. i must commend zi chun's super ability of reading chinese words of the screen and singing it in hokkien.. SO power... heh... yeah.. both of them were singing like really OLD songs too..yeps.. hung out till dinner time b4 we went home =) **thanks di for the treat k.. b4 u go to Taiwan shall meet up again) oh wells... thats my labour day~~
Wednesday
Went back to Pioneer to see the rugby match! SA v.s PJ.. ermm.... i cn only say we did put up a good fight.. *serious*.. =) after all.. we scored first! oh well.. general comments from my juniors when they all saw me... THEY SAID I fa FU~~!!!!! *OMG lahhh* =p True.. i think i really did get fatter because thats the comment i get from all my friends~!!! =) heh.. thanks to coca cola but oh well.. i can afford the weight gain! i think.. they just need to be placed at the right places.. OK.. ok.. i know i should exercise :)
MONDAY
Last day at office!! yeah took some pics..After work went out with my colleagues as they treated me at some restaurant place.. gah they made me eat alot.. like ALOT!!! i ate the most la... one bowl of noodle, one bowl of rice and all the food they couldnt finish =.=....yeah.. leaving cocacola after five months!! i had mixed feelings.. =) i miss the people but not the work..!! 5 months is enough! time for rest.. heh..felt abit emo when my sup sms me.. oh well.. thanks my aunty who gave me ang pow (erh ya..) sup who gave me keychains and boss and sup who treated! yeap.. i won a fifty dollars voucher too! apparantly this four months there i managed to win some quarterly award!! heh.. felt a bit guilty but seriously.. the nature of work.. young ppl can work faster.. i guess thats y i won =X hah.. but oh well.. great! now its time to exercise!!
Tuesday
today..its a meeting up day.. met up with lunch buddies and des to chat and chill. yeah we went out to some theatre with 1200 seats to watch spiderman 3.. whoo... it was good!! oh yeah.. i woke up late =X heh... so unlucky.. ALL BECAUSE THE NIGHT BEFORE SOME GUYS TOOK 2 HOURS ON THE PHONE TRYING TO DECIDE WHERE TO GO!!! (apparantly sOME ppl were talking about army life..hor john and guang yi) They spent 30 mins talking about where to meet and the rest of the time on WHAT they do in army... YEAH!!! i fell asleep while they were talking... hah..as a result i didnt set alarm and only woke up when johN called!!! =p After lunch, went to meet chun and edi (who were already at k box singing themselves =.=) my goodness lahx.. 2 guys singing themselves =p heh.. yep.. went to meet them at lot one k box.. hah.. started singing and crapping... OO.. i must commend zi chun's super ability of reading chinese words of the screen and singing it in hokkien.. SO power... heh... yeah.. both of them were singing like really OLD songs too..yeps.. hung out till dinner time b4 we went home =) **thanks di for the treat k.. b4 u go to Taiwan shall meet up again) oh wells... thats my labour day~~
Wednesday
Went back to Pioneer to see the rugby match! SA v.s PJ.. ermm.... i cn only say we did put up a good fight.. *serious*.. =) after all.. we scored first! oh well.. general comments from my juniors when they all saw me... THEY SAID I fa FU~~!!!!! *OMG lahhh* =p True.. i think i really did get fatter because thats the comment i get from all my friends~!!! =) heh.. thanks to coca cola but oh well.. i can afford the weight gain! i think.. they just need to be placed at the right places.. OK.. ok.. i know i should exercise :)
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