run,,, to keep in pace... with changes...

I ran today~! Though i dont think it was very far. I managed to run to my favourite place. I havent been there for a long while. It gave me such great sense of serenity to be back there. I guess it's a place that seen me thru many ups and down times... Felt a bit nostalgic..

SkY (maybe you could figure under which part of the sky i am at..)

... or how bout which part of the ground that i'm stepping on......

Dont worry i didnt run until west coast or something. It is just The only place i know that has a sand swing playground in BP... =) ...my fav place in bp...

I still havent really kept up with my changing lifestyle. Just trying to run along and to keep up with the pace.

Within 2 wks, my scheduel seems to be turned upside down...

Work ----- > school

Church ----> Woodlands

Excitedly worried. oh man. what an oxymoron.

At least i know.. He will walk me thru. His promises. =) Amen.

House made of love.

I've got a home in heaven made up of love. Do you want to come along and stay?

The Doors are open... and the love is overflowing, covering you and walking you out of lonliness and fear because, we are all made to be loved.

Do you except His love invitation?

God will make a way

Yesterday a teacher, Today a student.

First day of school started with briefings =)
My initial queasy feeling is slowly fading. Suddenly got really excited about starting school. Couldnt wait to study...(sound a bit sadistic) but on the other hand also having some uneasiness about having high expectations yet doubting my own ability. This explains my title. GOD WILL MAKE A WAY. Just wanted to track down this day in which i start my journey of studying. GOD will be faithful to plan my road the way He know is best for me. If it is in His plans, He will make a way. He will be faithful to complete this journey He started with me. I am comforted. I am excited. =)

After some extreme makeover and contributing to recycling... this i what i managed to clear both my office table and my room table to be.... From teacher to student... *special thanks to my dearest 'kor kor'* for helping meee =)

Happy Lunch buddy Birthday!

19th July... LUNCH BUDDIES

According to some detailed calculations, this is the lunch buddy birthday !

(adding our b;days dividing by 4) =)

okay.. and to celebrate buddy john birthday too.. here's the pics.. (before i get scolded for being photo inefficient)

Boys buddies

Birthday boy buddy

*mei nu duo duo* exclusive creation for birthday boy.

girl buddies =)

It was a well spent time of eating... eating.... making attap seed pop, striking intellectual =p conversations.. and catching up on each others life. I'm glad we got to share our perspective of relationships =p the guy and girl version LOL. dearest lunch buddies... =)

...nonsensical...

Feelings are also known as a state of consciousness, such as that resulting from emotions, sentiments or desires.

I feel like eating chocolate (desires)
I feel like eating ice cream (desires)

I feel like running (emotions)
I feel like playing bball (emotions)

I feel like going there. (sentiments)
I feel like doing that. (sentiments)

but i cant and i didnt.

Sometimes, reality makes feelings fantasy.

what caused me to just utter a page of nonsense.

I will sing....

Lord You seem so far away.
A million miles or more it feels today.
And though I haven't lost my faith,
I must confess right now that it's hard for me to pray.

But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start.
But as You give the grace with all that's in my heart.

I will sing. I will praise
even in my darkest time
through the sorrow and the pain.
I will sing. I will praise.
Lift my hands to honor You
because Your word is true.
I will sing.

Lord it's hard for me to see
all the thoughts and plans You have for me.
But I will put my trust in You.
Knowing that You died to set me free.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUAz6HgNfnM

BUT i put my trust in YOU. despite how had it is for me to see all the thoughts and plans You have for me. God will make a way. He will see us through. =)

The Screwtape Letters... *reflections*

airway sensitivity aka "asthma cough" ... *hmm* reading up on it online seems a little scary so shant do so. Prayers that i'll get well soon!! =)

Reflections admist MC today. XP Spent a day in bed and with books. Got so hooked on this book for a long while...Such a thought challenging book! *warning...ignore post if you're brain dead*

The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis.

This book is about letters from a devil written to his nephew devil to tempt and play with human's mind. (in short)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Screwtape_Letters (read more)

Just thought i would highlight some interesting portion which really show us how the devil attempts to tempt us....

" We want him to be in the maximum uncertainty, so that his mind will be filled with contadictory pictures of the future, every one of which arouses hope or fear. There is nothing like suspense and anxiety for barricading a human's mind against the Enemy(GOD), He (GOD) wants men to be concerned with what they do; our business is to keep them thinking aobut what will happen to them."

The devil tempts us to worry, to fear about the future, to live in uncertainty and hopefully doubt GOD's will for us.

"Keep his mind on the inner life. He thinks his conversion is something inside him and his attention is therefore chiefly turned at present to the states of his own mind—or rather to that very expurgated version of them which is all you should allow him to see. Encourage this. Keep his mind off the most elementary duties by directing it to the most advanced and spiritual ones. Aggravate that most useful human characteristic, the horror and neglect of the obvious. You must bring him to a condition in which he can practise self-examination for an hour without discovering any of those facts about himself ,which are perfectly clear to anyone who has over lived in the same house with him or worked the same office."

The devil tempts us to focus so much on ourselves. That we become disillusioned and oblivious to things around us and actions that we potray. He tries to decieve us.

http://members.fortunecity.com/phantom1/books2/c._s._lewis_-_the_screwtape_letters.htm

Only shared 2 portions... above is the site with the letters. =)

05s12 outing

05S12 ... =) after 2 years...

pics

My overdued-church camp photos...=)

Alrights.. i know my blog has been stagnant... rights. the pics are coming soon.

Its going to be a new phrase in life.

*anticipation*