Part of my CG =) erm.. e most AMUSING one is the cgl.*cough*Monday, April 30, 2007
food for thoughts
Saturday
Started Sat sneezing NON stop. went to both tutions with the kids like keep staring at their tution teacher who apparently keep sneezing and piles tissue into her bag/table. heh. It was a "rush" day! ended tution earlier to go for church's Day of Prayer. Haha.. i must say it was a fruitful saturday.. because God highlighted my weakest point and drilled me in that area. No doubt i grew in that sessions of prayers. Heh.. basically it also highlighted to me that the importance of prayers.. which are is the fundamental not only to missions but to every aspect in our lives. No doubt one of my weakest area was prayers. Suddenly remember how i went for prayer meeting at calvary jurong and i place the bulletin in front of me and just prayed of the words there. Yup i was praying for what i had to pray but it seemed more like reading than praying... At the day of prayer at covenant i learnt the meaning of praying from the heart(Since there was no bulletin and i had to just rely on what came just came to my mind). Hah.. so i really did grow more in my prayers...=) *thanks Nic and Mark*
Fellowship after DOP was really great!! heh.. thank God for that session of fellowship. Something Chang Zhi said made me thought =p its about our prayer buddy... *mm*... *erm*.. *erh*... ya.. i guess he is right.. its about making the effort to commit and meet up. *erm*...i guess bz is not an excuse.. ha.. well hearing about he and Andy really inspired me! but *erh*.. Well.. really really had a great time chatting and crapping with my cg... i guess it seems a little different from being with ya friends because its really heartwarming to know you have a bunch of like-minded ppl with the same passion and goal.... =)
I LOVE MY CG =D
I love my princess sister jam because ur sms/message brought me a smile
AND lastly YIN HOU!! just when i was thinking about how u couldnt come to church, u sms me saying u wanted to go tomorrow!!...... u still overslept though...
Sunday
Lead by example.. something i got out of pastor's message today..
*too tired to update bout it now*
nxt time!!
On the way home from church i met Edmund on the LRT~ had a pretty short chat.. anyway i found him a very amiable friendly leader =) i'm sure he'll lead Rays to prosper =)
went vivo with my mum sis and grandma after church *phew* =) family time. Very happy because this Sunday i tried sharing about church with my sis.. and she said she'll attend church once her golf ends! *=D* heh heh heh......
Started Sat sneezing NON stop. went to both tutions with the kids like keep staring at their tution teacher who apparently keep sneezing and piles tissue into her bag/table. heh. It was a "rush" day! ended tution earlier to go for church's Day of Prayer. Haha.. i must say it was a fruitful saturday.. because God highlighted my weakest point and drilled me in that area. No doubt i grew in that sessions of prayers. Heh.. basically it also highlighted to me that the importance of prayers.. which are is the fundamental not only to missions but to every aspect in our lives. No doubt one of my weakest area was prayers. Suddenly remember how i went for prayer meeting at calvary jurong and i place the bulletin in front of me and just prayed of the words there. Yup i was praying for what i had to pray but it seemed more like reading than praying... At the day of prayer at covenant i learnt the meaning of praying from the heart(Since there was no bulletin and i had to just rely on what came just came to my mind). Hah.. so i really did grow more in my prayers...=) *thanks Nic and Mark*
Fellowship after DOP was really great!! heh.. thank God for that session of fellowship. Something Chang Zhi said made me thought =p its about our prayer buddy... *mm*... *erm*.. *erh*... ya.. i guess he is right.. its about making the effort to commit and meet up. *erm*...i guess bz is not an excuse.. ha.. well hearing about he and Andy really inspired me! but *erh*.. Well.. really really had a great time chatting and crapping with my cg... i guess it seems a little different from being with ya friends because its really heartwarming to know you have a bunch of like-minded ppl with the same passion and goal.... =)
I LOVE MY CG =D
I love my princess sister jam because ur sms/message brought me a smile
AND lastly YIN HOU!! just when i was thinking about how u couldnt come to church, u sms me saying u wanted to go tomorrow!!...... u still overslept though...
Sunday
Lead by example.. something i got out of pastor's message today..
*too tired to update bout it now*
nxt time!!
On the way home from church i met Edmund on the LRT~ had a pretty short chat.. anyway i found him a very amiable friendly leader =) i'm sure he'll lead Rays to prosper =)
went vivo with my mum sis and grandma after church *phew* =) family time. Very happy because this Sunday i tried sharing about church with my sis.. and she said she'll attend church once her golf ends! *=D* heh heh heh......
Friday, April 27, 2007
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Hmm.. a rather nice flash =)
whee... ONE more day to end of work.. i already can think of things i really want to do!!
and today's Friday night xD *whee*
my colleague just told me one thing she aim to achieve before i leave is to make me fat so she'll treat me on Monday... i looked and her and said.. you ALL ALREADY succeeded... LOLX
whoo.. this is a long wkend and classmates bking out.. fartty dad and ah gong also finally bking out..!!
mm.. looks like i owe quite alot of outings.. =X
shh.. *LOLX..*
psst.. and Felicia .. we were supposed to go and eat together this wk right.. Xp i forgot~ heh nvm.. shall do so nxt wk..!!! hah aND ur pics are still in my camera... erms..... =p
Hmm.. a rather nice flash =)
whee... ONE more day to end of work.. i already can think of things i really want to do!!
and today's Friday night xD *whee*
my colleague just told me one thing she aim to achieve before i leave is to make me fat so she'll treat me on Monday... i looked and her and said.. you ALL ALREADY succeeded... LOLX
whoo.. this is a long wkend and classmates bking out.. fartty dad and ah gong also finally bking out..!!
mm.. looks like i owe quite alot of outings.. =X
shh.. *LOLX..*
psst.. and Felicia .. we were supposed to go and eat together this wk right.. Xp i forgot~ heh nvm.. shall do so nxt wk..!!! hah aND ur pics are still in my camera... erms..... =p
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
*whoo*... i spent half my day chit chatting during work today.. (erm wait though i kind of chit chat daily as its my nature of job) but NO i spent all the time after lunch chatting!! *guilty* because somemore 2 person on leave... heh.. well spent 20 odd minutes on the phone with serene =p .. just when i hung up, Yi Xin called to tell me something! something really amazing that i didnt bear to hang up telling her i was supposed to work =p why amazing? because i told her i only got 3 words for her at the end of the convo.. thats "praise the Lord".. I've never "dared" to try to convert you from a catholic to christian.. though many time i really wanted to voice out but didnt want to start a discussion that i had no confidence in!! so.. hearing what you said.. i can only tell you praise the Lord =) http://www.champagne-roses.blogspot.com (see her entry to see why i say that).. yeah.. you had a divine day..spend the next few weeks praying and church hopping okay.. use ur NIV bible!! =p yeah. come and start with Covenant this Sunday!! =) After that long call (which i went to the toilet to ans) =p i came back to my seat to start my calls.. barely 10 mins later.. my supervisor came and talk to me! hah.. that took very long! We talked about alot of things.. Firstly he told me that he hired someone!!! *cheers*... and my last day should be nxt week *double cheers*.. then he said maybe he'll put Monday last day because it was not so nice to hold me till mid mth. hoho. and when i said.. "oh actually i'm in no BIG hurry".. then he was like "then u keep rushing me!!".. hahahaha.. =p apparantly they didnt have perfect interviewees..oh well YES! i'm finally ending work.. 5 months passed!! FIVE!! gosh.. i cant believe it i survived it.. like what my sup say, he said he could tell i hated the first 2 months.. =p i didnt know it was so obvious.. *haha* still can remember how i was practically at the verge of quitting =) i persevered anyway! =p well leaving here will give me a "ai-mai" feeling.. part of me just sO feel like quitting, the other part... somehow 5 months have became a routine... that i will miss =) but for the sake of not becoming AUNTI-fieD.. i should quit ! =p oh ya and for the sake of that growing tummy (HOI dont think wrongly) its my weight gain! whoo... anyway, sup also gave me insights to the working world.. sharing with me his different experiences in the different wk places.. One thing for sure is he convinced me that i should go to the field which i have interest in and study.. and not getting a degree for the sake of doing so.. because if one do so.. you will suffer!! *mm* looks like engineering is out of the league.. anyway he made me consider SIM business. wells.. see first ba.. not v. keen yet =p
After having a chat with Ahyix aka Lai yan, i had some lingering thoughts... *mm* so being free and bored at work.. with little calls today.. i decided to do a little research on our conversation.. =) because i also started to get a little curious and puzzled...
"How/When do you consider yourself a christian?"
after going through the conversation, i also started thinking about it.. is it when you totally submit to Him and is willing to sacrifice everything for Him before i can call myself a christian? *thinks* or u are a christian once u proclaim you believe in HIM. Gee, i always thought it was when u proclaimed you believe in HIM you're a christian because if not i would be called a seasonal christian. because there are times which i did not sacrifices/submit totally to Him.
My research shows.......adapted from http://www.christiananswers.net/q-dml/dml-y005.html
Have I believed in Jesus Christ as the substitute for my sins and received him as my personal Savior?
The Bible says that this is the only requirement for salvation.
"Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God." (John 1:12).
Are you basing your salvation on what you do for God, instead of what God has done for you?
The Bible says that we can do nothing to earn our salvation. God, because of His grace, did all that needs to be done.
"He saved us, not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy." (Titus 3:5a).
"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God--not by works, so that no one can boast." (Ephesians 2:8-9).
The Bible says that we can know for certain that we have eternal life if we have believed in Jesus as our Savior!
Yes.. now i got my answer.. and ah yi.. hope that answer yours =) so.. with this i conclude you're a christian... i think.. =p you sound like one anyway..because the fundamental is you believe. but i understand what you mean by not willing to sacrifice for Him yet.. because with all the objections.. its definitely not going to be an easy road ahead! *i vouch for that*.. gee but i can see the signs of Him knocking and looking for you.. (u know what i mean).... so... =) i'll pray for you bah.. Anyway, you gave me a very amazing insight ... i was just saying how i'm thinking and wondering about what is God's plans for me..and it just dawned on me when you said.. "what He already Planned"because i suddenly thought...
"hmm.. ya its what He already PLANNED and His plans are for me to prosper.. so.. there's really nothing to worry about!"
haha.. see.. u sound like a christian..
yeah.. back to my researches... till i find something to share =)
"How/When do you consider yourself a christian?"
after going through the conversation, i also started thinking about it.. is it when you totally submit to Him and is willing to sacrifice everything for Him before i can call myself a christian? *thinks* or u are a christian once u proclaim you believe in HIM. Gee, i always thought it was when u proclaimed you believe in HIM you're a christian because if not i would be called a seasonal christian. because there are times which i did not sacrifices/submit totally to Him.
My research shows.......adapted from http://www.christiananswers.net/q-dml/dml-y005.html
Have I believed in Jesus Christ as the substitute for my sins and received him as my personal Savior?
The Bible says that this is the only requirement for salvation.
"Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God." (John 1:12).
Are you basing your salvation on what you do for God, instead of what God has done for you?
The Bible says that we can do nothing to earn our salvation. God, because of His grace, did all that needs to be done.
"He saved us, not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy." (Titus 3:5a).
"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God--not by works, so that no one can boast." (Ephesians 2:8-9).
The Bible says that we can know for certain that we have eternal life if we have believed in Jesus as our Savior!
Yes.. now i got my answer.. and ah yi.. hope that answer yours =) so.. with this i conclude you're a christian... i think.. =p you sound like one anyway..because the fundamental is you believe. but i understand what you mean by not willing to sacrifice for Him yet.. because with all the objections.. its definitely not going to be an easy road ahead! *i vouch for that*.. gee but i can see the signs of Him knocking and looking for you.. (u know what i mean).... so... =) i'll pray for you bah.. Anyway, you gave me a very amazing insight ... i was just saying how i'm thinking and wondering about what is God's plans for me..and it just dawned on me when you said.. "what He already Planned"because i suddenly thought...
"hmm.. ya its what He already PLANNED and His plans are for me to prosper.. so.. there's really nothing to worry about!"
haha.. see.. u sound like a christian..
yeah.. back to my researches... till i find something to share =)
Monday, April 23, 2007
Thank God
mm.. actually i ended my blogging for today.. but i saw something that i really really had to write down. I'm deeply greatly amazed at GOD's work. =) Its a few reasons that i really cant stop smiling at the moment, really amazed at how God plans are. I'm a person who DOESNT check my friendster inbox.. because i feel they are ALL spam.. i had NEVER checked them in like a LONG time..but.. today.. being bored at work and looking at friendster.. the NEW MESSAGES in red bold seem to be more prominant than usual. For once i clicked it... MAYBE thats why only i feel how amazing it is.. because it seems like nothing but seriously its how amazing for me to chance upon a message i know i would usually not open. Anyway.. it was a message from a sister-in-christ =) and a VERY random one.. but because of the randomness of it.. u but a smile on my face for a LONG LONG time.. indeed i'm very very touched at what you did.. VERY is the word. i Thank God that u wrote that message to me.. not only did it address my worries it also cleared something that was on my mind.. mm.. Sister, just want to say.. i never did dislike .. but instead i felt bad...always felt like i owed u an apology. yup. hearing from u touched me.. =) and made me feel ALOT better. You're not taking encourage to write to me.. and.. i Thank God for that. Esp since its exam periods somemore... Do study hard!! I'll pray for you.
if you're wondering who is it...
i'm going to say it out loud....
Thanks sister-in-christ.... Jamaine... =D
Praise the Lord.. Thanks the Lord for such blessings
if you're wondering who is it...
i'm going to say it out loud....
Thanks sister-in-christ.... Jamaine... =D
Praise the Lord.. Thanks the Lord for such blessings
Us at fish and co.
LOL.. trying to make my hair look like how CJ tied!
okay it was my idea to do something crappy to her
...Serene...Oh yeah. some side notes to add.. Wei Jing! Wanted to ask u go along too! But, the story goes.. I thought CJ or Yi Han asked you. CJ thought Yi Han or i asked u. Yi Han thought CJ or I asked u. AND when we met.... we realised everyone thought everyone asked u.. so... =X but heard u were not free on Fri night. so maybe that consoles us too =p And felicia.. pics.. wait on =p its in my camera... *psst by the way felicia.. super randomly do u want to learn guitar* =p
go check out what happened to serene at fish and co.. so ps =X
happy birthdayS
Okok. now for all the be-lated greetings...
Serene
Happy Nineteen girl.. Hope u enjoyed that wonderful day. hah.. Anyway, i managed to actually trick this girl into believing that i so happened to be shopping at Novena after work (at tuas) and Happen to bump into a few of the class girls so might as well eat dinner together (actually all already planned to celebrate her birthday).. The crap part was you believe me! when i thought u probably saw through my crap =p haha.. doom already ... blur girl got bluff by blur girl that makes u blurer =p... Anyway, on the LONG mrt journey back.. was just relieving some dumb moments in 05S12 with Shirley.. haha.. with classic ppl like Wee and Khairul..Anyway,i guess we must agree one thing we would had done more is to cherish time spent with 05s12 right serene? since we're always bz with council =X
Desiree
Happy 18th girl =)
Glad u had a sweet day... see now u can dump ur 190000000000000 ++ other boyfriends away =p.. yeahh.. Study hard anyway. see u soon!
Yups.. happy birthday to my dad too. Yesterday we went to eat some really nice jap restaurant treat by my sister. yum. it was NICE to eat. =D anyway, i guess things goes fine as long the topic isnt raised. =X so anyway, took some pics.. shall upload.. nxt time~!
Serene
Happy Nineteen girl.. Hope u enjoyed that wonderful day. hah.. Anyway, i managed to actually trick this girl into believing that i so happened to be shopping at Novena after work (at tuas) and Happen to bump into a few of the class girls so might as well eat dinner together (actually all already planned to celebrate her birthday).. The crap part was you believe me! when i thought u probably saw through my crap =p haha.. doom already ... blur girl got bluff by blur girl that makes u blurer =p... Anyway, on the LONG mrt journey back.. was just relieving some dumb moments in 05S12 with Shirley.. haha.. with classic ppl like Wee and Khairul..Anyway,i guess we must agree one thing we would had done more is to cherish time spent with 05s12 right serene? since we're always bz with council =X
Desiree
Happy 18th girl =)
Glad u had a sweet day... see now u can dump ur 190000000000000 ++ other boyfriends away =p.. yeahh.. Study hard anyway. see u soon!
Yups.. happy birthday to my dad too. Yesterday we went to eat some really nice jap restaurant treat by my sister. yum. it was NICE to eat. =D anyway, i guess things goes fine as long the topic isnt raised. =X so anyway, took some pics.. shall upload.. nxt time~!
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Why must i always come back on a Sunday and have an arguement..
How i really hope our goals would meet and thinking unite.
yeah. it started pretty dumb way. Just some poking into me spending my morning at church.
I enthusiatically wanted to share about the new ministry i just started serving. only to be shot down by all the things that pains me to hear it coming from both of you. Yup. theres no solution in this arguement and it will just go on forever. I guess it never occur to them that its my future and i'm probably MORE troubled then them. Although i said.. i'm not sacrificing my studies here. Already choose one that is less time-consuming and i'm sacrificing my sleep here and i wake up on my own (Which is super rare) and so? whats the arguement here. It hurt hearing things like that extra two hours "why not wake up and do housework, why not spend time on tution, why not spend time studying?, you should settle ur studies b4 u spend your time on such things. look at ur sister also not like that?" i guess i must have lost it to shoot back "because both of you have different goals and perspective of life from me".. but it was something etched in my heart that i wanted to say. . No doubt my sis seem to be a living proof that being a christian is not attending church,proclaiming you're a christian, yet emerged super successful in life. So my words can never carry much weight anymore. because i'm just a christian being involved yet unsuccessful. If i ask you how successful are u.. a non-christian measures earthly treasure.. a christian compares their heavenly treasure.. conclusion to them is i'm unsuccessful? It makes me wonder.. will the day really come when u understand my actions? I seem to be fighting for my faith.. alone.
How i really hope our goals would meet and thinking unite.
yeah. it started pretty dumb way. Just some poking into me spending my morning at church.
I enthusiatically wanted to share about the new ministry i just started serving. only to be shot down by all the things that pains me to hear it coming from both of you. Yup. theres no solution in this arguement and it will just go on forever. I guess it never occur to them that its my future and i'm probably MORE troubled then them. Although i said.. i'm not sacrificing my studies here. Already choose one that is less time-consuming and i'm sacrificing my sleep here and i wake up on my own (Which is super rare) and so? whats the arguement here. It hurt hearing things like that extra two hours "why not wake up and do housework, why not spend time on tution, why not spend time studying?, you should settle ur studies b4 u spend your time on such things. look at ur sister also not like that?" i guess i must have lost it to shoot back "because both of you have different goals and perspective of life from me".. but it was something etched in my heart that i wanted to say. . No doubt my sis seem to be a living proof that being a christian is not attending church,proclaiming you're a christian, yet emerged super successful in life. So my words can never carry much weight anymore. because i'm just a christian being involved yet unsuccessful. If i ask you how successful are u.. a non-christian measures earthly treasure.. a christian compares their heavenly treasure.. conclusion to them is i'm unsuccessful? It makes me wonder.. will the day really come when u understand my actions? I seem to be fighting for my faith.. alone.
= faith test =
Been wondering the past few days why the "foul mood" esp when jing said i was troubled.. i thought for a long time... i told her i wasnt because i really thought i wasnt!! But i still relied on chocs on Friday.. after much thought.. i realised i'm subcounciously troubled. Because today when i gave my future some thought on the long bus ride hm... yup. i'm stuck in another trial...and i'm stuggling in His silence.. i just really cANT explain how lost the feeling is. Desperately trying to listen up for signs..but yet nothing. Its not like i dont put my trust in Him but i guess it came to point that i feel the fustruation settling in. To a pt that i feel so vulnerable to external attacks. Yes i understand its a v good opportunity for mr devil to attack, because once again i feel myself argueing internally. yup, its another test of my faith. suddenly i remember what sl said about opening up and not bottle up and i said it needs the right person at the right time. yup, its a subconscious worry because i subconcious bottle it down.. maybe cos i feel ranting about it, crying about it seems to be a sign of not trusting God. then, i'm back to bottling them down... I guess one day when it bottles to the brim... it makes one more vulnerable. and i can feel it near the rim now. As May draw nearer, i start worrying more. So tired of checking my letterbox or waiting for calls.... Patience in His silence... i really fear that i'm losing patience... *Faith test*.... perserve....
*erm ya.. supposed to post fel's pic and ser's birthday.. but .. dont think i'm in the mood at present.. kiv k? * ......... *deep in thoughts*
*erm ya.. supposed to post fel's pic and ser's birthday.. but .. dont think i'm in the mood at present.. kiv k? * ......... *deep in thoughts*
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Random thoughts =)
Just some random thoughts here... when i was blog hopping around some christian friends blog. It just make me really amazed and touched reading about their walk with God. Gee. i guess ever since i read Cai Xiang's blog on his walk with Christ i started being curious at people's walk with Christ. I started thinking about my Journey as a christian and my walk with God. Suddenly it seems so shallow as compared to the many great testimonies i read.
Randomly saw my junior's blog.. suddenly remember something that i felt it was really amusing. Jon Lee was my sec 1 class (as in i was Sec 4 councillor and he was my Sec 1 class).. hah.. thinking back he had a cute noisy class.. with *hmm* vaguely remember this guy who i had to use a lollipop to make him try not to cry (always wonder what happened if he saw me now since he's like sec 4 now).. Anyway, Jon Lee was one of the more prominant student that i could remember (to tell u the truth i really cant remember many of them).. heh.. and i remember him because he added me to MSN and quite a few times invite me to his church.. though as a 16 year old person having O levels.. not wanting to defy my parents orders.. i didnt go and also rejecting quite a few times =X Now, three years later, i was church hopping and when i stepped into covenant i met Syahir and Jon Lee! I find it amazing because i could clearly remember my junior asking me to church and 3 years later.. this is the church i've decided to settle and furthur pursue God's words in. =) Praise the Lord. Time really flies.. so fast and my junior is Sec 4.. hah apparantly didnt recognise me at a glance caused i seem to changed quite a bit since sec school. =) Anyway, if you dont see the pt in this post. i told u it was just random amazement =p
On the other hand, i suddenly thought about my cousin's heartwarming sms on Easter night.. He said this is the day a year ago that i accepted Christ.. if u wonder why i feel its so heartwarming.. its because i know ahead his road to guard his faith is going to be very hard and i really want to pray that he would not backslide in the midst. If you really wonder why its hard.. i can only say.. he has a same situation as Syahir =) *elaborate nxt time*
keep him in prayers =)
Status.. completed A Case for Easter.. in to reading Enjoying Your walk with God...
thanks ahyi for the recommendation.. =)
Randomly saw my junior's blog.. suddenly remember something that i felt it was really amusing. Jon Lee was my sec 1 class (as in i was Sec 4 councillor and he was my Sec 1 class).. hah.. thinking back he had a cute noisy class.. with *hmm* vaguely remember this guy who i had to use a lollipop to make him try not to cry (always wonder what happened if he saw me now since he's like sec 4 now).. Anyway, Jon Lee was one of the more prominant student that i could remember (to tell u the truth i really cant remember many of them).. heh.. and i remember him because he added me to MSN and quite a few times invite me to his church.. though as a 16 year old person having O levels.. not wanting to defy my parents orders.. i didnt go and also rejecting quite a few times =X Now, three years later, i was church hopping and when i stepped into covenant i met Syahir and Jon Lee! I find it amazing because i could clearly remember my junior asking me to church and 3 years later.. this is the church i've decided to settle and furthur pursue God's words in. =) Praise the Lord. Time really flies.. so fast and my junior is Sec 4.. hah apparantly didnt recognise me at a glance caused i seem to changed quite a bit since sec school. =) Anyway, if you dont see the pt in this post. i told u it was just random amazement =p
On the other hand, i suddenly thought about my cousin's heartwarming sms on Easter night.. He said this is the day a year ago that i accepted Christ.. if u wonder why i feel its so heartwarming.. its because i know ahead his road to guard his faith is going to be very hard and i really want to pray that he would not backslide in the midst. If you really wonder why its hard.. i can only say.. he has a same situation as Syahir =) *elaborate nxt time*
keep him in prayers =)
Status.. completed A Case for Easter.. in to reading Enjoying Your walk with God...
thanks ahyi for the recommendation.. =)
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
oh ya.. i had to blog this because i think this is SO crap that i almost "faint"
A 10 year old boy called coca-cola..
cel: hello F&N coca-cola..
boy: hallo i put my $2 into the vending m/c and drink never come out..
cel: okay.. i issue u a refund through a voucher.. give me ur IC no, name and Address..
boy: S97XXXXXX (thats how i know 10 year old)
cel: name?
boy: XXX XXXX
cel: okay address?
boy: i give you already....!! S97XXXXXX
Cel: no... i mean home address...
boy: S97XXXXXX la
cel: ..................... Where.. do .. you.. stay?
boy: Blk XXX Choa Chu Kang
cel: postal code?
boy: blk XXX
celest: *losing patience* u know... Singapore postalCODE?
boy: s'pore XXXXXX
celest: ok.. whats' your door number then?
*this is the most classic ans horx*
boy: my door is brown colour with green gate.....
*wah* almost faint okay...
celest: *takes a deep breathe* okay.. i want the NUMBERS on the door..
boy: 2nd floor ...
celest: okay... *at least we're getting somewhere*... #02-....?
boy: aiyah the one with brown door and green colour gate one
Celest: so u want MR postman to send a letter to your brown and green door..boy.. sending by post so you HAVE to tell me the door number..
boy:orh. you send to CCK primary can?
celeste: so you want your PRINCIPAL to receive your refund voucher for you??
boy: oh.. then think send to my house can already.
celeste: so the door number is?
boy:...............................
cel: ................................................................. *dang*
A 10 year old boy called coca-cola..
cel: hello F&N coca-cola..
boy: hallo i put my $2 into the vending m/c and drink never come out..
cel: okay.. i issue u a refund through a voucher.. give me ur IC no, name and Address..
boy: S97XXXXXX (thats how i know 10 year old)
cel: name?
boy: XXX XXXX
cel: okay address?
boy: i give you already....!! S97XXXXXX
Cel: no... i mean home address...
boy: S97XXXXXX la
cel: ..................... Where.. do .. you.. stay?
boy: Blk XXX Choa Chu Kang
cel: postal code?
boy: blk XXX
celest: *losing patience* u know... Singapore postalCODE?
boy: s'pore XXXXXX
celest: ok.. whats' your door number then?
*this is the most classic ans horx*
boy: my door is brown colour with green gate.....
*wah* almost faint okay...
celest: *takes a deep breathe* okay.. i want the NUMBERS on the door..
boy: 2nd floor ...
celest: okay... *at least we're getting somewhere*... #02-....?
boy: aiyah the one with brown door and green colour gate one
Celest: so u want MR postman to send a letter to your brown and green door..boy.. sending by post so you HAVE to tell me the door number..
boy:orh. you send to CCK primary can?
celeste: so you want your PRINCIPAL to receive your refund voucher for you??
boy: oh.. then think send to my house can already.
celeste: so the door number is?
boy:...............................
cel: ................................................................. *dang*
Changed blog song again... "Testify to love"
Kinda like the song after listening to it the second time and kept singing it =D
first time i heard was in church during easter service.. didnt really thought much of the song (or maybe i was busy distracted) 2nd time i heard was in Chang Zhi's car on the way home from church. Hmm randomly i thought the song was really Nice.. =) maybe cause this time i was concentrating on the song =) yupyup.. Its reeally nice =D Listen hard and maybe you'll love it too. Life been the same.. just that i now prevent myself from being a total couch potato watching tv from 6.30 to 11.00 minus 8-9 for shower.. wonder how i prevent doing so? heh.. i "lock" myself in my room.. currently in to reading this book 'A Case for Easter' .. pretty interesting =)
.....pondering what future is like.......
Avalon - Testify To Love Lyrics
All the colors of the rainbow
All of voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
That reaches out to find where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation lives to testify
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences when words are not enough
With every breath I take I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the sea
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace
Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come
All the Hope in every heart will speak what love has done
Kinda like the song after listening to it the second time and kept singing it =D
first time i heard was in church during easter service.. didnt really thought much of the song (or maybe i was busy distracted) 2nd time i heard was in Chang Zhi's car on the way home from church. Hmm randomly i thought the song was really Nice.. =) maybe cause this time i was concentrating on the song =) yupyup.. Its reeally nice =D Listen hard and maybe you'll love it too. Life been the same.. just that i now prevent myself from being a total couch potato watching tv from 6.30 to 11.00 minus 8-9 for shower.. wonder how i prevent doing so? heh.. i "lock" myself in my room.. currently in to reading this book 'A Case for Easter' .. pretty interesting =)
.....pondering what future is like.......
Avalon - Testify To Love Lyrics
All the colors of the rainbow
All of voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
That reaches out to find where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation lives to testify
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences when words are not enough
With every breath I take I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the sea
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace
Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come
All the Hope in every heart will speak what love has done
Monday, April 16, 2007
*prayers*
If there's one thing i pledge to do... i pledge to set up a God-centred family.
because its tiring to be growing in a non-christian family..
It becomes so hard to communicate because we have different goals in life..
different visions in life.. different thoughts...
and I eagerly wanting you to feel the way i feel...
................................... too many things about the future that seem so uncertain..
i'm still waiting in His silence...
growing tired of waiting..
sometimes we just feel so drained dont we..
Trust on... push on....
pray on......
should i join idt? should i fear what lies ahead? should i wonder where i would be? should i stop pushing my commitments too far? should i?
haix. pray.
Anyway, thank God for CG.. =)
i feel blessed in one..
because its tiring to be growing in a non-christian family..
It becomes so hard to communicate because we have different goals in life..
different visions in life.. different thoughts...
and I eagerly wanting you to feel the way i feel...
................................... too many things about the future that seem so uncertain..
i'm still waiting in His silence...
growing tired of waiting..
sometimes we just feel so drained dont we..
Trust on... push on....
pray on......
should i join idt? should i fear what lies ahead? should i wonder where i would be? should i stop pushing my commitments too far? should i?
haix. pray.
Anyway, thank God for CG.. =)
i feel blessed in one..
Friday, April 13, 2007
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VtOh-8zEUqA
nice video i thought. love it.. =D someday shall change to my blog song.
my heart is thumping with anticipation to see how God work in you..!
i know He is speaking to you...
i just know it. Thank GOD. Praise Him..
*celeste is excited because of God's work*
do u know how i feel? i see it.. dont reject it.. dont succumb to spiritual blindness.. embrace it..
seek it.. and you'll get it... PRAISE THE LORD..
~ celeste signs out.. eating her 2nd bowl of porridge her colleague cooked *gulped*, filled with anticipation ... and bored at work because the phone server is down...
nice video i thought. love it.. =D someday shall change to my blog song.
my heart is thumping with anticipation to see how God work in you..!
i know He is speaking to you...
i just know it. Thank GOD. Praise Him..
*celeste is excited because of God's work*
do u know how i feel? i see it.. dont reject it.. dont succumb to spiritual blindness.. embrace it..
seek it.. and you'll get it... PRAISE THE LORD..
~ celeste signs out.. eating her 2nd bowl of porridge her colleague cooked *gulped*, filled with anticipation ... and bored at work because the phone server is down...
Phew.. blog about my leave..
i slept till 12... very happy =D.. because i dont usually get to sleep till so late.. even on weekends!! Although sadly i was up till very late last night.. yesh.. doing stuff for my fartty fartty dad. dang. through that i realised something.. that i had the capability of doing QT that i'm just not doing so.. if i could copy 30 odd quotes in 4 hours.. why cant i spend time reading the bible? right? boils down to i'm slack! That aside.. let me dedicate my well wishes to soon leng.. the last turtle to go into army (lolx sound familiar huh)....yep. went out for short tea and chit chat session plus giving him some of our wellwishes and dumb pics... ha.. kind of sensed the "yi yi bu se" feeling...dont know why felt the sense of sadness sending my last friend into army.. yes it marks the end of something somehow.. its going to be a new life ahead for everyone. a change in our lifestyle to a certain extent. Such great uncertainties in the future make one queasy all over.. embrace it with faith, hope, love, joy and anticiaption.. and trust in the Lord.. *sighs* i dont know how to describe this feeling.. but yet i know i am in no position to comment.. i'm not the one going into army.. but i guess i'm starting to fear for my own future... okay. *snap* this is supposed to be a dedication to soon leng and those already in there. remember no doubt things is going to change tremendously.. we may meet new friends in uni or risk drifting apart.. but still to all my friends.. you'll be dearly missed and i'll make sure i'll keep the friendship.. 10 years or even 2 years down the road things may not be the same.. but i'll pledge to make sure.. this friendship would still last.. =) so.. fret not and embrace army life..
these aside... i also got a new resolution
1) buy a book to read for QT
reason: i'm not doing regular QTs... as a result i dont pray daily.. YA! its not healthy! and i'm determined to change this... *determine*
2) Get a book to clog my QT/reflections/ prayers
reason: *same as above* plus i know i have things to pray about but i'm not doing sO!
3) Find a ministry to serve in....
i'm a little lost in this.. hoping to find a ministry to settle in.... may God guide me...
currently thinking about sunbeam or outreach ministry.. *thinks*
i slept till 12... very happy =D.. because i dont usually get to sleep till so late.. even on weekends!! Although sadly i was up till very late last night.. yesh.. doing stuff for my fartty fartty dad. dang. through that i realised something.. that i had the capability of doing QT that i'm just not doing so.. if i could copy 30 odd quotes in 4 hours.. why cant i spend time reading the bible? right? boils down to i'm slack! That aside.. let me dedicate my well wishes to soon leng.. the last turtle to go into army (lolx sound familiar huh)....yep. went out for short tea and chit chat session plus giving him some of our wellwishes and dumb pics... ha.. kind of sensed the "yi yi bu se" feeling...dont know why felt the sense of sadness sending my last friend into army.. yes it marks the end of something somehow.. its going to be a new life ahead for everyone. a change in our lifestyle to a certain extent. Such great uncertainties in the future make one queasy all over.. embrace it with faith, hope, love, joy and anticiaption.. and trust in the Lord.. *sighs* i dont know how to describe this feeling.. but yet i know i am in no position to comment.. i'm not the one going into army.. but i guess i'm starting to fear for my own future... okay. *snap* this is supposed to be a dedication to soon leng and those already in there. remember no doubt things is going to change tremendously.. we may meet new friends in uni or risk drifting apart.. but still to all my friends.. you'll be dearly missed and i'll make sure i'll keep the friendship.. 10 years or even 2 years down the road things may not be the same.. but i'll pledge to make sure.. this friendship would still last.. =) so.. fret not and embrace army life..
these aside... i also got a new resolution
1) buy a book to read for QT
reason: i'm not doing regular QTs... as a result i dont pray daily.. YA! its not healthy! and i'm determined to change this... *determine*
2) Get a book to clog my QT/reflections/ prayers
reason: *same as above* plus i know i have things to pray about but i'm not doing sO!
3) Find a ministry to serve in....
i'm a little lost in this.. hoping to find a ministry to settle in.... may God guide me...
currently thinking about sunbeam or outreach ministry.. *thinks*
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
I WANT TO RANT.......
today is wednesday.. but i am SO BUSY IN OFFICE.. its not only busy its suPER... ALL because they came up with a REALLY dumb policy.. ok.. i shall NOT reveal just in case its trade secrets or some crap. but seriously if you're anyone who had been purchasing our products in cartons and received the letter from my co. .. i AGREE with you. DUMB DECISION.
and its causing so much trouble..
Sometimes i doubt my patience as a customer service officer... imagine hearing ppl rant at you... when you so agree with their rant yet you cant help yet they carry on nagging and scolding..and pretty much hokkien, chinese, english, canto.. whatever language also scold..
imagine i had a hokkien convo using my lousy hokkien to reply the person..
RAH.. these ppl are stressing me for once.. 3 days in a row..
ROAR.. now you know why i need to take leave tomorrow.. because i need a break!
rants........... 5 months working here already!! i think i'm now well trained to hear rants...
yup.. and nags.. and scoldings.. @#$%^&*()
whoo.. good training... i also accidentaly got rolled into their dumb co. politics..
ya.. some departments are seriously... just...... DUMB
being here for so long.. i get to see the internal conflicts and backstabs and departments with high turnover rates due to their supervisors..
indeed i am the longest surviving temp here so far but thats because i'm not in CRAPPY departments who loves to pick problems.. seriously your people turnover rate so high shouldn't u reflect? oh no.. i'm ranting... but still. it pisses me off. but guess this is the "OUTSIDE REALITY WORLD" people talk about.. thats y i say we're super protected in school... thank God that i have a nice sup that allow me to rant at =p
i still have tution later. Gah.. feeling tired today...
and yesterday.. and monday.. =p
pray for strength!!!
** on a side note... *gulp* they revamped the cafeteria.. now there is more food and even snacks.. this is making me eat more.. ya.. gosh.. =X *guilty* yet.. still eating.. haha.. i'm not someone to stop eating cos i'm fat.. =p the most i exercise.. ah.. i went to run and stamina dropped!! 3km in 20 minutes.. gah.. damn slow.. =X**
chewing on a bread... celestine signs out.. =p
sometimes i wonder why chiong so much...
today is wednesday.. but i am SO BUSY IN OFFICE.. its not only busy its suPER... ALL because they came up with a REALLY dumb policy.. ok.. i shall NOT reveal just in case its trade secrets or some crap. but seriously if you're anyone who had been purchasing our products in cartons and received the letter from my co. .. i AGREE with you. DUMB DECISION.
and its causing so much trouble..
Sometimes i doubt my patience as a customer service officer... imagine hearing ppl rant at you... when you so agree with their rant yet you cant help yet they carry on nagging and scolding..and pretty much hokkien, chinese, english, canto.. whatever language also scold..
imagine i had a hokkien convo using my lousy hokkien to reply the person..
RAH.. these ppl are stressing me for once.. 3 days in a row..
ROAR.. now you know why i need to take leave tomorrow.. because i need a break!
rants........... 5 months working here already!! i think i'm now well trained to hear rants...
yup.. and nags.. and scoldings.. @#$%^&*()
whoo.. good training... i also accidentaly got rolled into their dumb co. politics..
ya.. some departments are seriously... just...... DUMB
being here for so long.. i get to see the internal conflicts and backstabs and departments with high turnover rates due to their supervisors..
indeed i am the longest surviving temp here so far but thats because i'm not in CRAPPY departments who loves to pick problems.. seriously your people turnover rate so high shouldn't u reflect? oh no.. i'm ranting... but still. it pisses me off. but guess this is the "OUTSIDE REALITY WORLD" people talk about.. thats y i say we're super protected in school... thank God that i have a nice sup that allow me to rant at =p
i still have tution later. Gah.. feeling tired today...
and yesterday.. and monday.. =p
pray for strength!!!
** on a side note... *gulp* they revamped the cafeteria.. now there is more food and even snacks.. this is making me eat more.. ya.. gosh.. =X *guilty* yet.. still eating.. haha.. i'm not someone to stop eating cos i'm fat.. =p the most i exercise.. ah.. i went to run and stamina dropped!! 3km in 20 minutes.. gah.. damn slow.. =X**
chewing on a bread... celestine signs out.. =p
sometimes i wonder why chiong so much...
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
..MONDAY...
pretty much rather emo... after work had went to meet up with guang yi (last day b4 NS), Soon Leng, Karmun.. while Lishi and Lai Yan couldnt make it! Well... guang yi had a last minute problem because last minute his family wanted to eat together! HIM being HIM suggested the MOST interesting solution.. eat together... and.. thats exactly what we did! together with his ahma, mother,father, aunt, sis, and all of us.. we ALL ate together. So crap. but anyway, since it was his "last special night" we all obliged to his request to do so... After that, Soon Leng and Guangyi came to my house and slack, chit chat and just let guangyi enjoy his"special night"... Started off by letting them watching the "knock it down" video on you tube.. it was really funny (of course from my pt of view).. Yup.. spending the rest of the time looking at our pictures over the past two years.. realising how we had changed from innocent looking to... to... to... *current state* .. yup.. time really passes so fast.. all the way since o2 now seem so ancient. No doubt army life is going to be a whole new phase for both soon leng and guang yi.. it made me wonder whats my future going to be for the nxt two years... I guess things would really seem different without this two guys around.. because both of them does make a difference in my life! hah.. i did wonder what was going through our minds at that time we spent in my room.. i guess we were all thinking about the uncertain future ahead of us.. all fearing/anticipating/dreading/the as what they called "ai -mai" feeling.. No doubt emo-ly i shall proclaim you all will be missed deeply.. that night though we slacked at my house till just in time for the last train.. i guess we all "left" with a very "heavy heart" and wished the night would just go on... esp guang yi must be thinking of that right! yup. its a whole new future... with less time to meet up. BUT i'm sure our friendship would still be strong... gee.. as what my mother told u both.. "thanks for protecting the nation" =p yup.. i concluded as a girl i was in no position to comment about how the guys would feel a day b4 army... the feeling of being pledge with uncertainty of the future ahead... its something that only they can comprehend that feeling.
I guess its even harder because we all spent 4 mths of joy crap laughters hanging out together.. that make the bonds harder to leave... YOU ALL WILL BE MISSED!
meanwhile.. i'm still blessed with the rest of my fartty family girls.. so GLAD to have u all and lucky you all wouldnt have to leave.
yup.. everyone is leaving.. Yin Hou leaving on Tues too. wish him all the best.. God bless.
pretty much rather emo... after work had went to meet up with guang yi (last day b4 NS), Soon Leng, Karmun.. while Lishi and Lai Yan couldnt make it! Well... guang yi had a last minute problem because last minute his family wanted to eat together! HIM being HIM suggested the MOST interesting solution.. eat together... and.. thats exactly what we did! together with his ahma, mother,father, aunt, sis, and all of us.. we ALL ate together. So crap. but anyway, since it was his "last special night" we all obliged to his request to do so... After that, Soon Leng and Guangyi came to my house and slack, chit chat and just let guangyi enjoy his"special night"... Started off by letting them watching the "knock it down" video on you tube.. it was really funny (of course from my pt of view).. Yup.. spending the rest of the time looking at our pictures over the past two years.. realising how we had changed from innocent looking to... to... to... *current state* .. yup.. time really passes so fast.. all the way since o2 now seem so ancient. No doubt army life is going to be a whole new phase for both soon leng and guang yi.. it made me wonder whats my future going to be for the nxt two years... I guess things would really seem different without this two guys around.. because both of them does make a difference in my life! hah.. i did wonder what was going through our minds at that time we spent in my room.. i guess we were all thinking about the uncertain future ahead of us.. all fearing/anticipating/dreading/the as what they called "ai -mai" feeling.. No doubt emo-ly i shall proclaim you all will be missed deeply.. that night though we slacked at my house till just in time for the last train.. i guess we all "left" with a very "heavy heart" and wished the night would just go on... esp guang yi must be thinking of that right! yup. its a whole new future... with less time to meet up. BUT i'm sure our friendship would still be strong... gee.. as what my mother told u both.. "thanks for protecting the nation" =p yup.. i concluded as a girl i was in no position to comment about how the guys would feel a day b4 army... the feeling of being pledge with uncertainty of the future ahead... its something that only they can comprehend that feeling.
I guess its even harder because we all spent 4 mths of joy crap laughters hanging out together.. that make the bonds harder to leave... YOU ALL WILL BE MISSED!
meanwhile.. i'm still blessed with the rest of my fartty family girls.. so GLAD to have u all and lucky you all wouldnt have to leave.
yup.. everyone is leaving.. Yin Hou leaving on Tues too. wish him all the best.. God bless.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Long weekends... aka meet up weekend.
Such an eventful weekend of catching up and learning...
Thursday night....
met up with my dearest going army buddy... Yin Hou....
went to eat banana leaf near my house... =)
chatting about the good old days and the uncertain future...
yupx... =) still as crappy and lame as ever...
heh.. despite talking about the past... i just really want to praise the Lord..
because through Christ i seen how you changed..
Now that army life is a whole new phase... press on...
I will plan outings (as assumed that i'm the most free)
heh ser, me and him took alot of crap pics together...
as we deem them as "pre-army" pics...
Friday....
Managed to meet up with a few of my sec school friends..
went to tan (finally or else my lack of 4 mths sun will start to show)
dang.. apparantly i went SUPER red afer that..
gee. i miss zi chun! yup.. glad that we got to hung out and still crap like like the good old times despite not meeting up for so long!!!
gah.. i seriously have the crappiest and bullies sec sch friends...
hah as they say the culture in that grp is to bully the ONLY girl rite...
LOL. their classic FARt bombs almost blasted me away... gah..
but still it was nice catching up =)
after that made the effort to travel to IKEA to join my parents there..
yup.. feeling bad that i've not been spending time with them..
therefore decided to join..
*gulp* as a result they took too long there causing me to be late meeting dear meiyi and yin hou... haha..but there WAS a valid reason for being late!!!
wells.. good to meet them up.. esp meiyi since i've not seen her!!
After that we met up with soon leng and went to COVENANT EFC.. yup..
church had some youth service going on. sadly i'm almost over age!
19... the top of the teens... well.. service was kinda so so only..
more of an evangelistic event.. as a result.. i began to think this good friday there's nothing for me to learn.... complacency led to something that struck me .... on easter sunday..
random thoughts:
why do i seem like i had matured so much...
i guess its something only my closer friends are able to tell...
its those ppl who really can see through me.. that is able to tell me that..
so i was pretty surprised when i heard the comment...
bu kui is 7 years friend..
*mmm*.... aiyahs. bu xiang zhang da...
does maturity comes with losing happy-go-lucky? *thinks*
Saturday
Usual routine.. waking up early as usual.
i'm now proud to say from mon to sun for the past few months i had not slept till cross 10 plus am at all!!!
sighx.. tutioNS as usual with me running from bp to boon lay and back to bp.
=D but still all my tution kids are pretty cutesy.. and NOISY...
after tat was supposed to go and meet some councillors at Sentosa (AGAIN for e 2nd day!!)
b4 i could step out of the house.. it poured... POURED! so no more pt in gg there!
so me being ME took e laptop and started slacking on the bed beside my mum who's sleeping (oops so slack.. now those ppl at sentosa is so gg to scold me)
haha... well.. so anyway, i only went for dinner..
*happy* got to meet up with alot of people..
to fel, mabel, lishi, karmun, laiyan.... thanks for the laughing spree.. darn.. i think i was a little high that day.. but it was really funny for the jokes (not funny ones we cracked) yet laughed over
to yi xin... glad u made it.. of course since we stay so near i meet u rather frequent still. =) u keep me sane ...
to seph,mj,ward.. heh.. dota gang la.. didnt change as usual. LOlx. great meeting anywayx!
to tecky .. LOL thanks for the journey back home on 963! got to get a better insight on army life from him =)
to soon leng and gy.. see later posts =p..
to hugang and alvin.. great to meet up too!!! =D
*enjoyed my day*............ blessed with friends and laughters...
Sunday....
*God taught me on Easter Day*
Blessed Easter...
1 work to describe Easter morning.. - - - disappointed...
it took me a while to shake away the disappointment.. it reminded me.. i am doubting Him again.. i'm doubting His plans, His ways His actions His movement... eager to see my own plans to be fulfilled in my way... one word to describe myself... SELFISH...
Now i realised the Easter sermon was speaking to me and not to evangelise ..
sermon titled " i just want to be happy"..
so evidently i just wanted easter to be my way..
just ignoring wad God had in store...
yup.. disappointed that God only grant 1/4 of my prayers
(though 3/4 was answered in another way)
yup.. thats right.. maybe i didnt pray enough.. just ask myself.. how many nights i skipped praying for the people in my bible? *thinks*.. God is teaching me ......
Sermon was on spiritual blindness...
ask urself .. are u blinded from the truth?
In chapter of John.. "Jesus wept"..
Because he sees us blinded from the truth.. because he so desprately wants us to see the truth.. yet we fail to.. you may be thinking .. since He is God cant he just make us see the truth..
because the devil deludes us.. causing us to not SEEK Him
All you need to say is to ASK and SeEK him
KJV: Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: Matt 7:7
Ask and Seek and Knock and HE will guide and bless you in your faith..
His door would be wide open for us.. its whether we choose to walk to that gate
dont let yourself be confined to such blindness...
side note... glad my sis went for service..
realised the world is so small.. my ACGL is her sec 1 classmate..
anyway, Ruth is going away for 2 mths.. Pray for her =D
*trust God that He has plans for the 3 person i carry on praying for..*
Thursday night....
met up with my dearest going army buddy... Yin Hou....
went to eat banana leaf near my house... =)
chatting about the good old days and the uncertain future...
yupx... =) still as crappy and lame as ever...
heh.. despite talking about the past... i just really want to praise the Lord..
because through Christ i seen how you changed..
Now that army life is a whole new phase... press on...
I will plan outings (as assumed that i'm the most free)
heh ser, me and him took alot of crap pics together...
as we deem them as "pre-army" pics...
Friday....
Managed to meet up with a few of my sec school friends..
went to tan (finally or else my lack of 4 mths sun will start to show)
dang.. apparantly i went SUPER red afer that..
gee. i miss zi chun! yup.. glad that we got to hung out and still crap like like the good old times despite not meeting up for so long!!!
gah.. i seriously have the crappiest and bullies sec sch friends...
hah as they say the culture in that grp is to bully the ONLY girl rite...
LOL. their classic FARt bombs almost blasted me away... gah..
but still it was nice catching up =)
after that made the effort to travel to IKEA to join my parents there..
yup.. feeling bad that i've not been spending time with them..
therefore decided to join..
*gulp* as a result they took too long there causing me to be late meeting dear meiyi and yin hou... haha..but there WAS a valid reason for being late!!!
wells.. good to meet them up.. esp meiyi since i've not seen her!!
After that we met up with soon leng and went to COVENANT EFC.. yup..
church had some youth service going on. sadly i'm almost over age!
19... the top of the teens... well.. service was kinda so so only..
more of an evangelistic event.. as a result.. i began to think this good friday there's nothing for me to learn.... complacency led to something that struck me .... on easter sunday..
random thoughts:
why do i seem like i had matured so much...
i guess its something only my closer friends are able to tell...
its those ppl who really can see through me.. that is able to tell me that..
so i was pretty surprised when i heard the comment...
bu kui is 7 years friend..
*mmm*.... aiyahs. bu xiang zhang da...
does maturity comes with losing happy-go-lucky? *thinks*
Saturday
Usual routine.. waking up early as usual.
i'm now proud to say from mon to sun for the past few months i had not slept till cross 10 plus am at all!!!
sighx.. tutioNS as usual with me running from bp to boon lay and back to bp.
=D but still all my tution kids are pretty cutesy.. and NOISY...
after tat was supposed to go and meet some councillors at Sentosa (AGAIN for e 2nd day!!)
b4 i could step out of the house.. it poured... POURED! so no more pt in gg there!
so me being ME took e laptop and started slacking on the bed beside my mum who's sleeping (oops so slack.. now those ppl at sentosa is so gg to scold me)
haha... well.. so anyway, i only went for dinner..
*happy* got to meet up with alot of people..
to fel, mabel, lishi, karmun, laiyan.... thanks for the laughing spree.. darn.. i think i was a little high that day.. but it was really funny for the jokes (not funny ones we cracked) yet laughed over
to yi xin... glad u made it.. of course since we stay so near i meet u rather frequent still. =) u keep me sane ...
to seph,mj,ward.. heh.. dota gang la.. didnt change as usual. LOlx. great meeting anywayx!
to tecky .. LOL thanks for the journey back home on 963! got to get a better insight on army life from him =)
to soon leng and gy.. see later posts =p..
to hugang and alvin.. great to meet up too!!! =D
*enjoyed my day*............ blessed with friends and laughters...
Sunday....
*God taught me on Easter Day*
Blessed Easter...
1 work to describe Easter morning.. - - - disappointed...
it took me a while to shake away the disappointment.. it reminded me.. i am doubting Him again.. i'm doubting His plans, His ways His actions His movement... eager to see my own plans to be fulfilled in my way... one word to describe myself... SELFISH...
Now i realised the Easter sermon was speaking to me and not to evangelise ..
sermon titled " i just want to be happy"..
so evidently i just wanted easter to be my way..
just ignoring wad God had in store...
yup.. disappointed that God only grant 1/4 of my prayers
(though 3/4 was answered in another way)
yup.. thats right.. maybe i didnt pray enough.. just ask myself.. how many nights i skipped praying for the people in my bible? *thinks*.. God is teaching me ......
Sermon was on spiritual blindness...
ask urself .. are u blinded from the truth?
In chapter of John.. "Jesus wept"..
Because he sees us blinded from the truth.. because he so desprately wants us to see the truth.. yet we fail to.. you may be thinking .. since He is God cant he just make us see the truth..
because the devil deludes us.. causing us to not SEEK Him
All you need to say is to ASK and SeEK him
KJV: Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: Matt 7:7
Ask and Seek and Knock and HE will guide and bless you in your faith..
His door would be wide open for us.. its whether we choose to walk to that gate
dont let yourself be confined to such blindness...
side note... glad my sis went for service..
realised the world is so small.. my ACGL is her sec 1 classmate..
anyway, Ruth is going away for 2 mths.. Pray for her =D
*trust God that He has plans for the 3 person i carry on praying for..*
Thursday, April 05, 2007
"THIS IS FOR CELESTE BECAUSE I NEVER REALISED BEFORE THIS HOW MUCH I REALLY MISS YOU. I think this picture was taking last year but anyway it just goes to show how we'll never change it's baby face forever and we are the small people. Aren't I glad you're my small friend! : DHere's to char shao yucky mei yi ai fang pi mei yi zhen mei liInseparable bus ridesand waiting for non-existant buses till the sun don't shine.Go beat your As!I am half tempted to post how's and my doraemon video on youtube but I decided circulation within private circles is bad enough. I've watched it half a dozen times and it's still frikkin funny.HAHAHAHA" ---- adapted from Sunday, September 24, 2006 Mei Yi's blog......
Girl.. i miss u so much. haha.. just a sudden feelings.. =) i really really miss u.. feel like meeting up... but understand that you're busy.. how bout this time i study with you during As.. thanks for all the support those times.. I REALLY REALLY MISS U!!! gah... words cant express.. *hugs* for all the joy and laughter u brought to my life...
Sometimes really make me regret why time past so fast without me catching up with u.. be it didnt make an effort, lazy, tired, busy.. wadeva.. they're sometimes just excuses... hah.. like what yin hou said we're the ones always in our own world.. =X at least i know i'm guilty of that.. now turn back and look suddenly so emo.. LOLx Yin Hou says i emo today.. i think so too. heh.. char shao girl.. meet up! okok i promise to change! i shall set the pact to be the one to ask such ppl out.. ! =X *gulP* .. anyway, Hew Yin HoU! going to miss u when u go army!! hah.. for my buddy since sec sch.. and going to church..!! =) gee.. cannot anyhow fa pi qi horx.. =pQuote from Yin Hou : making friends are not the hardest, keeping them are.
=) i'm glad we managed to keep it... now we have to work on sim mei mei! =p
=) i'm glad we managed to keep it... now we have to work on sim mei mei! =p
Monday, April 02, 2007
Sunday!!! April FOOL's day...
I love Sunday.. but i'm guilty to say.. i'm pretty much a Sunday christian..
I DONT WANT IT THIS WAY...
anyway, i had a fruitful usual 4 hours at church.. =)
really blessed by the message.. this wk esp blessed by CG...
Today's CG was a video watching session about RELATIONSHIPS.
yes... the thing that all teens want and desire for...
the thing that makes teens wonder who and when is THE ONE coming..
i learnt something really amazing today..
it makes me question my priorities...
my stand on relationship: God will bless me with THE ONE so i just have to wait.
LOL little did i realise this is not the right thinking...
through the 1st part of the sermon.. i was still blurly think THE ONE as that special someone...
Until 1/2 way through the sermon.. the pastor said THE ONE is GOD...
THE ONE IS GOD!!!
this sank in to me... it made me think..
How can the one be your soulmate?? if you put that person first.. where do you rank God at? 2nd ? so God is no longer... THE 1?
goodness.. this sermon spoke to me... straight to me... and woke me up... YES no longer i seek and wait for that ONE i thought would satisfy me...
instead i should SEEK GOD AS THE ONE!!!
its only when i feel satisfied in what GOD gives me when i seek him as THE ONE that i would feel satisfied with all the Love God had given.. no longer would i feel that i lack of love, or sense of lonliness and have already a maximum satisfaction...
Indeed at this point of time, i would no longer have any high expectations of my soulmate.. but instead as i seek God as the ONE he would make me like Him and prepare me to meet the TWO... at this point .. i would be the giver in the relationship and no longer the one with high "expectations"...
Praise the Lord i now have different insights of relationship...
this leads me to remember years ago when someone asked me how do i rank my priorities...
It was in Sec sch.. deep inside i didn't rank God first..
i ranked relationships higher...
thats all wrong.. now i truely understand the meaning of God's plan for us in relationships....
Praise the LORD i thank my CG...
Easter Sunday is coming... pray pray pray....
hah.. side track.. met my fartty family for lunch today...
mission: trick soon leng for april fool...
details: ask him what happened
Conclusion... i know you would blame me righttttt =p
I DONT WANT IT THIS WAY...
anyway, i had a fruitful usual 4 hours at church.. =)
really blessed by the message.. this wk esp blessed by CG...
Today's CG was a video watching session about RELATIONSHIPS.
yes... the thing that all teens want and desire for...
the thing that makes teens wonder who and when is THE ONE coming..
i learnt something really amazing today..
it makes me question my priorities...
my stand on relationship: God will bless me with THE ONE so i just have to wait.
LOL little did i realise this is not the right thinking...
through the 1st part of the sermon.. i was still blurly think THE ONE as that special someone...
Until 1/2 way through the sermon.. the pastor said THE ONE is GOD...
THE ONE IS GOD!!!
this sank in to me... it made me think..
How can the one be your soulmate?? if you put that person first.. where do you rank God at? 2nd ? so God is no longer... THE 1?
goodness.. this sermon spoke to me... straight to me... and woke me up... YES no longer i seek and wait for that ONE i thought would satisfy me...
instead i should SEEK GOD AS THE ONE!!!
its only when i feel satisfied in what GOD gives me when i seek him as THE ONE that i would feel satisfied with all the Love God had given.. no longer would i feel that i lack of love, or sense of lonliness and have already a maximum satisfaction...
Indeed at this point of time, i would no longer have any high expectations of my soulmate.. but instead as i seek God as the ONE he would make me like Him and prepare me to meet the TWO... at this point .. i would be the giver in the relationship and no longer the one with high "expectations"...
Praise the Lord i now have different insights of relationship...
this leads me to remember years ago when someone asked me how do i rank my priorities...
It was in Sec sch.. deep inside i didn't rank God first..
i ranked relationships higher...
thats all wrong.. now i truely understand the meaning of God's plan for us in relationships....
Praise the LORD i thank my CG...
Easter Sunday is coming... pray pray pray....
hah.. side track.. met my fartty family for lunch today...
mission: trick soon leng for april fool...
details: ask him what happened
Conclusion... i know you would blame me righttttt =p
Let the heaven Rejoice..
Heard this song at church... i think its really nice catchy song... i LOvE it =)
Cant find the mp3 =( boo.. but just enjoy the lyrics... nxt time i sing for u all..
LET THE HEAVENS REJOICE
Chorus:
G C G
Let the heavens rejoice and the earth be glad
Em C D7
Let the seas resound with a mighty roar
G C G
Let the trees of the forest clap their hands
Am C D G
Let the earth be filled with the glory of the
Lord
Verse 1:
F C D G
All of creation is boldly proclaiming
Am G D
The wonderful things He has done
F C D G
Let's join with all nations in one declaration
Am G D
Proclaiming the goodness of God
Verse 2:
F C D G
The heavens above are declaring His
splendor
Am G D
His power cannot be denied
F C D G
For all of creation is loudly confessing
Am G D
That Jesus, our Lord, is alive
Praise the LORD! =)
*gah* i want to learn guitar... so i can play this !! =)
www.believermusic.com
found the place to learn lerx but no time!!!! =(
Cant find the mp3 =( boo.. but just enjoy the lyrics... nxt time i sing for u all..
LET THE HEAVENS REJOICE
Chorus:
G C G
Let the heavens rejoice and the earth be glad
Em C D7
Let the seas resound with a mighty roar
G C G
Let the trees of the forest clap their hands
Am C D G
Let the earth be filled with the glory of the
Lord
Verse 1:
F C D G
All of creation is boldly proclaiming
Am G D
The wonderful things He has done
F C D G
Let's join with all nations in one declaration
Am G D
Proclaiming the goodness of God
Verse 2:
F C D G
The heavens above are declaring His
splendor
Am G D
His power cannot be denied
F C D G
For all of creation is loudly confessing
Am G D
That Jesus, our Lord, is alive
Praise the LORD! =)
*gah* i want to learn guitar... so i can play this !! =)
www.believermusic.com
found the place to learn lerx but no time!!!! =(
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