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It has been more of a tiring day than emo day or maybe a mixed emo day due to my tiredness.. I had SUCH A TIRED DAY. Had joy giving my present to my kids. I gave a lollipop, a marble and a pen... yes... i said.. sweets to perk your day, marble to reflect your true self.. =X you know.. marble=can reflect.. I had such a busy week with so little time to prepare for yt's presents.. felt really bad about it though. To all those people who tried to sms/talk/"date" me out this week... sorry for just ignoring.. SO TIRED but LOOKING forward to MONDAY holiday =)) Yes.. yah ting left... the reality takes time to set in... was pretty gloomy today its the mixture of shack and emo.. mm.. i know i'm not the kind that will cry.. but the kind that will stone and stare blank and not feel like talking to anyone.. so SORRY To the ppl i ignored as much as i tried to talk esp the cg girls who i suddenly said i feel like gg home instead of supper.. yt..i'm feeling spiritually weak already..!!! HOW!! the devil is at work. THANK GOD for lollipops as i randomly felt so much better after one on the way hm =.= its a mind thing or maybe the contents in it? haha... THANK GOD that for fartty soon leng dad too who CALLED me and WOKE me up when i was SLEEPING on the bus.. =p okay.. thanks because you managed to literally survived listening ALL my crap on the way walking home.. i assure you that its crap because it =)is words of a tired sleepy emo pms person. haha.. and i'm told to blog this.. a random poem i made on the phone. =.= " the moon is so round toDAY, the werewolves come out to plAY, ..... slAY, ......dAY, ....clAY" yes my attempt to be a poet. the moon was really round and nice =D okay u managed to cheer me up by listening to my MANDRIAN "joke" and craps.

Yah Ting.. i am already missing you....

My friend, to you I bid goodbye

My friend, to you I bid goodbye
To the friendship that brought me sky
The year has been swell
As if coming from a wishing well
But as all things do
I have to bid adieu
How it pains me to
But there's nothing I can do
Thank you for the memories
The laughter and the tears
They'll linger in my heart
As if we never part
When we meet again
May it be full of blessings in the rain
Yet for now all that I can say
Is to God for you I'll pray

Thank GOD for Yah Ting.. this few months we met had just been God's blessing to me. I read the letter you wrote to me.. makes me feel even more emo this wk... Though part of me wished you would be there to do all the things together with me, but i know GOD has greater plans in stall for us. I cant help but to feel more spiritually vulnerable to see you leave...

Just really hate getting reliant.. because its hard to let go... GOD points straight to my heart and says.. empty those burdens and reliance on man. Let GOD carry them..

Leave with a happy heart this Friday... Let GOD take control of the uncertainties ahead and those you left behind.. Trust in Him and pray..

i didnt know i would feel this way... but as the day starts to come nearer, i start to get kinda emo.. just want to tell you.. You will be missed....

Praise the Lord

I was talking to one of my P6 student on MSN... felt really encouraged at what i heard. Thank God i really feel what plans you have for me. GOD i am encouraged.. i just really want to share....

-Harvin--God we're all in this together! says:

but its not realli abt the church mah...its heart

Harvin--God we're all in this together! says:

i inviting my friends to church, but all de siao me, i know i veri bad and stuff,but i growing de, but heck them arh, if they know about our awesome god i happy liao

-Harvin--God we're all in this together! says:

my brother, he christian for a few years, than i see he veri good, i say how come he liddat, he say jesus, than i like huh huh,than he show me 1 movie,passion of the christ,i cry sia,than i ask him bring me church,than i cry again than i realise about god about what his done for us, i got touched and convert. (parental objections- i kena beating until blood ,he oso beaten till blood but more worst, his nose bleed, his skin 2, than after the beating, we laugh about it, coz the truth was, IT DIDN'T HURT AT ALL,praise god, it hurt a little onli, its amazing what little faith can do to you, where did u think i got the C scar on my face.

--Harvin--God we're all in this together! says:

just wanna say agains its great to have a christian teacher!!!

Shared this convo because i felt it would really speak to many of us. I am glad God let me see such faith and courage (which is often lost along the way in our spiritual journey)..... This child like faith that we lost along the way should be re-kindled. Just how my student converted, spread the gospel despite setbacks, face objections yet press on with faith really spoke to me to reflect about how we should press on in faith =) THANK GOD. I am encouraged. There is no doubt i found my calling in teaching.. such child makes it worth..

Harvin... i shared your convo because i felt it was touching.. haha.. on the teacher note.. please brush up your english!! and study hard =p GOD will provide and bless...

Happy birthdayS

Happy Birthday Yeu Ai, Chang Zhi, Guang Yi and Sister =D

Been a rush two days which ended with a great CG Mooncake celebration aka yah ting's leaving aka Chang Zhi's birthday surprise at west coast park. =D Had a great time planning and had a great time there too. Praise the Lord.. that this brother of mine was pleasantly surprised by our well hidden plan...=) The only down side its i kept sneezing.. like feeling a bit "pathetic" now since i seem to look like i'm crying while teaching cos i have a literally RUNNING nose.. Feeling guilty that through the busy day i spend doing other things,i did not have time to grab my sister's present for her birthday...!!!! :'( but.. i told her GOOD things need to wait.. hahaha...

Yeu Ai : MIA MIA MIA!! =X happy bday.. though we stay in the same condo we almost nevER get to meet. MIA!

Chang Zhi: The CG loves you!! now the standard set until so high.. kindly please plan the next one! hahaha =p THANK GOD you had fun.. =)

Guang Yi: erm.. guilty guilty.. i forgot to wish you since i was so tired after getting back so late and trying to rush to celebrate my sis b'day. CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT!!! At least we celebrated earlier ;) WEAR THE RED *ahem* we gave!! will ask shao wei to spot check =X

Yah ting..... =( time flies.. 1 more week only .. you'll always be God's greatest blessings to me. Though i really can sense a wonderful plan He has for you and me ahead. *hugs*

random

I learnt something in school today..

P3 u grade class

me: what are you doing.. did you just fight with your friend?

malay boy: No i never....

malay boy's friend..: Fasting month cannot lie! God will scold you..

malay boy: ermm..ya i was but he whack me first!

p6 ugrade class maths

me: did you do this on your own or did you copy my answers when i went through..

Malay boy: no.. i did it myself.. really... Fasting month cannot lie.

me: THen tell me why ALL The answers is exactly the same step as what i did. *glares*

malay boy: really.. never copy...

me: you said fasting month cannot lie... so DID YOU COPY?

malay boy: erm... ya...just a bit..

conclusion: fasting month cannot lie =.= though i dont understand why they all say only FASTING month cannot lie... and they're really pretty scared of doing so!!

God, i pray for patience

How to relieve stress (originally me version)

1) Pray that GOD grant me patience and strength.

2) Take deep breaths in and out and glup my water

3) Eat chocolates (apparantly thats why i have a bunch under my table)

4) Suck lollipops (sadly i ran out of them at home and sch =.= only to find this yogurt flavour one which mmm... doesnt really help!!)

5) Crap with someone (and i mean talk everything else except my stress)

6) Smile because you make a difference =D

I am STRESSED these days... GOD teach me patience...Losing control of your emotions is the last thing a teacher should do =D

This is what the teacher said about my P3 u grade class

"its a challenge" ,"Unique" class, Its..different from normal.

there was no solution to my problem...

am i really going to survive the next few weeks of daily challenge!!

I take it, GOD please guide me...*patience* =D

End of Hols.

I feel like a student who's hols had came to an end.

The difference is... i'm the teacher. =X

I cant believe this week is gone so soon!

10 weeks ahead of lessons preparations.... and duty and motivation.

God guide and lead me on....

*i cant believe i'm doing things so last min this Sunday...*

Teachers record book

Edit fraction worksheet

plan next week lessons

Check out band about camp

Check out what to practice for children day.....

..................... GOD bless my 10 weeks please =D

*Thank GOD that he led di to church today....*

Holiday Week

No doubt about it, a fruitful and slack holiday week =D with of course many amazing meet up sessions =D

Mon: Cleared BT evaluation!! =)

Tuesday: Met up with Su Xian *cheers* / Met Alexius and Yah Ting and watched Hairspray. I felt that it was a rather OK movie but you should ask some reviews from Alexius. (hahahaah)

Wednesday: Met up with Eugene for lunch. Though he was late and i had to leave early to school so we barely got time to chat much!!! hahaha... Finally a day that i can justify my holiday pay because i actually went back to Zhenghua to give my dearest two P6 student extra remedial and to spend my THREE hours in band. Blessing of the day is that i had found a tuner to tune my guitar *yeah* =D

Thursday: Lazy Thursday today =D Slept all the way until AFTERnoon before i met up with Yixin for a late lunch. Almost forgot that i had tution today! luckily i remembered =D

Friday: LONG DAY!! Woke up to reach zh at 7 so as to reach expo by 8 for the teachers mass lecture. GOSH! really MASS lecture. There was about 10 teachers per pri/sec/jc =X i actually met Mr Chin (who had a =O reaction seeing me there) and Mr Tan Boon Kiong (equally shock) After mass lecture, i met up with Jonathan Lee for lunch, sneaked back home for a rest before meeting up with the CG girls for bible study =D

To all the ppl i met up....

Su Xian: One of the best person i met up this wk. I really miss you around. Glad we went on that food eating session not thinking about the diet part. haha.. we ate SO much!! Just love laughing and crapping like that. Like you said we had not been meeting up like just the two of us for SO long and i pledged at least maybe once a month since we have tuesdays free ? =D *hugs*

Alexius: I'm sure you didnt enjoy the movie because you were sleeping!!! haha...

Yah Ting: Times like this are so precious because you're leaving so soon. I'm already missing you... HOW! You should get me someone =X but you're still irreplaceable ;)

Eugene: Dont worry about being late =pP we can always catch up other times. I will pray that your medical clears as soon as possible and your career will be back on track okay? Even if it fails, dont take it too hard... =D

Yixin: Without meeting you that day, i would had skipped lunch out of laziness to walk out of my house =X God has laid a burden in my heart that i want to share with you.. after i listen to what He has to say to me =D

Jon Lee: SO guilty to make you wait for so long... haha some issues back at expo while trying to share a cab back with the rest of the teachers that took me so long =X SO SORRY!!! It was definitely great to catch up and chat about our lives (ahem Syahir where are you..) =D Like i said you must had left a deeper impression since of your batch i can only rmb you! Work hard for your O's =D I still like the fact that you have a goal you're working towards! lets' catch up again when time allows =D oh yea add this add instead - - - - > faithplushope@hotmail.com

(p.s... NiC!! i found out you gave me Jon's no. wrongly that day =p)

CG Girls: Haha...bible study at town is not a good idea!! Getting distracted by mooncakes and shoes =X Anyway, today's BS made me clearly realise that God wants me to do something.. something that i have to prepare and arm myself with knowledge and prayer before i embark on it... that i should learnt to stand up and "fight" it and not just "hide" it.. I will read up and pray and go out and fight =D Thanks girls. I'm quite "excited" about CG's upcoming outing!!!

i love my holidays =D

Thank GOD

Something my friend did for me =D touched... thanks!!!

Once again its been meet-my-friends week... been a great week =D will update in detail nxt time =D Thank God for friends

Happy Teachers Day

Teachers Day was a great inspiring day =) Had lots to share but currently feeling lazy.. Had quite a few presents from my students but ironically i love the present from the school the most. It was an inspiring book on "why teach" compiled by teachers in zh. =) I'll lend you to read if you want! =D Teachers Day dinner at Marina Mandrain was also an interesting one =D the teachers were totally different from usual that time! well.. interesting experience since in was my first time attending such!

Saturday: Finally got to meet my "fartty fam".. =D It was definitely a great time having to catch up with them. Although some were missing (basically it was only "ah yi" who was not present) haha.. but i realised that we were the celebrate "Valentine day" together grp =p Great to see "biao ge" who i havent caught up in months? haha.. Eating and chilling out together was definitely great. Press on!!!

Sunday: Spent my quality family time and definitely satisfied with it =D Its been long since my family went out together (since my sis was like overseas over the past mths ) Went to catch Rush Hour 3 together and later went to this korean restaurant to eat dinner (supposed to celebrate my mum's belated birthday) =D Its been a blessing to be able to spent some time with my family.

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING =D

I love my hols!! =D

smile....

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