TimE to thiNK

WeLL.. weLL... its time to start thinking about manY issues i'Ve chucked aside for the Hols so as to concentrate on my studies~. heh.. well.. sO many of them.. mymy.. where should i start. Firstly.. to serxing meiyi sam... meet up sOon k?... to Jun Hao,Jin Hui,JiaMin,SuXian,bballers..bp councillor.. miss u all.. to ZiChun whom i met during the hoLS. heh mISs your crap totally..!! yup! u made me say take photo in hokkien before u would take picture with me!! which u know my hokkien suckEd so i didnt get to take that pic with u =( heh.. meet up soOn i hopE! to jin Hui and lala whose birthday is coming..meet~! yup.. to 106,204,304,404... miss them too. TO heW yiN hou~ thanks for the short chat on msN.yup.blessed blessed blessed to know you. to edison di~ u disappEareD! to 05s12.. lets strive hard.. to ppl like Shirley,Yi Han,Gim,felicia, norman,zhanyue,ivan fiq... sorry for the ps here and there! lets strive hard for excel day!!!yupyup. thats for all the ppl i missed loads. phew..just chatted with this friend of mine.. =( felt a little sad.. brings back memories..i remember the times where the fear of when might be the day we lose u.. whether the toilet break might hurt u,whether u walk along the road and ... whether u do the things we worry about at home.. whether the nxt day we wake up and u'll be gone.. whether the nxt pe lesson u feel faint again.. whether u would hurt yourself when we aren't around.. whether your chinese grades would pull u down..yup.all those worries.. the chat with u.. made me felt.. maybe one day u'll no longer remember us..i didnt dare to ask what exactly happened.. but.. u told me your memory is failing.. i pray everything is all right.. i pray that the decision we make in the past was right.. i pray that u would not blame us for telling ur mum..its just the fear we had that made us do that.. mm.. i really hope u donot do the things u do still.. i still have that poem u sent us.. i wonder if u still remember.. anyway no matter what.. we'll always be here.. no matter what..! mm.. raine.. been long since i chat to her..wonder how is she too.. yupyuP! i thought of mingxuan recently too. when are we going to visit his grave =X no one is free to go now.. but i must always proclaim.. you're still always in our hearts on my mind =D and i know you're safe in God's hanDs! *yup..you're NOT forgotten* thats y i say.. now its thE tiME TO THINK! mm.. so many things.. well.. aha! i just had a lunch outing with JohN bUdDy cos guang was not free! heh.. we chaT alORT..but something u said spark my thinking about..somETHING. oh well anyway.. John 67% and growing..GO GO! =D heh.. yupyup.. its really nice havent a bunch of very good buddies like them.. LOL. can chat and cheer me up. i used to have zi chun and edi to crap last time. but they all seem busy now! ah.. yup.. theres still the forbidden issues i refuse to think about.. i mean..maybe its refuse to think bout it.. or i'm just being me.. i know running away is noRt a solution as my Biao jie will say.. but.. =X argh.. if i think of one i have to think of the other~ these two issues seemed link... ha.. i dont know.. i only can say.. i'm onE confused girl in that area.. suPer big dilema myself.. so.. how? =X God enlighten me. EnLighTen mE! heh.. but... i do have some contentions...somehow.. i feel.. we have the same character.. but doesnt that make me not ready for one? lol. i thought i concluded that i wasnt ready. because of my character noW!! now 2 of the same character might be worst? but den again.. two of DIFFERENT character is disastrous.. *as proven* ... LOL. Celeste.. Gives up.. time to think? bullshit la.. heh.. exam ended! curses excel day though.. sigh.. but oh well... TOMORROW GOING OUT WITH LUNCH BUDDIES =D sunday going out with pro co.. friday investiture practice... wheee.. im sO looking forward to them.. who wants to think *roar*.. celeste... over... and... out... oops.. cant deny i HaVe to think.(sAd ah.. GERMANY AND BRAZIL IS OUT!!! who shall i support now) =pP peoplE watch the match today!!!!!