L.O.V.E.

No.. i didnt jump...

I merely straightened out the circle of thoughts...

to become a line...

Its now a journey.. =)

for GOD.

You dont FALL in love, you LEARN to GROW in LOVE.

SO, here's my opportunity to share this ...

DATE : 21st June 2008. (Saturday)
VENUE : BluJaz Café (Bugis)
TIME: 2.30pm - 5.30pm (Be seated by 2.15pm)
Admission is strictly by ticket only

Tickets price: (ask me) =p
Here is the chance to learn to love and be blessed by this.

This is for everyone (just tag me if ya interested) but esp to

lunch buddies, Fartty fam: I'll definitely invite u personally meanwhile just blk of ur scheduel okaayyy?

Felicia: the whole wkshop just makes me think of you.. so u better be free!

Karmun: no u dont have to bring a boyfriend =p but u can consider bringing 'daddy'

Come and learn and grow in love... =)

...circles...

Finally met up with Fartty daddy today,he brought me to tour Safti.

LOL. its an interesting tour i guess!!

Very thankful because today value added to my reflections.

Just as i related to him about my thoughts about teaching (once again knowing this is probably not the first time i blabber out) He never fails to give me interesting pondering questions. BUT i think the most classic statement...

"Actually you had already long made your decision."

I just kept silent for while and reflected about all that i had just said. Then, the realisation settled in. He was right. Actually i had already decided, probably just taunted by the insecurities of the uncertain future. =) My career is decided...

I want to teach.

i realised my thoughts travelling in circles.

Circle goes round and round and round and it knows no end...

when you come to the edge of a circle, would you carry on going round even when you know thats no end or would you dare to jump of the edge? I cant describe the feeling in words... but using a circle. When you are at that point and you have to make a decision.. What will you do?

just thankful knowing that if i jump GOD will be there to catch =)

.reflections.

A smile made everything seems worthwhile.

Teaching

I was reminded, i made my conviction, i relooked at my passion,

i couldnt imagine myself anywhere else except.. making a difference...

This is what i want to do. placing that smiles where they belong...

"like some pastry/chocolate shop.. some cosy shop that can be a chillout/hideout for ppl and make ppl happy! (childcare centre too)" - - but holding Yah Ting responsible for this little dream too =p

One down.. next... =)

walk by faith not by sight

By Faith Not Sight

Sometimes I'm sad, I know not why
My heart is sore distressed;
It seems the burdens of this world
Have settled on my heart.

And yet I know... I know that God
Who doeth all things right
Will lead me thus to understand
To walk by FAITH...not SIGHT.

And though I may not see the way
He's planned for me to go,
The way seems dark to me just
But oh, I'm sure He knows!

Today He guides my feeble step
Tomorrow's in His right...
He has asked me to never fear...
But walk by FAITH...not SIGHT.

Some day the mists will roll away,
The sun will shine again.
I'll see the beauty in the flowers,
I'll hear the bird's refrain,

And then I'll know my Father's hand
Has led the way to light
Because I placed my hand in His
And walked by FAITH...not SIGHT.

-Ruth A. Morgan

To walk by FAITH and NOT by SIGHT.

Was very enlighten by Sunday's sermon. Within a day GOD showed me i didnt have that much faith that i thought i had.

Shall take the hols to rest and reflect, to grow and to decide, to listen and to obey.

Thankful for all GOD's blessings.

=) thankful for a special long e-mail from faraway land from dearest yah ting...

mmm.. with that mail, i shall ponder about ... my future... =) *thanks*

*reality check*

Where God's will flies,
my feet follow in God's speed,
in God's time.

When God's will calls me on,
I dance into His arms,
I tango with my dreams.

If God's will takes,
I let loose my tight grip,
let loose of what I thought I needed.

How God's will carries,
is in strong arms,
is in sure reason,
is in my interest,
and I have let go.

Its that defeaning silence that can really kill.

I seem to be hearing that same silence i heard a year ago.

God, just what are you trying to tell me...

i secretly think He is shaking and testing my patience and faith again

just as a year ago... trying Hearing God's voice and doing His will.

Alrights... here is why..

i got my letter.

when the initial triumph settles, there is that sense of reality check...

...Random pics...

*complains* This is what happened after school.

Celest: I shall walk down then walk up to go to tution.

Tseruey: Huh? what walk down then walk up.

Celest: I mean i shall walk down then CuT through the park to walk to tution. *serious tone*

Tseruey: *serious tone* did you bring scissors?

Celest: *huh?* why need scissors... what scissors...? *???* *very puzzled*

*lags... one thousand... two thousand.. three thousand*....

celest: TSERUEY!!!!!! *feels like walking far far from her*

LOL. joke of the day.. *scissors* to *CUT through the park*!!!

May i present to you.. the wang wang advertisement.. featuring TSERUEY who *ahem* gave me some lame ending for the day (as above) =p

Anna (with the super act cool look) and Tseruey =p

Erm i was supposed to look disgusted at my unglam nasi lemak.

Power Ranger!!! *brown ranger* =pP haha... Ms SakEeNa...

This is called craziness after a day of work. =)

Metamorphosis

When your heart is stirred, when your mind is filled, when you soul is disturbed what do you pray out to GOD?

"GOD deliever me." No. pray... "GOD.. transform me"..

No one likes adversities, trials or changes in life, i'm beginning to see them in a new light. Stirring in the heart, mind and soul are GOD's tools to transform us.

Stirring and being really tempted to do something, sometimes just lack of the courage to do so.. Sometimes i secretly think these are random surge of "childish thoughts" needed to be curbed by fixing my eyes on Him and to rely on Him. *i think i'm starting to feel the over reliance again* and always when i do so, i find my ups and downs no longer centred upon something that is fixed. *God, let me fixed my eyes on you and rely upon you*

Something that sermon ended with today...

"We see GOD best in the valley, not on the highest mountain"

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Psalms 23:4

Now instead, each time there's stirring, i ask GOD

"What are you trying to tell me GOD? How do you want me to change?"

Explore the idea of metamorphosis. telling a catapillar that its going to be a beautiful butterfly one day. how can it comprehend this? Until the day it see the works of transformation at hand. Our all knowing GOD knows how we are going to be like in the future...and He knows that telling us alone would not enable us to comprehend. We just have hear His voice and act in active obedience and nothing is impossible with GOD.

...term 2 wk 9...

Thank God.. its been a tough week which started of quite rough.

Though many points of blessings by GOD despite the tough times...

Isaiah 41:9-10

You whom i took from the ends of the earth, and from its farthest corners, saying to you "You are my servant, I have chosen you and not cast you off.'

Fear not, for I am with you, be not dismayed, for I am your God, I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand"

... sometimes you just wished you had Godly parents...

... with Godly counsel...

.. or you're straddled between... the first and the fifth commandment..

Lunch Buddy Supper Outing

Sailing buddy came back from Taiwan and so we met for short supper after my IDT =)

Time spent together was never failing funny, crappy and totally destressing. hahaha.. Causing severe "tummy muscle exercise" caused by excessive laughing. *ahhhh.. cannot believe it. they can keep me laughing non-stop with all their stories* Anyway we didnt managed to take too many pictures since none brought camera...!! Here goes the presents..

From left, "Sophie, Xiao long bao, Biagra" =p the GIVER's head is cut off.... LOL

hahahha its super crappy because its sweets that looks like pad,xiao long bao and.. "biAgra" ahem u should know whats that anD obviously WHOSE present it is.

Hahahaa.. the cause of stares from the next table and laughing at us.. BUT its only Marshmellows =P haha.. jokes!! i managed to trick my mummy by placing on her bed, then followed by tricking sister and friend =p hahaha.. tsk tsk... Trust SAILING buddy to come up with such a present =.= LOL. Tsk tsk and the last present. LOL!! *tries to compare who got bigger fishballs* ho ho* oh man... comparable =pP hahaha..

In conclusion, it was a fun outing!!! =)
Blessed with crappy friends to relieve stress and unwind the week's busyness.

Met up with Eugene yesterday too (finally after all our failed attempt to meet up due to busy scheduel). =) haha seriously commenting about our always same and stagnant status but nevertheless we are doing fine *Cheers* so jia you! hoho.. as we said, *cheers to no life =pP* haha and i actually looked super old because i was wearing working wear as compared to him wearing this young pink shirt.(was reminded about our Checked attempt to watch the NC-16 movie last year... NC-16!! WE ACTUALLY looKED That young!!) haha..

trip!

Zoo Trip =)

Group picture... from left: me, jing, NORMAN (what happen =p), ivan

Celest: Ivan, come over from the dark side to the light =p

Jing...*takes out bible* =p

We proved that polars and penguin can meet xP

They proved that.... snakes are funny. =X

*wraps up my dearest Zoo trip =) Thanks to them who gave me my belated belated belated belated birthday present =) it was such a cuteee gift *thanks*

Nice time catching up too

Thank you!!!