upcoming...

Made a sudden realisation about my month.. I've almost forgot about some important dates coming..

15th March - Fartty Dad's POP... (Yes *booked* *blocked* *chop* on my calendar already. Would not miss it since its your BIG day...)

28th March - Yin Hou's leaving.. (made a sudden realisation that it seems so fast.. i didnt realised he was leaving so soon. Hmm...Its been one month since my birthday and exactly one month to him leaving for a LOng long time..=X Ser Xing.. do something)

Lastly... to my juniors esp the 7th council... Tomorrow will be a great day.. dont worry about what you see on that paper... they're just paper. *though i know its really scary* =X

Weekends

Friday:

Met a bro of mine for lunch before school.. oh yes. bro who is HapPily far far far away in Taiwan.. LOl. =) Then had school as usual. Today is a Friday without IDT!! So i excitedly tried to ask a few of my friends (knowing i couldnt call Karmun or Felicia since they had test the next day) Haha everyone was busy buT SO thankful that Farrttty Dad soon leng is out of camp!!! =D Managed to go to town after school to have dinner & SHOPPING (for Su Xian's present). Haha.. Although i got tricked to have dinner with him just staring at me eat!! Oh.. so excited since i havent been able to come to town or shop for a long lonG while. Although after dinner most places was closed!! Only had Cine to shop from =) I was satisfied with my shopping! Hoho. Cheers to Soon Leng who was willing to hold my book on hand since my bag was heavy. LOL, imagine holding a book walking ard town =X *cheers*

Three new things he learnt from our outing.

1) New pick up line... ;) its an interesting riddle. =P haha answers with ME.

2) How to walk to Maysprings from bus stop =P

*ermm i spare the agony of sharing hoW you walked huh*

3) how to pronounce zzzzzzz

Thankful that you could make it despite it being so last min! Press on to POP!

Saturday

Day of prayer & Su Xian's birthday party. =) Made the decision to join my dg for lunch today. Hmmm =) Day of prayer was alrights i guess. I really enjoyed the worship songs today =) Left for Xian's surprise birthday party. =) Super funny when we accidentaly met her at cck control b4 we could reach her hse first and while the guys couldnt really fake it off that we met for other various reasons.. i think i had to bluff non-stop =X Haha... I think i was glad to be able to meet this bunch of sec school friends. LOL once again Chun can make me laugh non-stop with his crap. *cheers*... It was hanging out just like the old days just chatting and attempting to update our personal life. LOl *ATTEMPT* is the word. =)
Just suddenly make me thought of "di". Hmm =p a bit a bit disappointed at him at the momment. but towards you.. the word is "xi guan jiu hao". =P

Thanks Min, Hui, Heng, Hao, Hong, Chun... for the day. (whoo attendance havent been so near perfect before)

Thanks Wan Mei for organising. =) and the rest.

TGIF... =) Thank God its Friday.

Thank God is Friday. I think, its been a tired wk.

http://fel-feli-felicia.blogspot.com/

Anyway, just thought i'll return post for Fel.. after the effort she took to take time off from study to post. I guess i was really encouraged by her and her post on cny cg outreach. No doubt God led me to bring her to CG cny outreach for reasons that He works. If you asked me a week ago, i definitely did not expect so much to come out of just an invitation.
No doubt the questions stimulated many of our thoughts... i'm really thankful that i managed to share with her my beliefs and just about life...

As i think back and remember how we started off and lasted as friends for so long, i only can laugh and laugh.. i think we started having clashing attitudes with me having the gifted ability of ignoring you when you're angry =P. Its been a long journey and yup. As what i shared with teck ming when he asked me "why ask him along?". I guess the same applies. Just want to share the good things with my closest friends.. the ones that matters. =D

The ones that i want to meet back in heaven and carry on in fellowship...

Biao jiex. =) Study hard anyway... March.. come again..

Karmun.. u study too.. its exams in 1 day time k!

Soon leng... come on. get out of your comfort zone, knowing you will be blessed and supported by all of us. =) i'm proud you got it anyway. POP!!!

Su Xian... HAPPY 20th Birthday.. with loves.. miss...ya. Its the near thirteenth birthday i "celebrated" with you!! MY GOODNESS... i think its the longest friendship ever...

Every move i make..

I suddenly realised i forgot something this Valentine Day, i must had been really busy that i actually forgot about it! Usually i would take some time off to remember.. yeah.. its supposed to be near Ming Xuan's birthday... Hmm.. do they celebrate birthdays up there?

Was walking home from tution today...happily bouncing to my ipod music

"Every move i make i make in You...You make me move Jesus... Every Step i take i take in You..." ...... =) *bounce bounce*...

"In thee, O Lord, do i put my trust: let me never be put to confusion" Psa 71:1

While walking home today i had a sudden urge to do something.. =) I saw joggers running... I so miss running alot... I kind of like that mental strain.. reminding myself that its mind over matters.. i miss singing and running, i miss irritating my classmates while running =P (can imagine Felicia's look of "i am too noisy") okays.. i think i should find some time to run.. =D

Thanksgiving to God.

Thanksgiving to God because He is in control. =) Thanksgiving to Him for such a wonderful CNY outreach He had planned.. Indeed i had alot of fun and i felt His presence during the event. I just hope He carry on His work in all of us. It was just a really informal games, steamboat and discussion sessions. Great friendship was strengthened and new friendships were formed. I really Thank God for bringing three of my friends to the party and just have a great time too. No doubt i was truly VERY tired by the end of the day but it was definitely well spent.

Just a food for thought from this party...

Is life just about meeting goals? Various goals that we set yearly... so ultimately what have we achieved? At this very last moment and last breath in your life... what will you be thinking about...? The no. of goals you've met? The amt of money in your bank? How high you've climbed up the corprate ladder? How well you've done in O's or A's or Uni? Ultimately, what are all these for?

haha.. i just had to add this..its a scary thought but...yes life like that seems so worthless.

http://www.dashhouse.com/sermons/1997/AM/970413.htm

Just read the book of Ecclesiastes in the bible... and count the no of times life is described as just "vanity"... =)

YUP! Although i think i spent the past few weeks thinking about this that during cg party i no longer was really thinking about these questions. haha. i think i was much much much more distracted by Janie's question. hmm. i'm someone who avoids thinking of such things. So i guess i really didnt have answer for you. mmm... ya. i guess u reminded me to think. hmm.. lol.i got a pretty hardened mind =p trust God so..let GOD lead my thoughts =D

Thank you God.

life apart from God is utterly meaningless

Happy Valentine Day

Happy Valentine Day

Oh yes.. i feel so "artistic". =D Results of an art workshop at school... =) Its always a fun day and i'm sure it would be again... =D

CNY

Ohhh.. CNY holidays is over. My goodness. It was a hetic hols of reunion dinners and visitings They say picture paints a thousand words.. so here goes.. let me minimize the talking.

Isnt it quite obvious from his look about what he wants? =pP

BACK FROM TRAINING FINALLY!! oh yes.. the long awaited return.. =) Once again we spent the day before new year together! =) Went back to BPGHS and Pioneer to visit the teachers. Managed to only catch Mr Loke when i went back to Pioneer. But i was very thankful for all his advices that he gave me.. at least he affirmed and ask me to really think about the career i'm stepping into. =) See... this is what teachers are for.. It really reminds me of the old days where he always talks to me and give me advice (be it crappy jokes or things that do make sense) =) Talk bout those days. My goodness.. i would hear the jokes until i would feel like throwing the tennis balls at him.

LOL just taKE a look at this... CNY visiting or PSP playing hUh? *evidence*

First place... Lishi's House =D

2nd Place... Lai Yan's House

Third house.... Felicia's house =)

Okay.. there... this marks our CNY Outing.. proudly presented by your friendly organiser.. =pP *Cheng gong* next.. wheres our friendly v day org huh karmun!

This is just visitng with friends on chu san and chu xi with karmun and soonleng..=D

...thoughts...

Visited my grandfather... seemed more pale and weak as compared to the day before. Somehow old age is part of life that everyone cant deny or stop. No doubt at the age of 94, it should be considered a life "well-lived" up to such a ripe old age, but as my parents were contemplating about how people living in their old age had such a meaningless life which have an ultimate destination - death. I beg to differ. Quoting "Just as it is appointed for Man to die once, and after that comes judgement" Heb 9:27.. No doubt all Man has to die ultimately but one thing a christian has that is different from non-christians is the victory we already have in Christ Jesus. We already have victory against sin because of Him who died on the cross for us, and when we face death, we are looking forward to eternal life and not just pure nothingness. As i can understand and relate to why my parent's thought of old age is such a bleak picture, i pray that one day they would realise that they actually could be victorious against death and old age.

I know everyone is hoping that nothing would happen during this cny. Just as i see the energy and strength fading in him, i come to realise there is indeed nothing much i could do. (share the evange cube in hokkien?) =p its near impossible. i only can keep him in prayers, praying that he would be discharged for reunion dinner...

Went out with my mum,dad and grandmother to Chinatown. =) Very exciting and happy relaxing time spent just walking around.

=) my dearest Really really Hip grandmother who even when i flip my phone and try to self-take both of us.. she would still entertain me =p haha.. *taken at CHINATOWN*