Christmas

hee... had a great Christmas eve eve(23rd) Christmas eve(24th) and Christmas Day! yup yup. had alot of fun! well, 23rd night was spent at Chun Jin's place with a wonderful Christmas party. *thanks* hmm.. Christmas eve was a go round giving people's present day! hee.. i went to pop by at su xian's house and surprise her with her christmas present and went to kiddy palace to find jiamin. wanted to find jinhui, heng, edi and hao.. but then it started raining and it got rather difficult. =) suxian *hugs* hoped it made your day..well.. after that i spent Christmas eve at night with just my familY!daddy, mummy, sister, grandma~just a small christmas eve dinner..Christmas day was crappy too.. i went for a PHILLIPINES service ==; with Jenn Yang.. cos no one checked what service is it!!!! By the way, hee.. decided to blog cause i'm here to inform that i'll be away for my OGL camP! 3 days... ppl don't miss me!! =D *hugs*

......MisSing ChristmaS.....

mm.. came to blog.. just kind of feel sad this Christmas... just a certain realisation what is missing this Christmas.. i love christmas alot.. alot.. alot..its my favourite season yearly. just this year.. i felt something is just missing out of my christmas.. i feel very empty this year. looking at Su Xian's blog.. i felt like crying.. i know what is missing this christmas.. its those sleepovers, its those gatherings, its those christmas cheer and gift exchanges. i just feel a sudden rush of depression..its just the silence from my sec school friends that is defeaning me..yes.. its my friends missing in my life.. thats creating this big hole in my christmas.. i really want to catch up with them.. but no one seems to have the time.. i think i just have poor time management. just someone who just cant balance council and sec school friends and other aspects in life... su xian.. jiamin..jia xin...kai yin...matthew..sam..meiyi..serxing..bp bballers..bp councillors...i'm sorry for these times of absence..if i would to choose again.. i would choose to spend more times with you all instead of indullging in my own life..i guess now its just too late.. the hole in my christmas and throughout the year seems too big for me to fill... being away from you all for so long seems hard to just chuck myself back into all your life.. if i could i would...i guess its really my fault.. i remember meiyi saying about how i neglected her the whole year.. sorry. i guess its really much self indulgence.. i'm really sorry... kaiyin,su xian,wan mei,yeu ai... i remember those sleepovers we had..remember that special christmas the "four seasons" united.. remembering the times we studied together...these special memories hold a special place in my heart... Christmas this year is definitely empty without all of you..i hope i would be able to close this big hole next year...though it seems harder with A's coming.. i dont know how this christmas would turn out for me.. but i want to say.. thanks 05S12 for being able to fill that missing place and having a christmas party on 23rd..maybe not much sec sch friends would sms a missing person like me...just seeing the empty tag in comparison to most sec school friends blog made me realised i've been neglecting them.. but i want to thanks my council and my class...of course JunHao for all his previous gatherings and daily smses though he have to work through christmas this year..Jiayou.. serxing who is someone who never fails to keep in contact alot of others who i'm sorry to.. zi chun,jinhui,esther, shu heng... of course.. i pray and believe God would guide me through all things and really encourage me on... and have a meaningful christmas... to all sec 4s: never lose those precious memories you had upon going on split roads... Merry X'mas everyone!

long wait for CounCiLLoRs *cough*
*CeLeStE*

ALVin moPpiNG!
*CeLeStE*

Camp Prep Day and Class chAleT

Hee.. well camp prep day! supposed to meet earlier to have photo shoot.. erm.. oh well.. k. i wasnt that late k?! haha.. yupyup. *post pictures soon* it was really fun and interesting! the photo shoot was so crap (heh... got china man:Guang Yi, Out of bed look: Zhao Qi,most cool: John, Most retake:Karmun) =pP heh.. and mine.. sigh.. no need to say.. its horrible! heh.. ohwell, we took grp pics too and met mr kwek and took with him. after that we had to meet the new principal! she's well... =D seem interesting huh.. met her for while to introduce ourselves only but would be going to meet her for dialouge on the 27th dec. heh.. after that we had prep camp! learnt its the time to disco from art soc.. well, personally dont really like their attitude. its kind of unprofessional but oh well. its time to end the tension between both cCas.. =D yup but i must say their dance is rather cool. its quite a cute fun dance! yup .. revised mass dance too! and had songs learning and camp briefing.. whoo.. i'm the clan master...!! =D heh. Asst clan master: JOHN! councillors attached: Jieshi,teckming,mingjie,lixin erh.. thats all i think! whee.. and the honourouy clan is...WALLA hee..blue is the colour! so anyway, after prep camp Teckming, connie,serene rushed down to my class BBQ =D hang around and eat and chat for while before we went back(mr tham sent us to jurong) =D had a fun day!
WILL POST PICS SOON!*tireds*

CounciL reTreat

bOO! i'm Back from counciL chalet! =D hee.. lots of interesting things had happened! lol. kk.. well, i'll try to summarize them ya...
Day 1:

went to meet up at the MRT at supposed to be 9.. oh well.. erm.. k.. i was late.. =\ hehe.. upon reaching the chalet we immediately went to check out our bedrooms and the place.. haha. meanwhile while Alvin started to clean up and Yixin went to check out the kitchen. The rest of us just slack lor.. especially Karmun and I.. just crap crap crap on the sofa while Su, Khalis, Limin was watching some soap opera i think! heh.. the rest of us just totally slacked...! After that we had a tour around Changi by our ...*drum rolls* Alvin..Oh well.. it was kind of pathetic seeing the small beach.. and we toured round changi village. Well, we got rather bored and decided to follow Welco to Tampines Mall to shop for fooD! heh.. oh well.. on the way.. heh.. we took piCtures! oh ya.. and *check Karmun's blog* about what happened on the way.. lol bout Dasen and our bet. yup. had lots of fun! we had spagetti cooked by yixin and mashed potato by MeL for dinner. heh.. went for supper and cycled to ECP and all the way back! lol.. it was sO fun and tiring.. well.. luckily we made it back before the morning traffic all thanks to everyone encouraging one another!!

Day 2:
Hee.. went to see the sunrise.. so pretty.. although we were all so tired and half asleep already! =D hee.. reached back to chalet and just ploped down and slept forwhile.. whee.. a brand new day... hmm.. most of them had lunch and went off to play dota.. meanwhile su,lishi,dasen,mabel and i went to the Changi beach(the nicer one) heh.. yup and we played with sea and sand! heh... (see pictures) looked what we did to Su! heh..after being tired we ploped down at the beach to rest and chit chat together.. with Karmun and Laiyan joining us later.. oh well.. after a while a few of us left first and went back to the chalet only to see our *rolls* mr WeLCO, ALVIN mopping the floor again!! haha.. well, we went to play cards and yup fortune tell.. though i dont believe those stuff.. but it says i have a perfect family but bad career =( sob.. lol. oh well..nah.. dont believe bah... God bless me! heh.. after that is BBQ time,had short open house meeting, play cards, watch 9 o clock show... and i went home first =D

for more details refer to Karmun's blog hehe.. or any more council's blog! =D i'll post the pictures soon okAy? =D

Church camp

hi. bacK! heh. well... had a great day in church camp today. learnt about "How can we know that God exist?" and "How do we know that the bible is God's word"... well interesting messages. somehow rather church camp always managed to touch my heart and prick my conscious yearly.. sigh. yup Celestine.. had been backsliding a little this year.. well not like a little and alot make a difference since they are both just back sliding. oh well today i started my day waking up late for church camp all cos my alarm didnt ring la!!!! oh well.. anyway, luckily di messaged me~! heh. yupyup.enjoyed today's tracting session. it was at CCK bus terminal. though it was my first time doing it "alone" (considering last year i didnt do much talking while this year i did with another girl only) =D yupyup. felt really... just amazing that the people along the streets could get touched and interested about God's words and their amazing interest in the coming gospel rally. its just so amazing that you see God works taking place right in front of me. =D Praise the Lord. well.. had a fruitful time anyway.. hereby, i pray for those who received a tract today and that God would carry on blessing them. guess this always reminds me of how many other ignorant ppl and atheists that we have not reach out to! =D God bless everyone! =D

haPpY biRthDay

heh.. i'm back. well... actually this been really long. mm.. but mainly also not much motivation to bloG loR.. heh.. see my tag box stagnant so also a bit sian. oh well.. i shall blog! Today's Lim Zi Chun's birthday.. so we had a .. well.. cant really say gathering.. alot of people couldnt turn up! sob sob.. su xian working.. cant meet up =( miss u girl.. mei yi also.. OveRseaS! and jiamin..;) personal committments.*cough* *cough* lao pa.. heh.. oh well.. anyway just a few of us went to eat and talk. wOw.. talked for 3 hours plus. heh.. not bad...well...although its been long since i caught up with them! .hee.. yupyup. soRrY zi chun we didnt treat you.. instead i think you kind of paid the most =\ haha.. kk nxt time i make sure it wouldnt be this way ya.. =) mm.. on the way back met laO pa~ *cough cough* kicking soccer at my condo there =D see now couldnt catch up with you all.. =) oh well.. hui too! mm.. yup thats bout all.. *warning: my updating rate would be super slow due to the upcoming pack hols* =) hee.. church caMp!!! yup yup.. been catching up alot with my sec sch mates.. kind of bring back those carefree sec sch days memories.. sigh.. i miss sec school!!! bP... =D jia XIN WHERE ARE U!
sidetrack: Samantha's birthday was celebrated tOo.=D we went to just catch up with each other and watch movie. treated her to movie and went to swensenS! =D see ya samantha... oh ya and to Raf.. sorry i cant join zichun u and yan liang they all for pool this tues... =( church camp!

cOoL daY

HaPpY BiRThDaY FeLiCia!
haha.. hey hey.. today is such a cool day.. since i've not been blogging.. let me update. firstly woke up with a phone call telling me i've to go to school to sign my GPF... bah.. troublesome.. but i ended up late in meeting Wei Jing and slept till 10 plus. well.. so i decided to go to school later at about 11.30. muahaha.. today.. i found out 1 important fact..! that.. THERE ARE BLURER PEOPLE IN THE WORLD THEN ME! muahaha... i was taking the 975 bus which passed the bus stop opp Phoenix Station.. saw Mel there but looking behind the bus. she told me she was going to school... but == ; the bus just passed her. she told me she didnt know that 975 stops there!!! FOr about one yr... she had been trying to wait at that bus stop for 985...!!!!! muahha... yupyup. after that met Jenn Yang and Jason and Mel for while and den after that i went to meet my mummy for lunch. after lunch it was "operation Felicia" which we planned a super secret birthday surprise for her which yi xin manage to bluff her to hide our surprise(lol.. super blur and enough for us to bluff her-- which means i'm not the blurest) =D heh... see.. she cried being touched... *mm... i never forget what i promised* i kept my promise... i will never ever forget ! =D well.. she was really very happy i guess... after that went to Town to see Zero infinity's performance(coOL).. and ate dinner b4 heading back homeZ~

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i'm finally back... sigh... life's been.. =\ God broke my heart... its wrong to say this.. but.. i felt like He did...anyone felt that way before? ping... pong... piang... u hear ur heart.. breaking because of God.. i know i know.. its not His fault. His plans... are just confusing me.. just feel like saying.. "hey! since young you told me that you are the way, you've plans for me,You You YOu!!!" i'm just lost already... WHERE ARE YOU!!! i know.. this is not right to think this way...argh.. God.. enlighten me..