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i'm finally back... sigh... life's been.. =\ God broke my heart... its wrong to say this.. but.. i felt like He did...anyone felt that way before? ping... pong... piang... u hear ur heart.. breaking because of God.. i know i know.. its not His fault. His plans... are just confusing me.. just feel like saying.. "hey! since young you told me that you are the way, you've plans for me,You You YOu!!!" i'm just lost already... WHERE ARE YOU!!! i know.. this is not right to think this way...argh.. God.. enlighten me..