05s12 at pizza hut
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hee.. 05s12 girls at overhead bridge
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Will He find us watching?

Will Jesus find us watching (blog song)
When Jesus comes to reward His servants,

Whether it be noon or night,

Faithful to Him will He find us watching,

With our lamps all trimmed and bright?

Oh, can we say we are ready, brother?

Ready for the soul’s bright home?

Say, will He find you and me still watching,Waiting,

waiting when the Lord shall come?

If, at the dawn of the early morning,

He shall call us one by one,

When to the Lord we restore our talents,

Will He answer thee, “Well done”?
Have we been true to the trust He left us?

Do we seek to do our best?

If in our hearts there is naught condemns us,

We shall have a glorious rest.

Blessed are those whom the Lord finds watching,

In His glory they shall share;

If He shall come at the dawn or midnight,

Will He find us watching there?

heY!

okay. Mr Tong reminded me that i didnt update my blog =p SO MR TONG here goes.. hee..well, so much to update and dont really know where to start.. well for the starters i've not changed the blog's new year song! *lazy* well, so much has happened to me just within a week. Firstly, i must really say... MR YEO I FEEL SO MOTIVATED BY YOU!!! (his talk was really really really useful)*thanks* for the ever motivating,encouraging talk u gave during assembly today! sometimes i really just feel so ironic...as the proco head always planning program always planning people's time.. managing the time of many.. but guess what?? i cannot even manage my own time!! *irONY*..we live in a world full of irony...dont u jus feel the same way guangyi!! proco head wor! and to the rest of proco too! i'm going to come up with my personal time table just as dennis yeo said!hee..I must say theres' just so many people i want to thank~! to..Di! thanks for the chat that was really great! to yixin, thanks for the company to lot one. to john, cheer up..*stop insulting my wrapping skill* to zhao qi,dasen,guangyi... thanks for that heart to heart talk that really made me felt more motivated..even though it was just something we shared with one another.. i really felt "woaH".. and i went home feeling much happier too =) thanks alOT! and also to zhao and sen, we must jia you to resist!!! to soon leng..guess you're now stuck in the same rut i was... jia you..6th council motivates u! to lai lai, karmun,lishi.. thanks for "spending v day" though its more of me and karmun waiting for u all lah.. to su and weisheng, sorry i missed your v day play.. i chose to do something "stupid" than going there..*sigh*..to teckming,joseph,yulun,mingjie.. ha.. thanks for all the crap u all have most of the time able to cheer me up. dont be so nitu(mud) !! to lixin, hurry up get cured!! to connie... jia you!! to all 6th council, its now time to really study and focus on our studies! to eugene, heee.. thanks for ur concern~ u focus on studies ah! to xian,dont give up! jia you! to 05S12..cheers people.. i really want to apologise for all the time lost with all of you.. i'm sorry i'm always "MIAing" but today's pizza hut treat was really great. can just feel all the class spirit and crappyness! *thanks ms chong and keeFe Loke* 05s12 rocks! and.. i really really want to thanks all those who showered care and concern on me..and my really closed knited 6th council excos.. i really feel *close* and like we really been through alot of ups and downs together...*touched*.. hope we carry on doing so~ in more ups den down! sigh.. i failed my physics test that i thought i would pass.. very sad.. =( need to study harder!! sighx. =( was rather sad after seeing my phy paper..celeste jia yous~ people! *happy go lucky* anyway, I've decided to respect my teachers more and not to doze off in class as much as possible! sorry teachers! i would try harder!
oh ya.. can someone get me eraser? i also need one to erase somethings =X

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i finally came back and read soon leng's mail. =X well, i'm not exactly in a good mood to start with. yup. i feel infuriated too. just the way he felt.. i mean.. no point trying to say what went wrong... *argH* but meeting up the CCA leaders ALL COS THE ....MANAGEMENT TEAM CHANGED THE STUPID PROGRAM!!!!! plus the cca leaders themself dont seem to hand in their proposal on timE!! if they cooperated we also wouldnt had to meet them righT!!! *bah*.. i know i'm just angry cos nobody knows how to appreciate council.yup.su was right. when council does something wrong.. it gets amplify,but if its something good they just take it that it is a norm.. no one praises us...no one know how to encourage us. i knoW.. thats the nature of being a councillor.. i just wished they knew how to appreciate us and understand that we make mistakes too. *they need to go watch i not stupid tOo* lol... sigh.. cool down..i'm really just angry cos of the huge amount of hardwork put in for open house...but sometimes these external factors just really does not potray a good image of council i agree.. just like how the goH came late for open house and pushed back our program *BAH* that pissed off CCA leaders... BUT IT WASNT OUR FAULT!!!!! noT LIKE I CAN GET THE GOH TO COME On tiME!!! and i guess sOME inDIviDUAL who took up 45 mins of the program pushed back our program again anD WHAT? THAT PISSED THE CCA leaders off tOO! somethings aren't BEYOND OUr CONTROL!!!!!! *baH*... neever mind thats over.. we just have to look ahead..restructure the council to have a better future..7th council.. jia you...sigh. i still think i'm in a dream.. wake me up..i dont know what i'm doing..i know the consequences i'm going to face is going to hit me hard. i really dont know why i still did that... den again..ARGH.. just wake me up after a level ends.. i really dont know why this feel sOo torturous..i just feel how su xian feels bah..ARGH! fustrated!!

leTharGic

hmm..just slacking around for a short while..been reading su xian's blog.. suddenly i just feel the same way..=\ i just feel myself living in a dream..feel like waking up..very tiring.. mm.. just the lethargy setting in i guess.. well, didnt do pe today =( sigh.. i want to run.. oh well.. but i played basketball today..i miss coach..though i know this year =\ ididnt get to go visiting with them to coach's hosue. nah.. i know.. i didnt get the news. seeing su xian's picture..and seeing jiao lian's face i kind of miss him.i know.. its probably my fault that i've been so busy with open house.. argh.. i miss the bball court at bp..today i played with some j1s.. taught them how to lay up.. sigh, i miss bball..someone was asking me whether i miss bball. yup. i miss it..alot.. ALOT!!! =( arghh... i'm tired of routines again.. just like o levels times..just that the difference this trip is i'm facing more pressures.. from all sides.. i'm really tired.. just feel like yup going home sleep all the time.. just sleep. life just seem so much like a dream.. just today khalis asked me.. why i looked so "unenergetic".. somehow..everything around me just seem so so so vague and tiring.. i dont know how to get back a smile this trip.. nothing seem to be able to exactly cheer me up. yuck. i hate being stuck in this rut.. at times like this.. i just feel like staying in bed the whole day.. under my bedsheet..and just stay there.i guess.. i'll come to learn that the only best person who would be there to support is myself.. only myself would support myself..if even me myself disagree..wOw. thats like.. =X yuck i'm talking crap. sigh.. God just seem so vague.. yes.. i've been backsliding.. talked to sheryl recently.. she just reminded me that i should at least have faith in Him. ARGH!!! this is so vague.. even my faith is falling to a large extent..God bless... =\ and.. to all 04 people... V day's coming.. Mingxuan's birthday toO! sigh.. hearing the "chun feng" song during chinese new year really just brings back memories huh..yupyup. memories..sigh.. those "cOoperation" days.. dont u all just remember his "crappiness" =X GoD bless everyone around me..esp all j2s who seem to be in the same rut as me..arGh. =( dont give up... press on with all our tests okay..

pre-OPEN HOUSE 2006

HEY! decided to blog before OPEN HOUSE 2006 make a rocking appearance. yup. today did alot of sai kang in school. we actually set up the carnival section, canteen and concourse within such a short time! put up all the banners and finished all the briefings and stimulations with all the CCAs and CMs..oh man.. i'm excited. its just the kind of... kind of... satisfaction(thats the right word..provided by tecky) mm.. yeS~! after tomorrow.. i can unofficially step down.. not that i'm happy that i can slack but just *phew* OPEN HOUSE is going to be settled.. the project that took us months to plan.. still remember starting of at mac with my prog co discussing... after facing hours of meeting yet having our ideas put off by the management com so easily.. those pain of fighting for our "rights" knowing that one word out of their mouth could kill all our hours of meeting.. heh.. and still remember starting of from just a plain paper... pLAIN Paper.. to solid proposal to now.. seeing it unfold.. hey.. ROCKOPIONEER.. rock on..to my prog co people.. its going to be a day seeing our paper work coming to life ... to open house co, its a day we see our hard work pay off... i dont know how most of us would be feeling.. but i'm really excited to make one of my last project in council work..!! to all those teachers giving advices and support.. especially Ms Xiao who sai kang and hands on with us... its just many thanks to you..things would not be the same without your support. To councillors... this is goign to be our last major project.. again.. today shows how much coordination we really have, we succeeded in completing the tasks so efficiently. you all never fail to deliver... thanks for all those people in my life showing support to this open house... many of u know how much effort was put in to open house..hope it would not flop.. looking forward to tomorrow.. with zest and enthusiam =)

~suPer duPer 6th counCiL reuNion~
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muN zi and i
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DoTa gaNg, feL and mE~
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