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i finally came back and read soon leng's mail. =X well, i'm not exactly in a good mood to start with. yup. i feel infuriated too. just the way he felt.. i mean.. no point trying to say what went wrong... *argH* but meeting up the CCA leaders ALL COS THE ....MANAGEMENT TEAM CHANGED THE STUPID PROGRAM!!!!! plus the cca leaders themself dont seem to hand in their proposal on timE!! if they cooperated we also wouldnt had to meet them righT!!! *bah*.. i know i'm just angry cos nobody knows how to appreciate council.yup.su was right. when council does something wrong.. it gets amplify,but if its something good they just take it that it is a norm.. no one praises us...no one know how to encourage us. i knoW.. thats the nature of being a councillor.. i just wished they knew how to appreciate us and understand that we make mistakes too. *they need to go watch i not stupid tOo* lol... sigh.. cool down..i'm really just angry cos of the huge amount of hardwork put in for open house...but sometimes these external factors just really does not potray a good image of council i agree.. just like how the goH came late for open house and pushed back our program *BAH* that pissed off CCA leaders... BUT IT WASNT OUR FAULT!!!!! noT LIKE I CAN GET THE GOH TO COME On tiME!!! and i guess sOME inDIviDUAL who took up 45 mins of the program pushed back our program again anD WHAT? THAT PISSED THE CCA leaders off tOO! somethings aren't BEYOND OUr CONTROL!!!!!! *baH*... neever mind thats over.. we just have to look ahead..restructure the council to have a better future..7th council.. jia you...sigh. i still think i'm in a dream.. wake me up..i dont know what i'm doing..i know the consequences i'm going to face is going to hit me hard. i really dont know why i still did that... den again..ARGH.. just wake me up after a level ends.. i really dont know why this feel sOo torturous..i just feel how su xian feels bah..ARGH! fustrated!!