Wednesday, November 28, 2007

BP-ian

I was being rather enthu to blog after attending Friday's fund raising dinner. It was a day filled with interesting get-together session with a table of councillors from different batch (like 5 years older and even current bp councillor). It was really amazing to see different alumni contributing so much money $$... like the auction painting which could raise $9999 or the class of 1971 which contributed $50 000. Just kind of feel like the strong sense of BP spirit. Anyway.. as i always wonder why.. the event was hosted by li teng in mostly chi. =X I guess the event ended with our sch song and haha the attempt from our table to do BP cheer =X anyway...Esther if you're looking for the pic.. i'll post it up... soon!

It suddenly made me have a strong aim.... to want to contribute back to my school.. to aim to do well... to be able to teach in sec school... to teach in BP. Its seems like such a far ambition for now though..... !

Havent blogged cos got caught up with wk. Its times when stuff happen when i just wonder why do i have to tackle with the working world now. Its just so foreign and hard. I guess i throughly understand the meaning of "cover backside". To totally make sure every step, every track you make is tracked and safe. People say its hard being a beginning teacher because everything seems new.. i want to conclude.. its hard to be an untrainEd beginning teacher. Dont want to focus on the matter that happened but its a really good lesson learnt and i just have to learn from experience. Its irritating and just makes you suddenly fear that the next step you make may be a mistake again... haha got to quote gene since he just said this and i felt applicable

"cant let adversities beat me down, gotta pick up myself after some time"

i've learnt, move on, next time... cover myself...!

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