..faith..

Just chatted with Alvin earlier just now...
Seem to remind me this word faith and trust keeps appearing today..
At church, something that Pastor Ann said sparked me thinking..
Its when God is the most silent that he is doing the most work in our life..
This is faith... you need the faith to get you through times that are so silent that you shout
"hello Lord are you there?"
yet you hear nothing but silence.. you need to know He is there..
After i hung up with Alvin.. i felt really uneasy ...
Alvin's currently in hospital...
He had injured himself in field camp.. causing an injured knee
which wouldnt stop swelling... and swells on...
as a results he gets warded and the doctor says..
its not just an injury.. and beneath lies some other "joint disease"
but for now the op needs to treat the swollen injured knee before more investigation..
i know why i'm getting that feeling...at the back of my memory something nudging ..
after i hung up.. i couldnt stop thinking about it...
Suddenly i just kept thinking about what happened to Ming Xuan..
The fall which caused his injury on his knee..
thinking it was just an injury he came back to school..
yet... it swelled... and swelled... until he had to be treated for the swelling..
he went in and out of the hospital for the injury...
until the doctor said it was something more than injuries..
it was something beneath.. that needs furthur examinations..
then what happened later was just.. just.. vividly still in my mind..
everything in that subsequent six months just happened so fast..
Its just that i cant help to recall bout this.. at the moment i heard from Alvin..
i just couldnt stop remembering the "ordeal"
Indeed there was one thing i regretted not doing the last time..
i'm not going to forget to do it this time..
Keep telling myself its not going to be the same case..
right?
People please pray for Alvin...
I will trust God...

As 14 Feb draws near.. once again you're being remembered.. because.. it shld had been your birthday.. somehow i remember this scene... of Mr Tan laying the council badge on your coffin..
Praise the Lord...

*on a side note.. let me add on to ppl with belated b'day greetings...
the person who called me on my birthday yet DIDNT wish cos forgot.. (ser xing)
rafidah... Keefe LokE!!..Joel..
yeah.. and thanks Dasen, Lishi, Karmun for spending the wk after with me eXchanging my small size presents.= p*