Sunday, October 05, 2008

lines

God,
where is the line...
where is that line...
where is Your line...

seriously.. i dont know what i'm really struggling with...
i'm struggling... with a line.
fine line. thin line. Your line.

"Great is your faithfulness oh God
You wrestle with the sinner's heart
You lead us by still waters into mercy
And nothing can keep us apart"


Deep down something is rebelling...
Deep down something i'm struggling..

God will deal and emerge in victory rights.
His grace is enough...

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Recess week in pics

Saturday -

Birthday buddy

what a pose caught in action *cough*

Chanced upon Su and Dasen!!

Our drinks

Lunch buddies =)

Monday - study
Tuesday - study + met up with edi and chun (no pics)
Wednesday - ICE SKATING!!! =) super fun and entertaining time =)
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Saturday -

There goes my dear sister in christ.. off to study again! =) GOD BLESS...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

...dedicated to my friends...

Here for you

So you think you've got it all figured out
Well you know you can't make it alone
Everbody needs somebody to help them out
And you know I could be that someone
And if you ever get lost on life's highway
Don't know where to go
There's just one thing that I want you to know

Chorus :
I am here for you, always here for you
When you need a shoulder to cry on
Someone to rely on, I am here for you
So you think that love is long overdue
Tired of looking for someone to care
Let me tell you know the choice is up to you
But you know I will always be there
I am here for you, always here for you
When you're needin` someone to hold you
Remember I told you
I am here for you, I am here for you


So now you've got it all figured out
And you know you've found someone that cares
And if you ever need somebody to help you out
Well you know I will always be there
And if you ever get lost on life's highway
Don't know where to go
There's just one thing that I want you to know

Such a super nice song dedication from edi =) THANKS!
gosh 7 years passed and another 50 more to meeting in old folk's home =p
Yup i guess di reminded me about this phrase *thats what friends are for*
No doubt tough to keep up with so many friends in my life...but i guess this song is dedicated out to my friends.. Despite me being caught up with my work, with my life, nevertheless.. i will always be there.. i am here for you. (go listen it's a nice song) =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQhBAH8A9sc

... to my friends... =)
i guess i'm blessed with such covenant friends too..

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

...back for while...

Not that i've disappeared. Just havent found time!!
Time flies! it's been a month since i blogged.

1) Apple lollipops are so not soothing... they're sour =S
2) My P2 Student chatted with me all the way home. =p
3) My CGL's married!! ;)
4) Work is never ending... waiting for end of term.... ....
5) Before i regret it, please let me meet up with yah ting before she flies again.

...Strength will rise as we wait upon the LORD...

Friday, August 29, 2008

Teaching

...Teachers...

Teachers' Day is coming.
I lingered at popular to get a card for my teacher.
Yes. that makes a teacher getting a card for a teacher. =P

I'm so thankful for GOD's blessings of ppl He places in my life.
The people He uses to encourage me... =)
This is the person who spur me on and encourage me on and inspire me on today..
Ever since 8 years ago.. never failing LOVE, that's the impact of a teacher.
The teacher i desire to be too....

A teacher's love and care and influence never stops the day you graduate.
Nearly 8 years later, standing in BPPS once again.
Made a trip down to BPPS today to visit my primary school teacher.
Spent my whole afternoon revisiting the place, chatting and just reflecting.
Indeed once again i renewed that calling to teach.
A chat of reminder that teaching is not just passing academic knowledge and paper achievements. You're not just teaching a person, you're moulding someone's value and character. Once again the one and only struggle i had about joining teaching was dismissed with encouragement from my her. Realised how my heart was with BP too upon missing the place...

Teacher's are role models.
Just as i reflect how much she impacted my life, i realised that's how much an impact i could make on my student too. Teaching is never a short term thing where you see instant results or impact (unless u just look at paper results), teaching affects eternity and is a long term investment. I'm glad to say i'm a result of teacher's investment and i desire to be a teacher that invests in lifes too.


Thursday, August 21, 2008

..prayer..

Couldnt stop getting stuck in this limbo...

Walking with GOD or defiant child.
GOD's way or stubborn ideas.
Seeing eternity or not being practical.
Faithful God's child or wierd child.

It depends of which perspective you're looking from.

Sometimes... just sometimes... i wonder... which role i am...
will there be a day where the decisions i make in life are right in your eyes?
will there be a day where we see in that same perspective... that heaven beyond earth..
i pray we do.


Wednesday, August 20, 2008

...vainity...

Vainity, Vainity.

I hate comparison, hate stereotypes, hate being different, hate having to please, hate superficial things, hate the things the world chases, hate the mindsets of the world, hate having to live up to the world's standard, hate trying to make ppl see that it's not all about superficial things but it's about the heart, it's about His will.

It's that hard to see things in HIS way?
Is it that hard to realise the world's standard is superficial?
Are we that blinded by treasures on earth?
Why is it when you seek GOD's way you feel so persecuted?

what exactly are we chasing after....
stop comparing with the world.

Vainity, everything, Vainity!
&

I hate it.

Friday, August 15, 2008

Aphorism

"We exclude because we dont understand....
We don't understand because of limited contact...
We lack contact because we exclude."

Took this off my Psychology text.. =) Was pretty amused at this statements. In the text it was mostly in context of disabled and special needs in our society. Taking it out of context, this "theory" applies to alot of other things...

Relate to people we have bad impression about and not wanting to "include" them
Relate to GOD who people not want to "include" in their life.
Relate to things that we exclude in our life.

We exclude because we just dont want to include something unknown (lack of understanding about the thing), a lack of understanding actually due to no or little opportunities interacting with the thing, but we must recognise that we lack contact because to start with, we just dont want to include because of the assumptions and belief we already have about the thing that we just dont want to reconstruct our thoughts to include the thing.

Dont know if it make sense to you..
but i think it made sense to me =)

Monday, August 11, 2008

- Week 1 -

This is to the start of school... =)

Challenging, exciting, anticipating, interesting.

Nevertheless...

GOD blessed journey.

Monday, August 04, 2008

Thanks be to GOD

-- Woodland church!!! --

the excitement in me boiled. The first dop there, the first service and seeing the ppl flooding into church. It excites me, it stirs me. Such.. joy is felt =) Our chuch is built!! It is so majestic...but.. THANKS be to GOD.

-- School --

It's not that i'm not blogging. Life is just changing too fast for me to chase and update. Orientation week is over, School officially starts tomorrow. There's that start school jitters, but there's also a sense of peace. THANKS be to GOD.

Thanks to my awesome GOD....and to this song that is stuck in my head.

*Our God is an awesome GOD

He reigns from heaven above

with wisdom, power and love

Our God is an awesome GOD*

The cry out to woodlands ppl... =) The cry out to all the people on earth =)