God is good

God is good :)
I prayed hard and He was willing to give me what I wanted.
God, thank u for such grace :)

I'm posted to Fairfield Methodist school primary!!
It was a scary wait for posting since it is like a posting some sort 'for life'. :)

Thank you God.
Now I'm waiting for my grades...
Waiting for the even bigger decision
out to the world or back to study.
This affects my spiritual journey altogether.

So if God willing... What would it be? :)

oh well the only downside,
no one is going with me.

I hope that doesn't mean I eat alone.
Haha. Any lunch buddies?

God is love

:) I was reminded to grow in patience understanding and love. Was reminded after hearing today's mothers day sermon.

In all relationships we tend to feel hurts that we carry and baggage along if no one reacts in love.
I was reminded be it with my parents or with my friends
in situations when you don't seem to understand
in situation when it seems you can't comprehend
there is a reason behind.

Our parents don't scold us for no reason,
our friends don't shun away for no reason,

but unless you choose to react in love and show more understanding, instead of reacting in resentment and feeling hurt,

I was reminded to turn to God for that perfect love
so that I will have a bigger capacity to understand and love people around me.

During the sermon they said
the closer the person,
the greater hurt you feel when the person does something that hurts you

I was reminded this sermon
to love unconditionally despite being hurt
because if you choose to resent and ignore,
things only get worse.

God, I shall intentionally choose to pray and love others.

Anyway
Thank God for reminding me.
Love my family,
thank God for mothers
happy mothers day!

That's what friends are for

I learnt something new that I can't fit into my vocabulary.

What's the definition of friends?
I thought it was someone to grow and walk with you thru ups and down.

Today I learnt a new definition of it.
The totally opposite of the above sentence.

I guess if that's ur definition of friendship..
Then okay... It's understood.

Sometime it makes me wonder whether there's a line for sharing concern for your friend. On some days, you wonder whether it is worth caring for your friend and yet receive unequal treatment. Although Im very much tempted to say it's not fair and it's not worth doing so. But, I know while I'm angry and irritated, my definition of friendship should not consist of not worth and not fair.

On one hand, I shall intentionally still choose to care and show concern as much as I can.

But if this is the way friends are treated,
then I realized maybe

It wasn't even a friendship to you.


I remember Kester saying if we move out of Cefc,
we'll miss alot of friendship and bonds made.

I ask myself,
what kind of friendship?

Having blogged all these, I probably should be ignored because I'm just feeling the unjust of maintaining a froendship.

God give me the wisdom and love please...
Or maybe I should just ignore it and pretend that this is the right way friends are supposed to be treated
and that it is NORMAL