Surrender

Fear is of the devil and not of GOD.
Fear of losing unsaved loved one.
Your friends, family...

It's always been a reminder to me each wake i attend..
would it be see you again
or.. eternally gone..
sometimes the things they do there just seems like a facade to me..
It's such a struggle...

i shake with fear thinking what if it's not in His plan...
what if their names are not on GOD's book..

My greatest burden i carry that i must learn to surrender it to GOD.
sometimes making me wonder and count that i should be doing more...

How easy it is to say "God i surrender to you my all"
but you know how hard it is to really face it and do so?

My prayers go out to my bro..
it's such vulnerable time that the devil takes chance to deceive...
but GOD has been victorious at the cross..
i pray He brings you out in victory and emerge a stronger christian...

I'm sure one day.. through it all..
we'll be able to say... with pride..

"GOD Is good ALL the TIME"