Sunday, October 01, 2006

heh.. yeah bloging slows down because its time to focus.
been quite demoralising to see the prelim results.
but i'll take prelims as history and not think about it
well... sometimes it just makes me wonder...
during physics i was starting to think
"what in the world is happening..?"
"what exactly is God doing"
"why is all this happening"
i realised a slight tinge of my faith falling
i stoned while i could see the worrying look on my friends face..
thanks weiling who sat beside me
and hehe sister who i know you worry for me too
hehe brother who called me and ask how i was
yeah... somehow at the right time..
chun jin asked me a question..
"do i pray for good results"
mm.. i thought.. yeah..
i asked back the same question
she said yes.. to a certain extent.
but its still up to God..
for all we know His plans for us is to be a road sweeper?
yeah.. its not what we want but it may be His plans for us.
maybe by now non-believers would question and say.. see..
why pray? why believe in Him?
when he allOWS u to be a road sweeper?
and you dont get what you want somemore!
yeah... its easy to just let your faith fall like that.
well.. because if u believe in someone..
u believe His plans for you are the right one.
yeah.. so prelims are now history.
i've now a new set of thinking for this month
*NO REGRETS*
yeah.. i want to go into the exam hall with no regrets. like what ming jie said.. ;) yup.and i want to go in feeling that wadever really happens in the end is not because i slack.. and its just that it is God's perfect plan for me...
and i shall not resent what happens. but embrace the results.
March next year.. i shall not worry bout my results but embrace Gods' new plan for me.=D yup...
Ivan substansiated the point.
yi xin too.
chunjin and mingjie inspired the thinking.
and as always, darius for encouraginG~!
=D
anyway, i spent my past 3 days mugging downstairs.
its quite funny!
i met a pioneer guy who stays at my condo.
and he mugs with his friends in the same room for 3 days too
its funny that we share the same table..
yet we dont really talk.
as ser xing claims..
we are building mutual friendship.
lol.... its funny.
=D

Happy birthday to Teckming
(lol.. who we played some game from 12-4aM with.. treat as we celebrate your birthday okay?)
happy children day people!

Deuteronomy 29:9
Keep therefore the words of this covenant,
and do them,
that ye may prosper in all that ye do

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