yuP. feelings right now? really disappointed. yup. with u. for most of the things that u said. i felt really disappointed in you. if you really think i'm a person who doesnt get pissed at all. you're wrong. for all that u said.. i'm just disappointed. you're not proud to be a councillor at all. i get it. that says it all about your term. u think i wouldnt voice out for the sake of pissing ppl off? nah. i'll tell u.. dont insult the ability of people's leading. compare yourelf with the students who dont understand council. same. everyone makes mistakes.no one is perfect. i dont deny we make mistake. but this gives u no right to condemn anyone of us because for one thing is.. we put in the effort. WE DID PUT IN ALOT OF EFFORT. yes. for once i want to stand up and not keep quiet. of all the people i heard it from you. i didnt conceal my discontent this time. i was really disappointed. i thought u would be the person to understand. maybe its just me. i usually think by puting myself in other person shoes.yah. its me. i think the bigger picture. i put things in a nicer way, i dont de zui ppl, i dont get angry for long. sO? its my character. ha. one thing u succeeded in is making me feel this way.. yup. if u're not proud to be one, just dont defend us. i read ur post again. just imagine excos as council students as u. its really the same analogy.we make mistakes too. sO? we learn sO? we grow sO? we stick together sO? we lack ppl's understanding sO? u critisize ur own cca sO? read ur own blog again. and all the other posts that defended council. yup. i'm sorry if this pissed u off. i'm tired of argueing too. no matter what. u're still my friend... if u realised i didnt specify what happened. i'm hoping u wun too. cos it'll just jack ourself. if u get what i mean. *raH* bad mood. cant sleep.. and i shouted at my mum =X sigh. yup. i tell u i'm still proud to be a councillor. i am! it hurts to hear what u said. maybe thats what making me cant sleep. =X *raH* come to think of it i'm not pissed but feeling very disappointed. thats what u hear after putting in effort? i know.. this feeling had happened many times. sometimes u just feel like quiting.. rah.but its usually the support that makes one go on. guess what.. u broke that support too.sometimes it makes me feel its not worth it. yup. i understand its just the way u say things. nevermind... really cant sleep now. going to chat with ah gong =) *whee*.. bb.