I WANT TO RANT.......
today is wednesday.. but i am SO BUSY IN OFFICE.. its not only busy its suPER... ALL because they came up with a REALLY dumb policy.. ok.. i shall NOT reveal just in case its trade secrets or some crap. but seriously if you're anyone who had been purchasing our products in cartons and received the letter from my co. .. i AGREE with you. DUMB DECISION.
and its causing so much trouble..
Sometimes i doubt my patience as a customer service officer... imagine hearing ppl rant at you... when you so agree with their rant yet you cant help yet they carry on nagging and scolding..and pretty much hokkien, chinese, english, canto.. whatever language also scold..
imagine i had a hokkien convo using my lousy hokkien to reply the person..
RAH.. these ppl are stressing me for once.. 3 days in a row..
ROAR.. now you know why i need to take leave tomorrow.. because i need a break!
rants........... 5 months working here already!! i think i'm now well trained to hear rants...
yup.. and nags.. and scoldings.. @#$%^&*()
whoo.. good training... i also accidentaly got rolled into their dumb co. politics..
ya.. some departments are seriously... just...... DUMB
being here for so long.. i get to see the internal conflicts and backstabs and departments with high turnover rates due to their supervisors..
indeed i am the longest surviving temp here so far but thats because i'm not in CRAPPY departments who loves to pick problems.. seriously your people turnover rate so high shouldn't u reflect? oh no.. i'm ranting... but still. it pisses me off. but guess this is the "OUTSIDE REALITY WORLD" people talk about.. thats y i say we're super protected in school... thank God that i have a nice sup that allow me to rant at =p
i still have tution later. Gah.. feeling tired today...
and yesterday.. and monday.. =p
pray for strength!!!
** on a side note... *gulp* they revamped the cafeteria.. now there is more food and even snacks.. this is making me eat more.. ya.. gosh.. =X *guilty* yet.. still eating.. haha.. i'm not someone to stop eating cos i'm fat.. =p the most i exercise.. ah.. i went to run and stamina dropped!! 3km in 20 minutes.. gah.. damn slow.. =X**
chewing on a bread... celestine signs out.. =p
sometimes i wonder why chiong so much...
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
..MONDAY...
pretty much rather emo... after work had went to meet up with guang yi (last day b4 NS), Soon Leng, Karmun.. while Lishi and Lai Yan couldnt make it! Well... guang yi had a last minute problem because last minute his family wanted to eat together! HIM being HIM suggested the MOST interesting solution.. eat together... and.. thats exactly what we did! together with his ahma, mother,father, aunt, sis, and all of us.. we ALL ate together. So crap. but anyway, since it was his "last special night" we all obliged to his request to do so... After that, Soon Leng and Guangyi came to my house and slack, chit chat and just let guangyi enjoy his"special night"... Started off by letting them watching the "knock it down" video on you tube.. it was really funny (of course from my pt of view).. Yup.. spending the rest of the time looking at our pictures over the past two years.. realising how we had changed from innocent looking to... to... to... *current state* .. yup.. time really passes so fast.. all the way since o2 now seem so ancient. No doubt army life is going to be a whole new phase for both soon leng and guang yi.. it made me wonder whats my future going to be for the nxt two years... I guess things would really seem different without this two guys around.. because both of them does make a difference in my life! hah.. i did wonder what was going through our minds at that time we spent in my room.. i guess we were all thinking about the uncertain future ahead of us.. all fearing/anticipating/dreading/the as what they called "ai -mai" feeling.. No doubt emo-ly i shall proclaim you all will be missed deeply.. that night though we slacked at my house till just in time for the last train.. i guess we all "left" with a very "heavy heart" and wished the night would just go on... esp guang yi must be thinking of that right! yup. its a whole new future... with less time to meet up. BUT i'm sure our friendship would still be strong... gee.. as what my mother told u both.. "thanks for protecting the nation" =p yup.. i concluded as a girl i was in no position to comment about how the guys would feel a day b4 army... the feeling of being pledge with uncertainty of the future ahead... its something that only they can comprehend that feeling.
I guess its even harder because we all spent 4 mths of joy crap laughters hanging out together.. that make the bonds harder to leave... YOU ALL WILL BE MISSED!
meanwhile.. i'm still blessed with the rest of my fartty family girls.. so GLAD to have u all and lucky you all wouldnt have to leave.
yup.. everyone is leaving.. Yin Hou leaving on Tues too. wish him all the best.. God bless.
pretty much rather emo... after work had went to meet up with guang yi (last day b4 NS), Soon Leng, Karmun.. while Lishi and Lai Yan couldnt make it! Well... guang yi had a last minute problem because last minute his family wanted to eat together! HIM being HIM suggested the MOST interesting solution.. eat together... and.. thats exactly what we did! together with his ahma, mother,father, aunt, sis, and all of us.. we ALL ate together. So crap. but anyway, since it was his "last special night" we all obliged to his request to do so... After that, Soon Leng and Guangyi came to my house and slack, chit chat and just let guangyi enjoy his"special night"... Started off by letting them watching the "knock it down" video on you tube.. it was really funny (of course from my pt of view).. Yup.. spending the rest of the time looking at our pictures over the past two years.. realising how we had changed from innocent looking to... to... to... *current state* .. yup.. time really passes so fast.. all the way since o2 now seem so ancient. No doubt army life is going to be a whole new phase for both soon leng and guang yi.. it made me wonder whats my future going to be for the nxt two years... I guess things would really seem different without this two guys around.. because both of them does make a difference in my life! hah.. i did wonder what was going through our minds at that time we spent in my room.. i guess we were all thinking about the uncertain future ahead of us.. all fearing/anticipating/dreading/the as what they called "ai -mai" feeling.. No doubt emo-ly i shall proclaim you all will be missed deeply.. that night though we slacked at my house till just in time for the last train.. i guess we all "left" with a very "heavy heart" and wished the night would just go on... esp guang yi must be thinking of that right! yup. its a whole new future... with less time to meet up. BUT i'm sure our friendship would still be strong... gee.. as what my mother told u both.. "thanks for protecting the nation" =p yup.. i concluded as a girl i was in no position to comment about how the guys would feel a day b4 army... the feeling of being pledge with uncertainty of the future ahead... its something that only they can comprehend that feeling.
I guess its even harder because we all spent 4 mths of joy crap laughters hanging out together.. that make the bonds harder to leave... YOU ALL WILL BE MISSED!
meanwhile.. i'm still blessed with the rest of my fartty family girls.. so GLAD to have u all and lucky you all wouldnt have to leave.
yup.. everyone is leaving.. Yin Hou leaving on Tues too. wish him all the best.. God bless.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Long weekends... aka meet up weekend.
Such an eventful weekend of catching up and learning...
Thursday night....
met up with my dearest going army buddy... Yin Hou....
went to eat banana leaf near my house... =)
chatting about the good old days and the uncertain future...
yupx... =) still as crappy and lame as ever...
heh.. despite talking about the past... i just really want to praise the Lord..
because through Christ i seen how you changed..
Now that army life is a whole new phase... press on...
I will plan outings (as assumed that i'm the most free)
heh ser, me and him took alot of crap pics together...
as we deem them as "pre-army" pics...
Friday....
Managed to meet up with a few of my sec school friends..
went to tan (finally or else my lack of 4 mths sun will start to show)
dang.. apparantly i went SUPER red afer that..
gee. i miss zi chun! yup.. glad that we got to hung out and still crap like like the good old times despite not meeting up for so long!!!
gah.. i seriously have the crappiest and bullies sec sch friends...
hah as they say the culture in that grp is to bully the ONLY girl rite...
LOL. their classic FARt bombs almost blasted me away... gah..
but still it was nice catching up =)
after that made the effort to travel to IKEA to join my parents there..
yup.. feeling bad that i've not been spending time with them..
therefore decided to join..
*gulp* as a result they took too long there causing me to be late meeting dear meiyi and yin hou... haha..but there WAS a valid reason for being late!!!
wells.. good to meet them up.. esp meiyi since i've not seen her!!
After that we met up with soon leng and went to COVENANT EFC.. yup..
church had some youth service going on. sadly i'm almost over age!
19... the top of the teens... well.. service was kinda so so only..
more of an evangelistic event.. as a result.. i began to think this good friday there's nothing for me to learn.... complacency led to something that struck me .... on easter sunday..
random thoughts:
why do i seem like i had matured so much...
i guess its something only my closer friends are able to tell...
its those ppl who really can see through me.. that is able to tell me that..
so i was pretty surprised when i heard the comment...
bu kui is 7 years friend..
*mmm*.... aiyahs. bu xiang zhang da...
does maturity comes with losing happy-go-lucky? *thinks*
Saturday
Usual routine.. waking up early as usual.
i'm now proud to say from mon to sun for the past few months i had not slept till cross 10 plus am at all!!!
sighx.. tutioNS as usual with me running from bp to boon lay and back to bp.
=D but still all my tution kids are pretty cutesy.. and NOISY...
after tat was supposed to go and meet some councillors at Sentosa (AGAIN for e 2nd day!!)
b4 i could step out of the house.. it poured... POURED! so no more pt in gg there!
so me being ME took e laptop and started slacking on the bed beside my mum who's sleeping (oops so slack.. now those ppl at sentosa is so gg to scold me)
haha... well.. so anyway, i only went for dinner..
*happy* got to meet up with alot of people..
to fel, mabel, lishi, karmun, laiyan.... thanks for the laughing spree.. darn.. i think i was a little high that day.. but it was really funny for the jokes (not funny ones we cracked) yet laughed over
to yi xin... glad u made it.. of course since we stay so near i meet u rather frequent still. =) u keep me sane ...
to seph,mj,ward.. heh.. dota gang la.. didnt change as usual. LOlx. great meeting anywayx!
to tecky .. LOL thanks for the journey back home on 963! got to get a better insight on army life from him =)
to soon leng and gy.. see later posts =p..
to hugang and alvin.. great to meet up too!!! =D
*enjoyed my day*............ blessed with friends and laughters...
Sunday....
*God taught me on Easter Day*
Blessed Easter...
1 work to describe Easter morning.. - - - disappointed...
it took me a while to shake away the disappointment.. it reminded me.. i am doubting Him again.. i'm doubting His plans, His ways His actions His movement... eager to see my own plans to be fulfilled in my way... one word to describe myself... SELFISH...
Now i realised the Easter sermon was speaking to me and not to evangelise ..
sermon titled " i just want to be happy"..
so evidently i just wanted easter to be my way..
just ignoring wad God had in store...
yup.. disappointed that God only grant 1/4 of my prayers
(though 3/4 was answered in another way)
yup.. thats right.. maybe i didnt pray enough.. just ask myself.. how many nights i skipped praying for the people in my bible? *thinks*.. God is teaching me ......
Sermon was on spiritual blindness...
ask urself .. are u blinded from the truth?
In chapter of John.. "Jesus wept"..
Because he sees us blinded from the truth.. because he so desprately wants us to see the truth.. yet we fail to.. you may be thinking .. since He is God cant he just make us see the truth..
because the devil deludes us.. causing us to not SEEK Him
All you need to say is to ASK and SeEK him
KJV: Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: Matt 7:7
Ask and Seek and Knock and HE will guide and bless you in your faith..
His door would be wide open for us.. its whether we choose to walk to that gate
dont let yourself be confined to such blindness...
side note... glad my sis went for service..
realised the world is so small.. my ACGL is her sec 1 classmate..
anyway, Ruth is going away for 2 mths.. Pray for her =D
*trust God that He has plans for the 3 person i carry on praying for..*
Thursday night....
met up with my dearest going army buddy... Yin Hou....
went to eat banana leaf near my house... =)
chatting about the good old days and the uncertain future...
yupx... =) still as crappy and lame as ever...
heh.. despite talking about the past... i just really want to praise the Lord..
because through Christ i seen how you changed..
Now that army life is a whole new phase... press on...
I will plan outings (as assumed that i'm the most free)
heh ser, me and him took alot of crap pics together...
as we deem them as "pre-army" pics...
Friday....
Managed to meet up with a few of my sec school friends..
went to tan (finally or else my lack of 4 mths sun will start to show)
dang.. apparantly i went SUPER red afer that..
gee. i miss zi chun! yup.. glad that we got to hung out and still crap like like the good old times despite not meeting up for so long!!!
gah.. i seriously have the crappiest and bullies sec sch friends...
hah as they say the culture in that grp is to bully the ONLY girl rite...
LOL. their classic FARt bombs almost blasted me away... gah..
but still it was nice catching up =)
after that made the effort to travel to IKEA to join my parents there..
yup.. feeling bad that i've not been spending time with them..
therefore decided to join..
*gulp* as a result they took too long there causing me to be late meeting dear meiyi and yin hou... haha..but there WAS a valid reason for being late!!!
wells.. good to meet them up.. esp meiyi since i've not seen her!!
After that we met up with soon leng and went to COVENANT EFC.. yup..
church had some youth service going on. sadly i'm almost over age!
19... the top of the teens... well.. service was kinda so so only..
more of an evangelistic event.. as a result.. i began to think this good friday there's nothing for me to learn.... complacency led to something that struck me .... on easter sunday..
random thoughts:
why do i seem like i had matured so much...
i guess its something only my closer friends are able to tell...
its those ppl who really can see through me.. that is able to tell me that..
so i was pretty surprised when i heard the comment...
bu kui is 7 years friend..
*mmm*.... aiyahs. bu xiang zhang da...
does maturity comes with losing happy-go-lucky? *thinks*
Saturday
Usual routine.. waking up early as usual.
i'm now proud to say from mon to sun for the past few months i had not slept till cross 10 plus am at all!!!
sighx.. tutioNS as usual with me running from bp to boon lay and back to bp.
=D but still all my tution kids are pretty cutesy.. and NOISY...
after tat was supposed to go and meet some councillors at Sentosa (AGAIN for e 2nd day!!)
b4 i could step out of the house.. it poured... POURED! so no more pt in gg there!
so me being ME took e laptop and started slacking on the bed beside my mum who's sleeping (oops so slack.. now those ppl at sentosa is so gg to scold me)
haha... well.. so anyway, i only went for dinner..
*happy* got to meet up with alot of people..
to fel, mabel, lishi, karmun, laiyan.... thanks for the laughing spree.. darn.. i think i was a little high that day.. but it was really funny for the jokes (not funny ones we cracked) yet laughed over
to yi xin... glad u made it.. of course since we stay so near i meet u rather frequent still. =) u keep me sane ...
to seph,mj,ward.. heh.. dota gang la.. didnt change as usual. LOlx. great meeting anywayx!
to tecky .. LOL thanks for the journey back home on 963! got to get a better insight on army life from him =)
to soon leng and gy.. see later posts =p..
to hugang and alvin.. great to meet up too!!! =D
*enjoyed my day*............ blessed with friends and laughters...
Sunday....
*God taught me on Easter Day*
Blessed Easter...
1 work to describe Easter morning.. - - - disappointed...
it took me a while to shake away the disappointment.. it reminded me.. i am doubting Him again.. i'm doubting His plans, His ways His actions His movement... eager to see my own plans to be fulfilled in my way... one word to describe myself... SELFISH...
Now i realised the Easter sermon was speaking to me and not to evangelise ..
sermon titled " i just want to be happy"..
so evidently i just wanted easter to be my way..
just ignoring wad God had in store...
yup.. disappointed that God only grant 1/4 of my prayers
(though 3/4 was answered in another way)
yup.. thats right.. maybe i didnt pray enough.. just ask myself.. how many nights i skipped praying for the people in my bible? *thinks*.. God is teaching me ......
Sermon was on spiritual blindness...
ask urself .. are u blinded from the truth?
In chapter of John.. "Jesus wept"..
Because he sees us blinded from the truth.. because he so desprately wants us to see the truth.. yet we fail to.. you may be thinking .. since He is God cant he just make us see the truth..
because the devil deludes us.. causing us to not SEEK Him
All you need to say is to ASK and SeEK him
KJV: Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: Matt 7:7
Ask and Seek and Knock and HE will guide and bless you in your faith..
His door would be wide open for us.. its whether we choose to walk to that gate
dont let yourself be confined to such blindness...
side note... glad my sis went for service..
realised the world is so small.. my ACGL is her sec 1 classmate..
anyway, Ruth is going away for 2 mths.. Pray for her =D
*trust God that He has plans for the 3 person i carry on praying for..*
Thursday, April 05, 2007
"THIS IS FOR CELESTE BECAUSE I NEVER REALISED BEFORE THIS HOW MUCH I REALLY MISS YOU. I think this picture was taking last year but anyway it just goes to show how we'll never change it's baby face forever and we are the small people. Aren't I glad you're my small friend! : DHere's to char shao yucky mei yi ai fang pi mei yi zhen mei liInseparable bus ridesand waiting for non-existant buses till the sun don't shine.Go beat your As!I am half tempted to post how's and my doraemon video on youtube but I decided circulation within private circles is bad enough. I've watched it half a dozen times and it's still frikkin funny.HAHAHAHA" ---- adapted from Sunday, September 24, 2006 Mei Yi's blog......
Girl.. i miss u so much. haha.. just a sudden feelings.. =) i really really miss u.. feel like meeting up... but understand that you're busy.. how bout this time i study with you during As.. thanks for all the support those times.. I REALLY REALLY MISS U!!! gah... words cant express.. *hugs* for all the joy and laughter u brought to my life...
Sometimes really make me regret why time past so fast without me catching up with u.. be it didnt make an effort, lazy, tired, busy.. wadeva.. they're sometimes just excuses... hah.. like what yin hou said we're the ones always in our own world.. =X at least i know i'm guilty of that.. now turn back and look suddenly so emo.. LOLx Yin Hou says i emo today.. i think so too. heh.. char shao girl.. meet up! okok i promise to change! i shall set the pact to be the one to ask such ppl out.. ! =X *gulP* .. anyway, Hew Yin HoU! going to miss u when u go army!! hah.. for my buddy since sec sch.. and going to church..!! =) gee.. cannot anyhow fa pi qi horx.. =pQuote from Yin Hou : making friends are not the hardest, keeping them are.
=) i'm glad we managed to keep it... now we have to work on sim mei mei! =p
=) i'm glad we managed to keep it... now we have to work on sim mei mei! =p
Monday, April 02, 2007
Sunday!!! April FOOL's day...
I love Sunday.. but i'm guilty to say.. i'm pretty much a Sunday christian..
I DONT WANT IT THIS WAY...
anyway, i had a fruitful usual 4 hours at church.. =)
really blessed by the message.. this wk esp blessed by CG...
Today's CG was a video watching session about RELATIONSHIPS.
yes... the thing that all teens want and desire for...
the thing that makes teens wonder who and when is THE ONE coming..
i learnt something really amazing today..
it makes me question my priorities...
my stand on relationship: God will bless me with THE ONE so i just have to wait.
LOL little did i realise this is not the right thinking...
through the 1st part of the sermon.. i was still blurly think THE ONE as that special someone...
Until 1/2 way through the sermon.. the pastor said THE ONE is GOD...
THE ONE IS GOD!!!
this sank in to me... it made me think..
How can the one be your soulmate?? if you put that person first.. where do you rank God at? 2nd ? so God is no longer... THE 1?
goodness.. this sermon spoke to me... straight to me... and woke me up... YES no longer i seek and wait for that ONE i thought would satisfy me...
instead i should SEEK GOD AS THE ONE!!!
its only when i feel satisfied in what GOD gives me when i seek him as THE ONE that i would feel satisfied with all the Love God had given.. no longer would i feel that i lack of love, or sense of lonliness and have already a maximum satisfaction...
Indeed at this point of time, i would no longer have any high expectations of my soulmate.. but instead as i seek God as the ONE he would make me like Him and prepare me to meet the TWO... at this point .. i would be the giver in the relationship and no longer the one with high "expectations"...
Praise the Lord i now have different insights of relationship...
this leads me to remember years ago when someone asked me how do i rank my priorities...
It was in Sec sch.. deep inside i didn't rank God first..
i ranked relationships higher...
thats all wrong.. now i truely understand the meaning of God's plan for us in relationships....
Praise the LORD i thank my CG...
Easter Sunday is coming... pray pray pray....
hah.. side track.. met my fartty family for lunch today...
mission: trick soon leng for april fool...
details: ask him what happened
Conclusion... i know you would blame me righttttt =p
I DONT WANT IT THIS WAY...
anyway, i had a fruitful usual 4 hours at church.. =)
really blessed by the message.. this wk esp blessed by CG...
Today's CG was a video watching session about RELATIONSHIPS.
yes... the thing that all teens want and desire for...
the thing that makes teens wonder who and when is THE ONE coming..
i learnt something really amazing today..
it makes me question my priorities...
my stand on relationship: God will bless me with THE ONE so i just have to wait.
LOL little did i realise this is not the right thinking...
through the 1st part of the sermon.. i was still blurly think THE ONE as that special someone...
Until 1/2 way through the sermon.. the pastor said THE ONE is GOD...
THE ONE IS GOD!!!
this sank in to me... it made me think..
How can the one be your soulmate?? if you put that person first.. where do you rank God at? 2nd ? so God is no longer... THE 1?
goodness.. this sermon spoke to me... straight to me... and woke me up... YES no longer i seek and wait for that ONE i thought would satisfy me...
instead i should SEEK GOD AS THE ONE!!!
its only when i feel satisfied in what GOD gives me when i seek him as THE ONE that i would feel satisfied with all the Love God had given.. no longer would i feel that i lack of love, or sense of lonliness and have already a maximum satisfaction...
Indeed at this point of time, i would no longer have any high expectations of my soulmate.. but instead as i seek God as the ONE he would make me like Him and prepare me to meet the TWO... at this point .. i would be the giver in the relationship and no longer the one with high "expectations"...
Praise the Lord i now have different insights of relationship...
this leads me to remember years ago when someone asked me how do i rank my priorities...
It was in Sec sch.. deep inside i didn't rank God first..
i ranked relationships higher...
thats all wrong.. now i truely understand the meaning of God's plan for us in relationships....
Praise the LORD i thank my CG...
Easter Sunday is coming... pray pray pray....
hah.. side track.. met my fartty family for lunch today...
mission: trick soon leng for april fool...
details: ask him what happened
Conclusion... i know you would blame me righttttt =p
Let the heaven Rejoice..
Heard this song at church... i think its really nice catchy song... i LOvE it =)
Cant find the mp3 =( boo.. but just enjoy the lyrics... nxt time i sing for u all..
LET THE HEAVENS REJOICE
Chorus:
G C G
Let the heavens rejoice and the earth be glad
Em C D7
Let the seas resound with a mighty roar
G C G
Let the trees of the forest clap their hands
Am C D G
Let the earth be filled with the glory of the
Lord
Verse 1:
F C D G
All of creation is boldly proclaiming
Am G D
The wonderful things He has done
F C D G
Let's join with all nations in one declaration
Am G D
Proclaiming the goodness of God
Verse 2:
F C D G
The heavens above are declaring His
splendor
Am G D
His power cannot be denied
F C D G
For all of creation is loudly confessing
Am G D
That Jesus, our Lord, is alive
Praise the LORD! =)
*gah* i want to learn guitar... so i can play this !! =)
www.believermusic.com
found the place to learn lerx but no time!!!! =(
Cant find the mp3 =( boo.. but just enjoy the lyrics... nxt time i sing for u all..
LET THE HEAVENS REJOICE
Chorus:
G C G
Let the heavens rejoice and the earth be glad
Em C D7
Let the seas resound with a mighty roar
G C G
Let the trees of the forest clap their hands
Am C D G
Let the earth be filled with the glory of the
Lord
Verse 1:
F C D G
All of creation is boldly proclaiming
Am G D
The wonderful things He has done
F C D G
Let's join with all nations in one declaration
Am G D
Proclaiming the goodness of God
Verse 2:
F C D G
The heavens above are declaring His
splendor
Am G D
His power cannot be denied
F C D G
For all of creation is loudly confessing
Am G D
That Jesus, our Lord, is alive
Praise the LORD! =)
*gah* i want to learn guitar... so i can play this !! =)
www.believermusic.com
found the place to learn lerx but no time!!!! =(
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